tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31128364928760062392011-07-31T02:09:52.808+08:00life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.comBlogger991100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-79373537322595254092010-10-01T20:16:00.002+08:002010-10-01T20:28:59.873+08:00it's been ages since i update here.. times really flies.. she's married n i,ve moved on too.. birthday means wat? to me maybe it doesn't mean anything at all.. 3 more hours to go n i have no feeling at all.. not even excited.. not even the slightest of joy can be found within me.. but now working night life.. so still have to put on a smiley face even though i'm totally not happy at all at tis present state of my life.. alot of things happened during these periods where i didn't blog.. too much to mention but been thru things which might leave a scar in my life.. friends, brothers, watever maybe end of day wat's left it's only the lonely me.. no one i can trust now.. betrayal n lots but no one to blame cos everyone have their own concept.. n my concept is simple as long as i dun hurt or harm anyone n my conscience is clear then no matter wat happen jus let things go.. no point holding n making my own life miserable..<br /><br />happy birthday to myself..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7937353732259525409?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-17986452410888505542008-12-16T06:49:00.004+08:002008-12-16T07:06:18.763+08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">最近我跟傻瓜的感情比较好了。。<br />或者我应该说比较稳定了。。哈哈。。<br />看完戏后的拜一她生病了。。<br />我真的好担心噢。。<br />我就很快的把手上的工作做完然后就赶去买东西给她吃。。<br />到她家已是下午4点多了。。<br />重点是那是她那一天的第一餐。。<br />看着她那生病的躯体我好心痛噢。。<br /><br />后来就陪她去看医生。。<br />医生说话好滑稽噢。。哈哈。。<br />当他帮傻瓜看喉咙时他竟然叫我过去看。。<br />傻瓜说她觉得想吐医生就对我说你老婆有了啊。。哈哈。。<br />是不是很奇怪的一个医生。。<br />回到家我才发现原来傻瓜不会吃药丸的呵呵。。<br />单单哄她吃药就要花半个小时了。。<br />对我来说她就想是个大孩子。。<br /><br />接下来几天我都每天会去看她。。<br />去照顾她。。<br />现在她已经康复了。。<br />可能现在轮到她照顾我这只猪头了。。哈哈。。<br />这段日子我觉得自己好幸福哦。。<br />因为老天给了我一个机会去照顾她。。</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1798645241088850554?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-91281350633104489562008-12-08T14:34:00.002+08:002008-12-08T14:55:22.630+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">昨天我和傻瓜带着阿bee跟妹妹去cwp看戏了。。<br />一开始我们先去买戏票。。<br />接着我们就去banquet吃傻瓜一整天的头一餐。。<br />傻瓜吃了三分之四的意大利面。。<br />为了要惜福当然剩下的就给我一个人包办了。。哈哈。。<br />过后我们就去popular还thumbdrive给伟杰。。<br />傻瓜带着我的表弟表妹们进去。。可是我却在门口等她们。。<br />因为傻瓜不喜欢让她的顾客看到我跟她在一起。。<br />谁知道结果她的职业病又发作了。。<br />一点都不傻的傻瓜既然有办法让我表弟妹们帮她咯。。<br />之后我们就一起去metro看我的货。。<br />然后我真的觉得傻瓜太宠他们了。。<br />既然还答应要买圣诞礼物给他们。。<br />过后我们就去arcade玩电玩。。<br />看到一台类似neoprint的机器。。<br />我很想跟她尝试看看可是她却说bishan的比较美。。<br />终于到进场的时候了。。<br />我们去看bolt。。<br />是一只很傻的狗。。<br />傻的很好笑。。　台词也有点黑色幽默。。<br />过后就送两个小的回家。。<br />刚巧就看到我的外公外婆。。<br />她觉得我的外婆好年轻好时髦噢。。哈哈。。<br />过后就送她回家了。。<br />她说我给她一种刚开始我们去动物园时的感觉。。<br />她觉得很舒服。。哈哈。。<br />她还真是傻瓜耶。。哈哈。。<br />不过很开心能见到她那灿烂的笑容。。<br />接下来的日子我们还有好多戏要看呢。。哈哈。。<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-9128135063310448956?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-9400541693903710752008-12-07T00:31:00.003+08:002008-12-07T01:32:32.537+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">这是我在网络听到的一首歌。。好喜欢它的歌词噢。。正好能述说我最近的心情。。哈哈。。以下就是它的歌词。。。<br /><br /><br /><br />你别说　我为你做的所有全都是为我自己<br />告诉我　你是不是真的都无动于衷<br />关于我对你的关心 和对你的承诺　我要问你到底有没有真心在乎过我<br />我在你眼中到底扮演着谁　why dun u say it<br />我犯下的错难道真的大到让你can‘t forgive me<br />我做的难道还不够　你到底要什么<br />我跟你说过什么我都愿做　但别离开我but u did<br />为了以前我曾深深伤害你<br />我也不知道我为什么会这样爱你<br />我告诉你所有的真实cause i wanna be true<br />没想到你会真的离我而去　而且还不再跟我说话<br />难道你都真的忘了吗　还是不愿意再想起它<br />让回忆随风飘向远方不再提起它<br />算了吧<br />我告诉自己不要再折磨自己　错在自己<br />当初对你发生感情的都是自己　全是自己　我恨我自己<br />痛的也是自己　我自己　早已不能自己<br />爱的太深　爱你爱到忘了自己<br />love oh<br />i can't explain how hurt it can be love<br />please dun hurt me no more<br />love let me out of this illusion in my head<br />i never wanna fall in love again<br />ever again ever again ever again<br />还记得我曾经跟你说　我关心你<br />只要你快乐我就快乐　让我时常感到温暖<br />因为有你在　生命变的更有意义<br />我不管任何事情发生我都不会在意<br />只要有你在　我的世界就会充满色彩<br />只要有你在　遇到挫折我都会为你活下来<br />可是现在<br />你的离开让我生命变成一片空白<br />而过去所有你说的话还是藏在脑海里面使我无法忘记一切<br />在寂寞的夜<br />没有你的温柔声音在我耳边陪我入睡<br />我失眠<br />连做得梦都没有你在的时候还要甜<br />我知道你也知道我对你的心意从未有过改变<br />只可惜我并不是你心中所爱的人<br />tell me what it takes to make u understand how i feel now<br />我只知道我现在想的全是你的容貌<br />为何你连做朋友的机会都不肯给我<br />为何你可以那么快就忘了我　请告诉我<br />不要再用冰冷的态度对待我对你的感情<br />让我好过一些因为我真的好想你<br />想你眼睛鼻子嘴巴还有你的头发<br />好想你的全身上下全部好想跟你说话<br />每分每秒每天每夜每次都在想你<br />我想你<br />我的全身细胞都在想你<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-940054169390371075?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-34507797844096284002008-12-03T20:10:00.002+08:002008-12-03T20:20:17.628+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">没有你　世界寸步难行</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">我困在原地　任回忆凝集</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">黑夜里　祈求黎明快来临</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">只有你　给我温暖晨曦</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">走到思念的尽头　我终于相信</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">没有你的世界　爱都无法给予</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">忧伤反复纠缠　我无法躲闪</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">心中有个声音　总在呼喊</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">你快回来　我一人承受不来</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">你快回来　生命因你而精彩</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">你快回来　把我的思念带回来</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">别让我的心空如大海</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3450779784409628400?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-72317742787719326452008-12-01T20:04:00.007+08:002008-12-01T21:10:57.270+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">星期五我送了一只熊和九朵玫瑰花给傻瓜。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是她却不肯见我。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我弄她生气了。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">后来就做了一件事希望能成全她。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">谁知道老天不肯成全我。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">今天早上我终于看见她了。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是我不知道为什么感觉怪怪的。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">有一种很陌生的感觉。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">在巴士上我们的对话都未成见到她一丝的笑容。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是到了地铁站当她和她的朋友一起离开聊天时。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">她脸上竟然发出浓浓的笑容。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我是不是想太多了？？？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">其实我很好奇的是难道关心一个人有错吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我所给的关心的方式可能不是她所能接受的。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">难道我就只能远远的默默的看着她吗？？？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我很不甘心。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">老天既然不愿意带走我却也不肯给我她的谅解。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">这简直比死还要难受。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我真的好喜欢她噢。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我也说不上为什么可是就是喜欢。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">最令我难过的是她到现在还不相信我对她的感情。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我知道她需要时间可是我也没想过要逼她啊。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">不管多久我都愿意等她。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">因为我很确定我要用尽我这一生来带给她幸福。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">她每次觉得我忘记了对她的承诺。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是我真的从来都没有忘记过。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">甚至连我们第一次相遇的情景到现在还是历历在目呢。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">每次认真和她说我心里话时。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">她总是叫我去吃药。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是我也需要有人关心，有人认同啊。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">付出与回报从来没有在我心里面。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">为她做过的等等零零碎碎的大小事。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我都记得。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">记得不是为了要邀功。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">只是因为只要跟她有关的事情我都一一牢记在心里。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我不知道我还会有多少个明天。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是只要我还活着我就会不停的爱护她。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">每个人都想要被他所重视的人认同。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">每个人都会有伤心跟烦恼的时候的。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我是人所以我也不例外啊。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我也会有伤心难过的时候。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">喜欢一个人很容易。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是爱一个人为什么这么难？？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">爱可是又不可以说不可以采取行动。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">哪怎能称的上是爱呢？？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">遗憾是不是一个人的？？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">这个可能只有时间能带给我答案。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">很多时候一个简单的简讯就足以让我这个猪头很开心了。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我承认我真的很爱她。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是我没有要求过她也要很爱我啊。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我只要求她哪一点点的关心。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">一点点的时间。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">是我的要求太过分了吗？？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">现在的我只能表面上表现的很开心。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">然后把所有的伤心都隐藏起来。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">希望永远在她眼里我都是个开心没有想法的猪头。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可能就如端庭说的是我自己犯贱。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">总喜欢把我爱的人的开心建立在自己的痛苦上。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">时间不一定能抚平心里面的伤。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是放下却一定能够走出那阴霾的天空。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">到了这里我也只能听天由命了。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">我能做的我都做了。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">现在的我唯一最后能做的就是等待。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">等待着她愿意跨出那阴霾的那一天。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">除此之外我真的不懂我还能做些什么了。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">写完了这篇日记。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">心情也有少许的好一点。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">闷了好久了。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">谢谢你我的日记。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">谢谢你愿意聆听我的心情。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">虽然你也没能给我什么意见。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">可是至少我已把我心里话说出来了。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">不用一个人静静的承受。。。。。。</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7231774278771932645?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-87277371760118610752008-11-24T23:33:00.049+08:002008-11-25T00:33:02.360+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">22112008是二届跟二姐夫注册结婚的好日子<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrPVQg_a9I/AAAAAAAAARs/Svx1VBWRQLo/s1600-h/P1000757.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrPVQg_a9I/AAAAAAAAARs/Svx1VBWRQLo/s320/P1000757.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272254277908130770" border="0" /></a>bevian在帮二姐夫弄他最爱的头发<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrPOclD3AI/AAAAAAAAARk/HFpE6o28Eaw/s1600-h/P1000758.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrPOclD3AI/AAAAAAAAARk/HFpE6o28Eaw/s320/P1000758.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272254160887340034" border="0" /></a>在弄后面的头发</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrPDYlkFZI/AAAAAAAAARc/GNDZ-3MPptc/s1600-h/P1000760.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrPDYlkFZI/AAAAAAAAARc/GNDZ-3MPptc/s320/P1000760.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272253970837149074" border="0" /></a>注册官到了</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrO6iaLylI/AAAAAAAAARU/PJQC6xvfu4w/s1600-h/P1000761.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrO6iaLylI/AAAAAAAAARU/PJQC6xvfu4w/s320/P1000761.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272253818854951506" border="0" /></a>二姐在把手上的诫指拿下</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOvgIGteI/AAAAAAAAARM/5FCizH4tg10/s1600-h/P1000762.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOvgIGteI/AAAAAAAAARM/5FCizH4tg10/s320/P1000762.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272253629263689186" border="0" /></a>傻瓜笑的好开心噢</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOpPT0_iI/AAAAAAAAARE/C8riFPSYnyA/s1600-h/P1000763.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOpPT0_iI/AAAAAAAAARE/C8riFPSYnyA/s320/P1000763.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272253521670241826" border="0" /></a>怎么这么严肃的感觉？因为结婚是人生大事阿</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOiZK5DmI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/gL3C2fiyF7s/s1600-h/P1000764.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOiZK5DmI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/gL3C2fiyF7s/s320/P1000764.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272253404058029666" border="0" /></a>好灿烂的笑容噢</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOacRba7I/AAAAAAAAAQ0/G7keXKg_JZU/s1600-h/P1000766.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOacRba7I/AAAAAAAAAQ0/G7keXKg_JZU/s320/P1000766.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272253267451800498" border="0" /></a>注册官</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOImr9mbI/AAAAAAAAAQs/3TNx9jU8fvk/s1600-h/P1000767.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOImr9mbI/AAAAAAAAAQs/3TNx9jU8fvk/s320/P1000767.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252961009801650" border="0" /></a>二姐听的好专注噢</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOBjf6c3I/AAAAAAAAAQk/rB2cWWtkBlQ/s1600-h/P1000768.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrOBjf6c3I/AAAAAAAAAQk/rB2cWWtkBlQ/s320/P1000768.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252839894872946" border="0" /></a>我愿意就从他们心里说出来了</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrN5risPTI/AAAAAAAAAQc/-tdvO8AUjrM/s1600-h/P1000769.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrN5risPTI/AAAAAAAAAQc/-tdvO8AUjrM/s320/P1000769.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252704615054642" border="0" /></a>二姐夫帮二姐带诫指</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNwycRAKI/AAAAAAAAAQU/3t5G4-XiD2g/s1600-h/P1000770.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNwycRAKI/AAAAAAAAAQU/3t5G4-XiD2g/s320/P1000770.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252551848329378" border="0" /></a>轮到二姐帮二姐夫了</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNqXw_yjI/AAAAAAAAAQM/u2Fy9LK6fpc/s1600-h/P1000771.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNqXw_yjI/AAAAAAAAAQM/u2Fy9LK6fpc/s320/P1000771.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252441608309298" border="0" /></a>他说了什么让我们笑的如此开心</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNjJPeF5I/AAAAAAAAAQE/okWhwx7hf0U/s1600-h/P1000773.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNjJPeF5I/AAAAAAAAAQE/okWhwx7hf0U/s320/P1000773.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252317450508178" border="0" /></a>签结婚证书</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNco2mP_I/AAAAAAAAAP8/_GX97ZJLOGo/s1600-h/P1000774.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNco2mP_I/AAAAAAAAAP8/_GX97ZJLOGo/s320/P1000774.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252205677035506" border="0" /></a>傻瓜在证书上证婚人的地方签名</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNTuj-GpI/AAAAAAAAAP0/6HQ4267pmzM/s1600-h/P1000775.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNTuj-GpI/AAAAAAAAAP0/6HQ4267pmzM/s320/P1000775.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272252052590697106" border="0" /></a>当然另一个证婚人就是我猪头啦</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNM1NdarI/AAAAAAAAAPs/Cw-QRJeKtv8/s1600-h/P1000776.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNM1NdarI/AAAAAAAAAPs/Cw-QRJeKtv8/s320/P1000776.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251934116244146" border="0" /></a>注册官签名</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNHFPzhCI/AAAAAAAAAPk/QQETOF9FJYc/s1600-h/P1000777.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrNHFPzhCI/AAAAAAAAAPk/QQETOF9FJYc/s320/P1000777.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251835341833250" border="0" /></a>大功告成了。。。二姐夫和二姐正式成为合法夫妻</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrM_2GJAYI/AAAAAAAAAPc/kor12AcR3E4/s1600-h/P1000778.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrM_2GJAYI/AAAAAAAAAPc/kor12AcR3E4/s320/P1000778.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251711015682434" border="0" /></a>他在指什么呢</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrM40k4TAI/AAAAAAAAAPU/m_t_1KVRQiE/s1600-h/P1000779.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrM40k4TAI/AAAAAAAAAPU/m_t_1KVRQiE/s320/P1000779.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251590348655618" border="0" /></a>我好为他们开心噢</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMx_YmVuI/AAAAAAAAAPM/2COxcpESVuQ/s1600-h/P1000780.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMx_YmVuI/AAAAAAAAAPM/2COxcpESVuQ/s320/P1000780.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251472990852834" border="0" /></a>二姐夫好认真噢</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMn22Tu_I/AAAAAAAAAPE/1bhfID48Mko/s1600-h/P1000781.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMn22Tu_I/AAAAAAAAAPE/1bhfID48Mko/s320/P1000781.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251298900851698" border="0" /></a>仪式后<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMg8X3INI/AAAAAAAAAO8/1Yd_SmDwcjA/s1600-h/P1000782.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMg8X3INI/AAAAAAAAAO8/1Yd_SmDwcjA/s320/P1000782.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251180124676306" border="0" /></a>在谈怎么让二姐在新加坡逗留久一点</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMZHuxPoI/AAAAAAAAAO0/cfinlayXf-M/s1600-h/P1000784.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMZHuxPoI/AAAAAAAAAO0/cfinlayXf-M/s320/P1000784.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272251045734596226" border="0" /></a>他的人好好噢</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMQNtMf2I/AAAAAAAAAOs/uhWzb9RqiA8/s1600-h/P1000785.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMQNtMf2I/AAAAAAAAAOs/uhWzb9RqiA8/s320/P1000785.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250892719783778" border="0" /></a>我们聊这个话题满久的</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMJEBFdpI/AAAAAAAAAOk/6xbYOrdrWLQ/s1600-h/P1000786.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMJEBFdpI/AAAAAAAAAOk/6xbYOrdrWLQ/s320/P1000786.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250769859770002" border="0" /></a>还在聊噢。。。哈哈</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMBlnHeeI/AAAAAAAAAOc/GXHwtNUxMKs/s1600-h/P1000787.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrMBlnHeeI/AAAAAAAAAOc/GXHwtNUxMKs/s320/P1000787.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250641438702050" border="0" /></a>还好可以找MP帮忙</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrL3cCRxpI/AAAAAAAAAOU/nK1iXMt4aGQ/s1600-h/P1000788.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrL3cCRxpI/AAAAAAAAAOU/nK1iXMt4aGQ/s320/P1000788.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250467069576850" border="0" /></a>二姐，二姐夫和注册官</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLxVRvj2I/AAAAAAAAAOM/eIHAGV4AEwg/s1600-h/P1000789.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLxVRvj2I/AAAAAAAAAOM/eIHAGV4AEwg/s320/P1000789.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250362176180066" border="0" /></a>好希望下一次就轮到我和傻瓜噢。。。哈哈。。。<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLqueJNoI/AAAAAAAAAOE/B_6f0X4oZdw/s1600-h/P1000794.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLqueJNoI/AAAAAAAAAOE/B_6f0X4oZdw/s320/P1000794.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250248679995010" border="0" /></a>我和傻瓜准备的蛋糕和红酒</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLkc_8SaI/AAAAAAAAAN8/O-521LsLiYw/s1600-h/P1000797.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLkc_8SaI/AAAAAAAAAN8/O-521LsLiYw/s320/P1000797.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250140910700962" border="0" /></a>蛋糕又美又好吃。。。呵呵</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLdI3EUaI/AAAAAAAAAN0/B4gVvpW7Jn4/s1600-h/P1000798.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLdI3EUaI/AAAAAAAAAN0/B4gVvpW7Jn4/s320/P1000798.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272250015245685154" border="0" /></a>二姐与二姐夫</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLXu60M_I/AAAAAAAAANs/feo1OrAze1w/s1600-h/P1000799.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLXu60M_I/AAAAAAAAANs/feo1OrAze1w/s320/P1000799.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249922382738418" border="0" /></a>交杯酒</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLRRnsVDI/AAAAAAAAANk/SANCr1qNnTE/s1600-h/P1000800.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLRRnsVDI/AAAAAAAAANk/SANCr1qNnTE/s320/P1000800.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249811438687282" border="0" /></a>看不清楚因为二姐夫的动作太快了。。哈哈</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLIprSXJI/AAAAAAAAANc/evElrnJeDRs/s1600-h/P1000801.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLIprSXJI/AAAAAAAAANc/evElrnJeDRs/s320/P1000801.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249663277390994" border="0" /></a>被傻瓜逼他们在我们前面接吻</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLDe5idPI/AAAAAAAAANU/8fRc_l_VxGU/s1600-h/P1000802.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrLDe5idPI/AAAAAAAAANU/8fRc_l_VxGU/s320/P1000802.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249574485030130" border="0" /></a>切蛋糕了</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrK9DrFvoI/AAAAAAAAANM/Hr4BdcYRa00/s1600-h/P1000803.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrK9DrFvoI/AAAAAAAAANM/Hr4BdcYRa00/s320/P1000803.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249464097455746" border="0" /></a>love forever差一点就变成love repever哈哈。。<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrK1lDamvI/AAAAAAAAANE/21UJuxsbACo/s1600-h/P1000804.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrK1lDamvI/AAAAAAAAANE/21UJuxsbACo/s320/P1000804.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249335618902770" border="0" /></a>好甜蜜噢<br /></div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKtangTZI/AAAAAAAAAM8/Tq_CmwD9JOw/s1600-h/P1000805.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKtangTZI/AAAAAAAAAM8/Tq_CmwD9JOw/s320/P1000805.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249195378527634" border="0" /></a>看二姐的表情好幸福哦</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKnWTDBjI/AAAAAAAAAM0/QNuf_qhSnQA/s1600-h/P1000806.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKnWTDBjI/AAAAAAAAAM0/QNuf_qhSnQA/s320/P1000806.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272249091139765810" border="0" /></a>二姐夫畏二姐吃蛋糕</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKgKdQ2uI/AAAAAAAAAMs/taK-6GXBcZo/s1600-h/P1000807.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKgKdQ2uI/AAAAAAAAAMs/taK-6GXBcZo/s320/P1000807.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272248967702305506" border="0" /></a>好恩爱哦。。</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKZmuM5VI/AAAAAAAAAMk/BmjdeLSo_0I/s1600-h/P1000808.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKZmuM5VI/AAAAAAAAAMk/BmjdeLSo_0I/s320/P1000808.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272248855030457682" border="0" /></a>猪头与傻瓜</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKSM3tIMI/AAAAAAAAAMc/QwjbOgSC5cA/s1600-h/P1000809.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrKSM3tIMI/AAAAAAAAAMc/QwjbOgSC5cA/s320/P1000809.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272248727831912642" border="0" /></a>大合照可惜少了二姐夫</div><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrJ3yjYzQI/AAAAAAAAAMU/145YeWiEHMQ/s1600-h/P1000810.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrJ3yjYzQI/AAAAAAAAAMU/145YeWiEHMQ/s320/P1000810.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272248274090773762" border="0" /></a>合照<br /></div><a style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrJukvjUfI/AAAAAAAAAMM/nTZuASjzYpw/s1600-h/P1000811.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SSrJukvjUfI/AAAAAAAAAMM/nTZuASjzYpw/s320/P1000811.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5272248115764875762" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">那一天的最后一张照片。。可是我觉得好开心噢。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">因为这一张是傻瓜自己愿意跟我拍的。。哈哈。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">希望下一次的婚礼会是猪头和傻瓜的。。哈哈哈哈。。。</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8727737176011861075?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-68594647700013434102008-11-09T11:46:00.002+08:002008-11-09T12:26:10.066+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">风雨过后总会出现彩虹？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">10月30日</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">她留简讯给我说三姐夫叫我跟他们一起吃晚餐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我答应了她因为我知道那是一个能让我看见她的机会</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">而且我真有点紧张噢。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">因为到了她家我看到她的二姐，二姐夫，三姐, 三姐夫</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">然后她来不及回来所以结果我一个人和她的家人吃饭</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">超不好意识的啦</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">感觉好怪噢。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">吃完后她的姐姐们就叫我上去她们家坐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">上去后我再一次看到了她</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">可是却一句话也没有说</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">有点陌生的感觉</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">11月1日</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我陪她和二姐去居士林拜佛</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我们在她家楼下坐二姐夫的车先去宏茂侨</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我带她们去阿良老婆爸爸的店吃素</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后我们就去了居士林</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">到了那里二姐想要绕佛</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">傻瓜就叫我陪二姐进去绕</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">结果二姐既然比我早离开了那个房间。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">然后我们就回她们的家</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">meet阿良</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">阿良介绍我女性用品</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">弄到我的脸好红噢</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">结果我买了给傻瓜</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">二姐夫过后带我们去义顺吃北胜泰国小吃</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">吃完过后我就和傻瓜，女人和bevian去yishun10看戏</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">去看the coffin</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">好好笑噢</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我们要是被吓到就是给傻瓜吓到的。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">看完后我们去925吃</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">然后因为很迟了所以我就在她的家当了一晚的厅长</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">11月3日</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">就一直在她的家</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">然后我和二姐夫一起弄火锅给全部人吃</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后就带着依依不舍的情绪回家去了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">昨晚因为妹妹生日的关系</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">她和我去了妹妹的家</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">看到了我的家人</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">过后我们又去看戏了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">去看madagascar</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">超好笑的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">心情不好的人可以去看噢</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">因为它会让你暂时忘掉你的烦恼</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">傻瓜你一点都不笨啦</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">不要太过在意人家怎么说</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">最重要的是你自己怎么想</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">我们会一起加油</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">努力寻找属于我们自己的天空的</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6859464770001343410?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-39312823850255378242008-10-27T23:03:00.002+08:002008-10-27T23:13:50.077+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">想起那天分离</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">最后那通简讯</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">把我们的爱分隔在两地</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">只好翻开记忆</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">寻找你的踪迹</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">看见你的笑依然很熟悉</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我在想着你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">在念着你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">思念是我俩之间最短的距离</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">请你别忘记</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我在这里</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">希望能飞越千里飞到你的梦里</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">告诉你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我想你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我在日日夜夜期待能够与你相聚</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">告诉你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我爱你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我在天天期待能够收到你的讯息</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">oh my sweet love。。。。。。</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3931282385025537824?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-35419162205117374562008-10-26T11:57:00.004+08:002008-10-26T12:29:21.367+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">为什么幸福总是那么的短暂？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可是我真的很珍惜这一段感情。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">现在有种摸不着边的感觉</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我们到底怎么了？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">有谁能够告诉我吗？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">这个感觉很酸，很冷，很痛</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">从未有过这样的问题</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">而问题就是我也不知道问题是什么</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">只知道我被她抹杀出局了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">爱一个人，关心她有错吗？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可能她没想到我有多伤吧</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我就像被人刺了无数的刀</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">真的很痛，比死还要可怕</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可是我真的要谢谢她</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">给我的这一段回忆</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可是我不想回忆就这样结束了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">这一段日子我真的超开心的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">第一次我什么也不用去想</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">因为能和她在一起我就很满足了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可能她不知道可是在不知不觉中</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">她已经是我生命里的另一半了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">总之我从未忘记对她的承诺</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我会永远对你好</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我会带你去坐船</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我会带你去看树熊</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我会一辈子牵你的手</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我会等你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我会用尽我这一生去爱你</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可是现在可能对你来说一切都没关系了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可是我还是会完成我给你的承诺</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">傻瓜我爱你</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">我会永远在世界的另一端等着你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">虽然我很不愿意就这样画下一个句点</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">可是我会学习如何在一个距离去爱你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">暂时至少对我来说世界将会是黑暗的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">不会再有任何光彩。。。</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3541916220511737456?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-26351787628610993922008-10-12T19:17:00.000+08:002008-10-12T19:18:52.644+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">假如我爱上一个人，　</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我想接近她，　想照料她，　去担心她。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">只是这样，　已感到快乐了。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">縱使她不曾望过来也算罢。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我的心里很清楚我是谁，　不曾想过会更进一步。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">只是现在，　看见你哀伤，　徐徐落泪。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我心里很清楚那人是你，　在等待相见。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我只需要可以为你做某些事就已足够。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">有问题吗？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">假使我坐在这里，　靠近着你。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> 即使有什么让我来帮你，　在你的那人来之前。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> 让我象朋友般陪伴你，　至少不会寂寞。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> 当他来时我会离开。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2635178762861099392?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-39321633201955458322008-10-12T18:34:00.002+08:002008-10-12T19:13:42.686+08:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">现在的我和以前的我到底有什么不同？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">其实也还好吧。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">可能最大的差别就是对篮球的热诚。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">可能现在生命里面多了一个人。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">可能现在做什么事都会先想到她吧。。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">心情还满浮渣的。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">和她在一起的时候为什么时间总是过的超快？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">而每一次到了说再见的时候就在期待着下一次相遇。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">一个人吃东西的时候会想知道她是不是也吃了？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">我要睡前会想她有没有盖被？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">早上又会担心她睡过头。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">不懂她在工作上有没有被人欺负？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">下午又会想看她是不是又没有吃午餐？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">晚上又担心她是不是又胡思乱想。。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">每天都会想着关于她的事情。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">可是她呢？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">会不会也会想到我？</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">想知道我过的好不好？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">就算只是一秒。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">我也很开心了。。。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3932163320195545832?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-40660437357963289502008-10-08T10:01:00.005+08:002008-10-09T15:26:04.843+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我的开心要从上个星期六说起。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">星期六早上七点就已经在兵营了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">看完医生后就去take IPPT</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我的脚这样还能拿silver哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后回家换衣服和拿晚上比赛的东西</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">过后就去meet Christine</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">陪她去做工</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">第一站就是causeway point的kiddy palace</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">去到那里找了半天都找不到她的货。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">原来已经有人帮她放上架子了。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">第二站是bukit timah plaza的popular</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我们坐961巴士去</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">在车上觉得好热噢</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">到了那里我也没帮上什么</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">因为只是去把voucher交给那里的staff</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后就走了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">第三站就是jurong east mrt的popular</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我们又是坐巴士去</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">在车上和她说了一些我的想法</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">到了那里我也终于派上用场了。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">帮她放sensor和上货</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">在下午两点半就搞定了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">本来要meet jaslyn和father去看戏的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">谁知道father生病了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我们就自己去吃</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后去IMM逛消磨一点时间</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">因为离我的比赛还有3个小时噢</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">很开心因为她肯去看我比赛。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后我们离开jurong</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">坐MRT去新加坡篮球总会</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">终于到了目的地</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">可是她好像很闷吧</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">因为她在那里都没人陪她说话</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">一个人在一边看着我打比赛</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">还好赢了那场球</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">过后我们就坐我队友的顺风车回到yishun</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">我们就去848咖啡店吃晚餐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">好好笑噢，我既然被辣椒嗆到</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">说不出话来。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">可能我太兴奋了吧</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后就跟她去causeway point的电影院外面谈天</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">在那里我们说了好多噢</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后就送她回家</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">也结束了开心的一天　:)</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">昨晚在jaslyn的帮助下又和她单独出去了。。。　哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">陪她去Lot1排货</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">在她家楼下等她的那刹那好像很久</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">看到她从电梯走出来</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">她好美哦，虽然每天都很美，可是今天超漂亮的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">去到Lot1才发觉原来就算她不去也没关系吧。。。哈哈</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">陪她去吃晚餐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后跟她说了一些话让她反胃，对不起</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">然后上去她的家帮她弄她的部落格</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">在她家看到她的姐夫，jaslyn和father</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">她的姐夫超友善的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">一弄就弄到12点我才离开</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">真的有点舍不得哦</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">可是还是要走因为很迟了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">为什么快乐的时光总是过的这么快？嗨。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">不过还是超开心的因为昨天是我第一次牵她的手吧</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">可能也不算牵吧</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">不过看到她甜甜的笑容</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">一切都是值得的:)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">加油俊良</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">希望有一天我能开启她反锁起来的心</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">真希望那天真的会来。。。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">就算不来也没关系</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">因为只要她开心就够了。。。。。。。</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-4066043735796328950?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-23902477032829985662008-10-02T14:01:00.033+08:002008-10-02T18:22:07.226+08:00first time celebrating my birthday after so many n years back... n was a special outing last nite... took alot of pictures... there was jaslyn n father, my two cousins, n of cos christine n me... check out our day...<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORk8LP6tuI/AAAAAAAAAD8/xAYaofmYBAE/s1600-h/jaslyn+n+father.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORk8LP6tuI/AAAAAAAAAD8/xAYaofmYBAE/s320/jaslyn+n+father.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252434050395322082" border="0" /></a><br />tis is where it all started...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORlna33WCI/AAAAAAAAAEE/zJykHl73zJs/s1600-h/bdae+cake.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORlna33WCI/AAAAAAAAAEE/zJykHl73zJs/s320/bdae+cake.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252434793323780130" border="0" /></a>my present from jaslyn n father<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORl_wXvaRI/AAAAAAAAAEM/85ZijgQ_Fhg/s1600-h/bdae+cake+lited.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORl_wXvaRI/AAAAAAAAAEM/85ZijgQ_Fhg/s320/bdae+cake+lited.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252435211411482898" border="0" /></a>isn't it nice?<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORmgqL7TTI/AAAAAAAAAEU/-K-Uzm9Z9MA/s1600-h/jus+me.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORmgqL7TTI/AAAAAAAAAEU/-K-Uzm9Z9MA/s320/jus+me.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252435776687000882" border="0" /></a>me n my cake<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORocVYD90I/AAAAAAAAAE8/26rdzeh9vH4/s1600-h/me+n+my+cousins.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORocVYD90I/AAAAAAAAAE8/26rdzeh9vH4/s320/me+n+my+cousins.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252437901404534594" border="0" /></a>me n my cousins<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORormsks7I/AAAAAAAAAFE/C6_jCGsvzu0/s1600-h/me,+jaslyn,+father.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORormsks7I/AAAAAAAAAFE/C6_jCGsvzu0/s320/me,+jaslyn,+father.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252438163752006578" border="0" /></a>me n jaslyn n father<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORoPUolQ-I/AAAAAAAAAE0/czdWfgu_oEY/s1600-h/me+n+her.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORoPUolQ-I/AAAAAAAAAE0/czdWfgu_oEY/s320/me+n+her.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252437677867090914" border="0" /></a>me n her<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORoAXntsDI/AAAAAAAAAEs/YYejufzSlWs/s1600-h/me+making+wish.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORoAXntsDI/AAAAAAAAAEs/YYejufzSlWs/s320/me+making+wish.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252437420970717234" border="0" /></a>making wishes... guess wat wish i made?<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORnhXOo9-I/AAAAAAAAAEc/IkxPChDvkzQ/s1600-h/so+busy.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORnhXOo9-I/AAAAAAAAAEc/IkxPChDvkzQ/s320/so+busy.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252436888289605602" border="0" /></a>after blowing off the candles<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORnvGQh7XI/AAAAAAAAAEk/D9TlF2YbbRA/s1600-h/cutting+of+cake.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORnvGQh7XI/AAAAAAAAAEk/D9TlF2YbbRA/s320/cutting+of+cake.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252437124252298610" border="0" /></a>first cut of the cake<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORo_dvg75I/AAAAAAAAAFM/4s_5RBx6l9Q/s1600-h/the+3+hunks.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORo_dvg75I/AAAAAAAAAFM/4s_5RBx6l9Q/s320/the+3+hunks.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252438504945807250" border="0" /></a>ah bee, me n father<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORqY4pfUKI/AAAAAAAAAFU/CehW-31rMzQ/s1600-h/cake+sharing.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORqY4pfUKI/AAAAAAAAAFU/CehW-31rMzQ/s320/cake+sharing.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252440041176649890" border="0" /></a>giving out the cakes even to strangers<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSDW26PAI/AAAAAAAAAF0/wniArZ93SzM/s1600-h/christine+n+meimei.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSDW26PAI/AAAAAAAAAF0/wniArZ93SzM/s320/christine+n+meimei.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252483651793992706" border="0" /></a>christine n meimei<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSDgkvl_I/AAAAAAAAAF8/v8G21miZD6k/s1600-h/elephant+father.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSDgkvl_I/AAAAAAAAAF8/v8G21miZD6k/s320/elephant+father.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252483654402152434" border="0" /></a>father inside a elephant<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSDn__GzI/AAAAAAAAAGE/P7yGaTs8igo/s1600-h/elephant+meimei.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSDn__GzI/AAAAAAAAAGE/P7yGaTs8igo/s320/elephant+meimei.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252483656395463474" border="0" /></a>cute meimei<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSD0JMnnI/AAAAAAAAAGM/j8EecjwTSLc/s1600-h/me,+her+n+my+cousins.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSSD0JMnnI/AAAAAAAAAGM/j8EecjwTSLc/s320/me,+her+n+my+cousins.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252483659655323250" border="0" /></a>my cousins, me n of cos her la...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSS78p6mtI/AAAAAAAAAGU/b1t2QYDtwEQ/s1600-h/the+3+ladies+wif+sealion.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSS78p6mtI/AAAAAAAAAGU/b1t2QYDtwEQ/s320/the+3+ladies+wif+sealion.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252484624012712658" border="0" /></a>the three gals wif the sealions<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSTUS7a87I/AAAAAAAAAGc/S-HsLTHwfy4/s1600-h/help.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSTUS7a87I/AAAAAAAAAGc/S-HsLTHwfy4/s320/help.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252485042308576178" border="0" /></a>help help crocodile??<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORrs4cRFQI/AAAAAAAAAFk/mKH1AFSROHk/s1600-h/gals+n+ah+meng.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORrs4cRFQI/AAAAAAAAAFk/mKH1AFSROHk/s320/gals+n+ah+meng.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252441484230202626" border="0" /></a>the three gals wif mr ah meng statue<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORrtMAEV1I/AAAAAAAAAFs/m7ue2CTUZR8/s1600-h/hunks+n+ah+meng.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORrtMAEV1I/AAAAAAAAAFs/m7ue2CTUZR8/s320/hunks+n+ah+meng.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252441489480636242" border="0" /></a>the three guys wif ah meng<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORrsmVV9BI/AAAAAAAAAFc/GkQdmTiCB2Q/s1600-h/ah+meng+n+us.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SORrsmVV9BI/AAAAAAAAAFc/GkQdmTiCB2Q/s320/ah+meng+n+us.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252441479369323538" border="0" /></a>me n her wif her gd friend ah meng<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUXoqlxCI/AAAAAAAAAGk/uuiFN9xQFGc/s1600-h/on+the+horse+carriage.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUXoqlxCI/AAAAAAAAAGk/uuiFN9xQFGc/s320/on+the+horse+carriage.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252486199194797090" border="0" /></a>on the horse carriage... very cooling...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUX8V5kSI/AAAAAAAAAGs/texcTU0y_Oo/s1600-h/cool+horse.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUX8V5kSI/AAAAAAAAAGs/texcTU0y_Oo/s320/cool+horse.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252486204476723490" border="0" /></a>the other carriage behind us...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUXwpRAEI/AAAAAAAAAG0/Pw9U4o4hbgo/s1600-h/after+the+ride.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUXwpRAEI/AAAAAAAAAG0/Pw9U4o4hbgo/s320/after+the+ride.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252486201336725570" border="0" /></a>after the ride ard zoo<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUYDdG8ZI/AAAAAAAAAG8/mbDjPsE3sq0/s1600-h/jaslyn,meimei,father.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUYDdG8ZI/AAAAAAAAAG8/mbDjPsE3sq0/s320/jaslyn,meimei,father.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252486206386008466" border="0" /></a>posing upon alighting from the carriage<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUYefFatI/AAAAAAAAAHE/j8d4QXbLVlM/s1600-h/in+front+of+horse.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSUYefFatI/AAAAAAAAAHE/j8d4QXbLVlM/s320/in+front+of+horse.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252486213642054354" border="0" /></a>me, my cousins n her<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSV89qhLCI/AAAAAAAAAHM/EhEQdtc1LkI/s1600-h/meimei+on+tram.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSV89qhLCI/AAAAAAAAAHM/EhEQdtc1LkI/s320/meimei+on+tram.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252487939998428194" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSV9GC2HmI/AAAAAAAAAHU/49HRpLHsZ30/s1600-h/ah+bee+on+tram.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSV9GC2HmI/AAAAAAAAAHU/49HRpLHsZ30/s320/ah+bee+on+tram.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252487942247947874" border="0" /></a>my cousins on the tram ride<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSW0YPSSqI/AAAAAAAAAHc/Cnl4BYQkIQo/s1600-h/meimei+n+ah+bee+wif+orang+utan.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSW0YPSSqI/AAAAAAAAAHc/Cnl4BYQkIQo/s320/meimei+n+ah+bee+wif+orang+utan.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252488892024769186" border="0" /></a>my cousins wif the orang utans<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSW0jA8JjI/AAAAAAAAAHk/32cMKNDtslI/s1600-h/christine+n+me+wif+orang+utan.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSW0jA8JjI/AAAAAAAAAHk/32cMKNDtslI/s320/christine+n+me+wif+orang+utan.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252488894917387826" border="0" /></a>me n her wif orang utans up close<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSXlEs9dFI/AAAAAAAAAHs/7Up5_lbvLNM/s1600-h/father+n+jaslyn+giraffe.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSXlEs9dFI/AAAAAAAAAHs/7Up5_lbvLNM/s320/father+n+jaslyn+giraffe.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252489728594113618" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSXlRJAwcI/AAAAAAAAAH0/zE6pa68eRqI/s1600-h/giraffe+overhead.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSXlRJAwcI/AAAAAAAAAH0/zE6pa68eRqI/s320/giraffe+overhead.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252489731932996034" border="0" /></a>the funny couple wif giraffe at the back<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSXlwj0YyI/AAAAAAAAAH8/XRV3CaMwXSE/s1600-h/in+front+of+giraffe.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSXlwj0YyI/AAAAAAAAAH8/XRV3CaMwXSE/s320/in+front+of+giraffe.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252489740366930722" border="0" /></a>me n her wif giraffe at the back<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSYSs1JDlI/AAAAAAAAAIE/wXYEI7H5m-Y/s1600-h/couple+posing.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSYSs1JDlI/AAAAAAAAAIE/wXYEI7H5m-Y/s320/couple+posing.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252490512459959890" border="0" /></a>the couples posing<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSYTbzhmDI/AAAAAAAAAIM/_X0D5wVthEY/s1600-h/3+gals+posing.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSYTbzhmDI/AAAAAAAAAIM/_X0D5wVthEY/s320/3+gals+posing.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252490525069645874" border="0" /></a>the 3 gals yet again...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSY5RaJUbI/AAAAAAAAAIU/iHotVJtVtTA/s1600-h/big+durian.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSY5RaJUbI/AAAAAAAAAIU/iHotVJtVtTA/s320/big+durian.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252491175113871794" border="0" /></a>big durians at zoo<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSY5tdx_KI/AAAAAAAAAIc/HVbEbMfPF3I/s1600-h/very+nice.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSY5tdx_KI/AAAAAAAAAIc/HVbEbMfPF3I/s320/very+nice.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252491182645312674" border="0" /></a>wa it's tasty my cousins claim :P<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZbaHiXmI/AAAAAAAAAIk/4fPUkajg8lw/s1600-h/taken+by+meimei.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZbaHiXmI/AAAAAAAAAIk/4fPUkajg8lw/s320/taken+by+meimei.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252491761567293026" border="0" /></a>taken upon request by meimei<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZbqmmPrI/AAAAAAAAAIs/Jrv8T6qvD4M/s1600-h/me+haha.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZbqmmPrI/AAAAAAAAAIs/Jrv8T6qvD4M/s320/me+haha.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252491765992537778" border="0" /></a>me n my lost lost brother<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZ7t0a5PI/AAAAAAAAAI0/urH-6wqD63M/s1600-h/kissing+frog.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZ7t0a5PI/AAAAAAAAAI0/urH-6wqD63M/s320/kissing+frog.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252492316611634418" border="0" /></a>wat happened when u kiss a frog?<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZ7oOdlZI/AAAAAAAAAI8/R6qxqSbU-zc/s1600-h/oh+prince+charming.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSZ7oOdlZI/AAAAAAAAAI8/R6qxqSbU-zc/s320/oh+prince+charming.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252492315110249874" border="0" /></a>it instantly become a prince... haha<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbA3ujpFI/AAAAAAAAAJE/_Wuu1H2UEqQ/s1600-h/butterflies.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbA3ujpFI/AAAAAAAAAJE/_Wuu1H2UEqQ/s320/butterflies.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252493504682370130" border="0" /></a>butterflies mistaking the 2 kids as flowers<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbBC24nGI/AAAAAAAAAJM/g1niI5_nSsk/s1600-h/jaslyn+n+new+found+friend.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbBC24nGI/AAAAAAAAAJM/g1niI5_nSsk/s320/jaslyn+n+new+found+friend.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252493507670088802" border="0" /></a>jaslyn n her new found friend<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbBEx__nI/AAAAAAAAAJU/n5q79qoUXaU/s1600-h/oh+so+jealous.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbBEx__nI/AAAAAAAAAJU/n5q79qoUXaU/s320/oh+so+jealous.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252493508186472050" border="0" /></a>so jealous... she hold his hand lor<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbBa5ZbdI/AAAAAAAAAJc/9q2CbBR8WVg/s1600-h/tribesman+n+modern+gal.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbBa5ZbdI/AAAAAAAAAJc/9q2CbBR8WVg/s320/tribesman+n+modern+gal.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252493514123079122" border="0" /></a>tribesman at the back<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbB03_jKI/AAAAAAAAAJk/W2fXUsS-6hU/s1600-h/ah+bee+n+christine.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSbB03_jKI/AAAAAAAAAJk/W2fXUsS-6hU/s320/ah+bee+n+christine.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252493521096510626" border="0" /></a>ah bee n chrsitine<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScSkWdpBI/AAAAAAAAAJs/npZjoQNmkQw/s1600-h/3gals+again.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScSkWdpBI/AAAAAAAAAJs/npZjoQNmkQw/s320/3gals+again.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494908230312978" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScS5gCnQI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/NGtn1N_Evh8/s1600-h/close+up.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScS5gCnQI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/NGtn1N_Evh8/s320/close+up.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494913907629314" border="0" /></a>the 3 gals wif the tribesman<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScTIEpTNI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/YCr8yGrpYoU/s1600-h/jaslyn+n+mr+monkey.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScTIEpTNI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/YCr8yGrpYoU/s320/jaslyn+n+mr+monkey.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494917819256018" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScTEVzqRI/AAAAAAAAAKE/cp982uJ4bTM/s1600-h/dun+they+look+cute.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOScTEVzqRI/AAAAAAAAAKE/cp982uJ4bTM/s320/dun+they+look+cute.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252494916817496338" border="0" /></a>jaslyn n father's turn wif my brother<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdU2NHtyI/AAAAAAAAAKM/eUpW6pGq9l8/s1600-h/ah+bee+n+meimei.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdU2NHtyI/AAAAAAAAAKM/eUpW6pGq9l8/s320/ah+bee+n+meimei.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252496046894331682" border="0" /></a>ah bee n meimei wif the otter family<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdVHN5EFI/AAAAAAAAAKU/1GFx8phGqbw/s1600-h/christine+n+me.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdVHN5EFI/AAAAAAAAAKU/1GFx8phGqbw/s320/christine+n+me.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252496051460968530" border="0" /></a>christine n me last pic in the zoo<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdVVRVAGI/AAAAAAAAAKc/xluaD-OT7i4/s1600-h/the+biggest+sea+lion+in+town.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdVVRVAGI/AAAAAAAAAKc/xluaD-OT7i4/s320/the+biggest+sea+lion+in+town.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252496055233478754" border="0" /></a>the biggest sealion in town?<br />n after tat it was down for dinner at kfc b4 we head for the night safari<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdVm9vzSI/AAAAAAAAAKk/x94x5NtWAHA/s1600-h/long+lost+brother.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSdVm9vzSI/AAAAAAAAAKk/x94x5NtWAHA/s320/long+lost+brother.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252496059983187234" border="0" /></a>batman bee n skeleton buddy<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSeb7CtWNI/AAAAAAAAAKs/CCU2y4imVQc/s1600-h/happy+haloween.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSeb7CtWNI/AAAAAAAAAKs/CCU2y4imVQc/s320/happy+haloween.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252497267963549906" border="0" /></a>jaslyn n father wif skeleton friend<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSecIA1W0I/AAAAAAAAAK0/XxhkGXvEAxY/s1600-h/sweet+haloween.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSecIA1W0I/AAAAAAAAAK0/XxhkGXvEAxY/s320/sweet+haloween.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252497271445347138" border="0" /></a>christine, me n ah bee wif skeleton<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSecZAt2DI/AAAAAAAAAK8/RJmuxvGx6Gc/s1600-h/gathering.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSecZAt2DI/AAAAAAAAAK8/RJmuxvGx6Gc/s320/gathering.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252497276008257586" border="0" /></a>our only pic wif all of us in it<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSfGGYjVCI/AAAAAAAAALE/3F73i40cT50/s1600-h/the+2+tour+guide.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSfGGYjVCI/AAAAAAAAALE/3F73i40cT50/s320/the+2+tour+guide.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252497992562463778" border="0" /></a>the two tour guides for our whole trip<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSfGWhvepI/AAAAAAAAALM/gEyghGDWIMA/s1600-h/safari+car.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSfGWhvepI/AAAAAAAAALM/gEyghGDWIMA/s320/safari+car.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252497996895976082" border="0" /></a>she dotes on meimei alot...<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf8oeZXLI/AAAAAAAAALU/QsGStEDNdLg/s1600-h/jaslyn+n+father+at+tomb.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf8oeZXLI/AAAAAAAAALU/QsGStEDNdLg/s320/jaslyn+n+father+at+tomb.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252498929426717874" border="0" /></a>jaslyn n father at the halloween theme safari<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf9GNQ2aI/AAAAAAAAALc/2OvOYDi8fRM/s1600-h/mr+zombie.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf9GNQ2aI/AAAAAAAAALc/2OvOYDi8fRM/s320/mr+zombie.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252498937407920546" border="0" /></a>see ah bee become zombie<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf9L097CI/AAAAAAAAALk/u3XJAdmChH4/s1600-h/inside+the+casket.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf9L097CI/AAAAAAAAALk/u3XJAdmChH4/s320/inside+the+casket.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252498938916629538" border="0" /></a>me n christine attending the wedding ceremony of mr n mrs skeleton<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf9ZwMoKI/AAAAAAAAALs/MjBGOJNki8o/s1600-h/it%27s+our+yard.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/SOSf9ZwMoKI/AAAAAAAAALs/MjBGOJNki8o/s320/it%27s+our+yard.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252498942654718114" border="0" /></a>me n christine in our own yard...<br /><br />tat is oso the last pic of the day... we went home after tat... had a tiring yet enjoyable day at the zoo... looking forward to the next outing wif her... haha...<br />happy birthday junliang...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2390247703282998566?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-64365602605601320922008-09-14T13:37:00.004+08:002008-09-14T13:51:43.947+08:00sunday... have to book in at 10pm tonite... cos currently having reservist... out field n field camp during tis high key... was fun though mixing ard n cathcing up wif my platoon mates...<br /><br />last wed have a nite off... booked out at ard 7pm then went straight for my first date wif her... fetch her at bukit timah plaza... had some taiwanese cuisine... although it was the first time we had dinner together the atmosphere was nice... both were not embarassed so was trying to noe each other more while dining...<br /><br />after eating supposingly i send her home... but in the end we went woodlands checkpoint n check out some hp... then intro her to my old colleagues... was a sweet outing for me n her la... send her home after tat... rushed home n packed my things b4 i went back to camp at 2359...<br /><br />friday booked out for long weekend... didn't met up wif her but talked on msn til 3am b4 both of us went for bed...<br /><br />saturday sort my emails... went for my friendly game at NIE lost the game... the court was damn slippery la... one wrong step n tat's it u will find urself sitting on the floor... after the game went to meet her to go buy hp... her 2nd sister was there too... after getting the phone she n her sis acc me to have my first meal of the day... but her sis went off first cos her husband called her up... then her sis told me to send her home... haha...<br /><br />after eating we went shing shong supermarket to get my stuffs for my book in today... got alot of can foods b4 i walked her home... hopefully things will turn out well for me n her... haha... time to go get a nap b4 i wake up n set off for camp again...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6436560260560132092?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-79665011051084448312008-09-04T01:30:00.003+08:002008-10-06T23:01:47.941+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">sometimes i really quite confused abt gals' thinking... aiyo cannot simply noe wat is running in their mind... no wonder there's a saying which goes like tis "女人心海底深"... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">recently been very unlucky lor... keep getting caught for breaking the laws... haiz... fines n more fines... seems tat my gd luck for escaping the eye of the law has gone... in the past i purposely break the law n even openly do it lor but nothing happened... jus like driving without license, smoking contra band cigarette, taking drugs n alot of bad things la... but now the long arms of the law have finally caught up wif me... now even smoking oso get caught lor... tough luck...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">been having a weird feeling abt my life for quite sometimes le... dun noe y always have problems in life... of course maybe it's nothing compare to alot of ppl out there in the world... n maybe it is the so call 先苦后甜... but i'm worried i'll never have the chance to experience the fruits of my labour... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">i left my previous company because i think financially wise it's not very stable... n i joined another company which poached me for 3times b4 i agreed terms wif them... but it's less then a mth n i'm starting to encounter loads of politics... the company have a huge history of 18 yrs... but in the company the top management r mostly chinese from china... n damn i'm having alot of problems wif them... cos the management always sides n look after their fellow mates from china... the way they do things r not fair la... i noe nothing is fair in tis world... but they r doing it too obvious... n man i'm someone who wun run away from challenges... so i actually had a talk wif my manager n supervisor... they r both chinese... n they were out talk by me la... n now i actually received news tat i'm marked by them now...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">how things turn ard... imagine these two r the ppl who poached me jus ard a mth back... n now they r trying to marked me... lol... dun noe wat the heck is wrong wif their thinkings... no offences to the chinese in sg... i'm definitely not a racist... but i jus can't stand it when ppl keep on stepping on my tail.. it's making me more n more piss off... i'm still trying to control abit now la... can't imagined when the day i can't take it anymore n explode... maybe it's my fault too la... cos i'm too friendly n let ppl have the impression tat they can actually boss me around... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">reservist coming up coming monday... be high key la... so will be in camp for two weeks... jus nice a break for me n maybe spend the two weeks reconsider all my options... the 篮总杯 is jus ard the corner oso... be starting at the 20th of sept which is oso ah liang's big day... hopefully will not have game tat day... my target for myself in tis tourney is to bring the team to the top four... n after our first friendly i realised tat if we spend more times playing together there is a high chance we will be in the semis... hopefully all things will turn out fine for me... : (</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7966501105108444831?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-66850901683471419712008-08-27T00:34:00.002+08:002008-08-27T01:08:06.750+08:00<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">wednesday</span> start a brand new basketball tour for me... be joining all the old man for the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Wai</span> Wei <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Sai</span> organised by the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">BAS</span>... be joining up <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">wif</span> them for the first time for a friendly with <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Siglap</span>... been quite sometimes since i really play in a match <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">le</span>... so excited now til i can't sleep... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">haha</span>...<br /><br />i used to be playing <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">competively</span> with my teammates fighting in hand with me n guiding me along... but later today <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">i'll</span> be alone... first thing i have to do is to check out those old man's condition... hopefully my exposure in the division one flight will be enough to help me carry the team <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">thru</span>...<br /><br />but seriously speaking <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">i'm</span> aware tat whenever <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">i'm</span> on the court the only opponent i have is myself... cos sometimes during big games i will get nervous n lose confident n it will simply resulting in me shutting off...<br /><br />but kinda funny is tat whenever i play with my coach around <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">i'll</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">underperform</span>... <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">oso</span> dun <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">noe</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">wat's</span> the reason... cos last time i used to think i dun suit the playing style of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">Chong</span> Ghee... but when we play street ball we do the same routine but i fit in well...<br /><br />ah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">liang</span> always comment tat <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">i'm</span> 2 different players when <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">i'm</span> in <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">chong</span> ghee n mars... he feels tat i take up more responsibility n play better in mars... which after <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">analaysing</span> i found tat i'm someone who find confident when others throw their trust n belief in me...<br /><br />i miss basketball... the most satisfying thing i'm looking forward to is jus very simple... REGCONITION...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6685090168347141971?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-89906743858359230912008-08-10T18:00:00.002+08:002008-08-10T18:07:47.978+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">微微笑的看你 越是认真就越让人心疼</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">街头那盏路灯 仿佛在笑我愚笨</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">没什么能做 但我比谁都真诚</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">泡一杯</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" >苦</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" >茶</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">陪伴 你到夜深</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">你知不知道你 总有一种很可爱的独特</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">让我充满勇气 抵抗冬天的寒冷</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">你知不知道你 也有一种很可爱的天真</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">大男孩的口吻 魅力加到一百分</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">怎样做才会完美 像个男人</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);"> 喝一杯</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" >苦</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);" >茶</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">温暖 你的体温</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">不用等你开口先说我爱你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">在那之前想对你说我愿意</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">你不必问 你也不必等</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">这一刻 就值得爱到永恒</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">我该如何让你明白我爱你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">在那之后你点头说我愿意</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">想照顾你 想守护着你</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">这一刻 只想把你抱紧</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">虽然永远 太不可能</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">少了你的完整</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">两个对的人奇迹就能发生</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8990674385835923091?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-29813801221984171592008-07-12T22:44:00.002+08:002008-07-12T23:13:36.431+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">假如我爱上一个人，　</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我想接近她，　想照料她，　去担心她。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">只是这样，　已感到快乐了。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">縱使她不曾望过来也算罢。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我的心里很清楚我是谁，　不曾想过会更进一步。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">只是现在，　看见你哀伤，　徐徐落泪。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我心里很清楚那人是你，　在等待相见。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">我只需要可以为你做某些事就已足够。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">有问题吗？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">假使我坐在这里，　靠近着你。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> 即使有什么让我来帮你，　在你的那人来之前。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> 让我象朋友般陪伴你，　至少不会寂寞。</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> 当他来时我会离开。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2981380122198417159?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-68902459237892602072008-06-23T23:52:00.002+08:002008-06-24T00:12:06.159+08:00finally can take a break from my work... gotta really enjoy my off day n do all those things which i'm craving for... haha...<br /><br />noe alot of new friends at tis j8 roadshow... aloy from Acuvue... shyni, elena, adrain, weihao, angela, steffanie from CIBA Vision... mango, dione, eve, jieying from Fresh Kon... liyi, karen, michelle, sam, ken from KOOLOOK... all r a fun bunch to be wif... enjoy myself working together wif them...<br /><br />the closest to me there is adrain, liyi, shyni n dione... adrain is because he's such a cute chap n he lives near me so we go back home every nite... liyi is my so called mama... she jus gave birth to a boy who is a few mths old... shyni is the one who always help promotes my product... dione is my smoking buddy... she is the only one at the roadshow who smokes...<br /><br />but i noe i'm going to miss them all... but at least those who r working at koolook i can still go to their outlet find them... as for the rest i dun noe where in the world can i get to find them... maybe we will see each other again if fate permits...<br /><br />been meeting up wif candy quite often... maybe it's because i'm helping her doing her coaching at evergreen primary... actually very happy tat i can get to see her even if it's jus for awhile i still feel blessed... lol...<br /><br />my schedule for tml is to go for training at chong pang cc... my last ball game wif my teammates was way back when gky was back in sg... miss my teammates too... guess they wun miss me tat much cos when i'm not ard they dun have to put up wif my nonsense... wahahaha... but trust me i'll be back in no times... time to go sleep very tired after a long day of work... ciaoz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6890245923789260207?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-68624261812445464172008-06-12T14:26:00.002+08:002008-06-12T14:41:36.584+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">so fast it's already june 2008... half of the year had passed... how times flies... anyway now working as sales promoter for a device which can helps myopia n presbyopia... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">jus finished the world book fair at suntec city exhibition hall... was quite fun know alot of new friends from there... now currently on off til tis sat... sat morning have to start my next destination of work at junction 8 bishan... it's a 9 day events so i can figured tat i will be dead beat then... cos be standing like from 11am to 10pm every nite... no choice it's my work...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">actually feel quite surprised tat i'm able to concentrate on working... maybe is because of some motivation dun know from where... haha... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">mr gky jus reached singapore yesterday... n we had a catching up sessions in terms of basketball game at yishun blk 755... had a great game n fun last nite... but he left after dinner... leaving only js, km n me... but not long after he went off kx came to join us... talked til 1am then went home lor... so tired... i've been running ard since noon lor... sent goods to my clients at bukit batok then went to see my godpa...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">speaking of my godpa i feel really sad n sour n dun know the actual words to describe my feelings lor... he was the best to me yet he had to suffer lung cancer n is at stage 4 now... he actually couldn't remember who i am lor... talk wif him for almost 15mins without any reply from him... he's jus like a kid now... tears started to form within inside but i had to withhold it cos i dun wanna let him see me cry... i already told my godma i will tried to visit him as often as i could...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255);">life is short enjoy it while u can... tis is the most important message i had once i set my feet into the house...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6862426181244546417?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-49739052793339127592008-05-06T20:40:00.002+08:002008-05-06T20:58:18.427+08:00back to the gd old days when we will trained in the morning n played mahjong after tat... was quite lucky tis few days... won all the days i played wif them... haha... but not enough to cover my losses since i started playing wif them dated back forget when le ba...<br /><br />went to watch their game against tagawa in the div 1 tourney... won by jus a point... it was very exciting cos dun noe who will win til the final whistle was blown... n in the end lady luck was smiling at chong ghee... but tis win came at the expense of kunmu n weilian...<br /><br />kunmu was left wif a cut which requires 5 stitches on the forehead... it was cause by daniel one of our friend... he was driving for a layup then kunmu was standing there n accidentally i hoped his elbow hit kunmu rite in between his brow n blood started to gush...<br /><br />as for weilian he was punched in the eyes by shanlong... couldn't see well after the game n coach had to go drive him up as he can't drive under his condition... went to see eye specialist... hopefully both will be back in action soon... cos tis coming sunday is the decider as to whether chong ghee will stayed in div 1 or relegate to div 2...<br /><br />played mahjong wif kunmu, jiesheng, liang n nuqin after we acc kunmu to mount alvernia for the stitches... although i'm no longer in the team my spirit is still wif them... the game was very exciting cos at one point of time tagawa held a 9 point lead... then they call for a timeout... after the timeout liang scored a 2pointer which he tot was a three... n when they start the ball ah liang immediately steal the ball away from shanlong n hit a three wif weilian open inside the paint... n tat reduces the lead to 4pts... n after tat stint tagawa seems to be nervous n miss some critical shots... n tat resulted in chong ghee continued their winning ways against tagawa...<br /><br />will update again after the next match which all the ppl have written us off... eng tat beware of complacency cos tat will bring u guys ur own downfall... lol...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-4973905279333912759?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-63112787276826922582008-04-28T23:50:00.002+08:002008-04-29T00:08:59.514+08:00ยูจิน tis is my name in thai... i think it is special imagine when ppl ask me to write my name next time i write tis... haha... ppl oso dun understand...<br /><br />back to my balling era... been doing alot of regimes to get myself back into shape... running, balling, push up, situps, blading n some leg exercises... getting closer to shape as which day goes by...<br /><br />r all the thai gals the same? speaking abt one thing n in fact deep in them it's directly opposite? received a call from thailand... at first it was all the sweet stuffs... like i miss u, i love u n whispering sweet nothings... but before the call end the main issue came into the picture... topics abt monetary jus kept on appearing canceling out the picture which was painted at first... a very beautiful picture was jus totally wrecked by it... i shan't talk much abt it here... but for those who r clever enough will noe n understand exactly wat i mean...<br /><br />hmm been thinking hard abt wat to blog... but i jus can't seem to manage out anything... think my stm is getting much more serious... will fill it up when i remember wat i think... k time to stop my craps for today... gd nite eugene/ยูจิน!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6311278727682692258?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-33255369253027445932008-04-13T16:02:00.002+08:002008-04-13T16:22:44.681+08:00sunday is so bored nowadays... no more balling... no more mj sessions... no more meeting up wif friends n teammates... n the weather dun permits me to go out too... started raining heavily out of a sudden...<br /><br />jus curious how do people judge a person? thru their looks? personality or the way they carry themselves? i judge people only after coming into contacts wif them... but how do my friends judge me?<br /><br />some say i'm too impulsive... some say i'm crazy n some say i'm an emo... haha... but i dun care much la... how people see me is their own problems... seriously i realized after a long grueling period tat no one is perfect... someone will like u for who u r... n at the same time someone might not...<br /><br />brushed up my thai oso... after spending close to 4months coming into contact wif thais... i have come to noe tat they r a friendly bunch of guys... friendly yet i think their only weakness is tat most thai like to gamble... still a long way to go b4 i really understand their culture...<br /><br />now i have many thai friends spread out in all the pubs n thai disco within singapore... one thing for sure cannot go golden mile.. cos u will by chance run into most of them there... n there is no secrets between thai... news spread ard like fire devouring the forest...<br /><br />gonna changed my lifestlye cos been drinking n drinking every night... not a gd thing cos every night oso mix drinking... martell, chivas, beer n sometimes housepour oso... my fitness due to alcohol is at my worst since the day i was in tis world...<br /><br />actually having second thoughts abt going to thailand... i'll be going alone n my thai is still not very strong so if i run into any problem there i'll be having a very big headache... n wat is worse is if i'm lost then i oso dun noe if i'm able to communicate wif the locals there...<br /><br />met up wif my teammates n went to see them train for the bas division 1 tournament... was happy cos all still remains the same... no big differences...<br /><br />okie time to get some rest... stop my crap for today...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3325536925302744593?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-17660371413009067892008-04-13T13:41:00.002+08:002008-04-13T13:48:21.556+08:00it's really been ages since i last update or should i say i logged in to my blog... today is "Songkran" the water festival n new year in thailand... dun really noe much abt the festival cos first time i'm going there to join in their fun... lol...<br /><br />stop balling for quite sometimes... maybe i have grown up liao... last time no matter wat i do i will see if it clashes wif my schedule for basketball... but not anymore...<br /><br />saw some blog entries from my friends... realized tat all is not very well for her... wish her all the best...<br /><br />maybe it's daytime so my brain still abit sleepy couldn't think much... will update more tonite...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1766037141300906789?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-28784440676195402812008-02-01T12:57:00.001+08:002008-10-06T23:24:48.973+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">it's been a long time since i last blog... maybe i have nothing to blog... maybe i have nothing special tat is worth to blog abt... tonite be starting my new work at hotshot... it's something like cherry but the environment is better... i really look forward to start working again...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">chong pang cup has started... but all the odds is against me... lost my ball sense... lost my stamina... lost my strength lost everything... my confidence is at a low at a moment n my coach's comments make me feel even worse... feel lost in the lalang... can't blame him though cos it's always the same whenever i play for chong ghee cos i jus can't seems to be able to play to my best... pressure is mounting up high n after some serious consideration i opted out... maybe i'm a weakling in others' eyes... but i'm not happy at all... maybe some casual ball game on wed nite or some fun games @ bbaxn league will do me better... i dun wanna be a burden to my coach n to my teammates... at least i gave up my spot so tat better players can fill up the team n make it a more balance n equip team... but i'll always be there for my teammates...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">recently got into contact wif my lao da... she's having problems in her relationship oso... been meeting up wif her quite regularly n trying to cheer her up at the expense of my own unhappiness... i dun think anyone can understand wat i'm going thru rite now... the feeling of insecure, lost n watever negatives r so strong in me... really feel lost...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">jus hope tat all things will work out well... 2008 is it going to be jus another year or is it going to be something special for me? </span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2878444067619540281?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-72046095047570777882008-01-03T02:41:00.001+08:002008-12-10T22:59:32.840+08:00<div style="TEXT-ALIGN: center"><span style="color:#66ffff;">it's been a very sad month of december for me... y2kx band i will always remember u all... tommy the drummer passed away in singapore on the 28th of december... everyone including me were very sad... but due to the contract they still had to perform after a 1day rest... but they sure r professional... but was very emotional during their performance after tommy's death...<br /><br />huge blow to me too... cos tommy is the first thai who i speak to in cherry... taught me thai... talk to me everyday... went clubbing wif me after work... drink wif me every nite... i miss you tommy...<br /><br />introducing y2kx band... first up guitar cum band leader ole... he is the only guy who can understand english n speak english...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3veJC3jKyI/AAAAAAAAACM/Qhr9dMLspOk/s1600-h/ole+n+me.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150954845798345506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3veJC3jKyI/AAAAAAAAACM/Qhr9dMLspOk/s320/ole+n+me.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">second one is oso guitar ah ruk... very mature n handsome man...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3veyy3jKzI/AAAAAAAAACU/9moudUJhrnk/s1600-h/me+n+ah+ruk.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150955563057883954" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3veyy3jKzI/AAAAAAAAACU/9moudUJhrnk/s320/me+n+ah+ruk.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">third is bass ah kit... very humorous guy...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vfTC3jK0I/AAAAAAAAACc/0xFyyLCt_ww/s1600-h/me+n+ah+kit.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150956117108665154" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vfTC3jK0I/AAAAAAAAACc/0xFyyLCt_ww/s320/me+n+ah+kit.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">next is keyboard ah teck... the planner for the songs every nite...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vf1y3jK1I/AAAAAAAAACk/FLa04c1Wmco/s1600-h/ah+teck+n+me.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150956714109119314" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vf1y3jK1I/AAAAAAAAACk/FLa04c1Wmco/s320/ah+teck+n+me.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">as for the singer 1st is ah tat... handsome guy most of the lady customer r drooling for him...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vgey3jK2I/AAAAAAAAACs/PuRWO4R73sc/s1600-h/me+n+ah+tat.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150957418483755874" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vgey3jK2I/AAAAAAAAACs/PuRWO4R73sc/s320/me+n+ah+tat.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">next is ah kom... his voice is very special... joker... haha...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3viUS3jK3I/AAAAAAAAAC0/2cR3J2dsIls/s1600-h/ah+kom+n+me.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150959437118385010" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3viUS3jK3I/AAAAAAAAAC0/2cR3J2dsIls/s320/ah+kom+n+me.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">next is ah eng... she is very slim... very nice lady...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vjKi3jK4I/AAAAAAAAAC8/vLxKU53hHg4/s1600-h/ah+eng+n+me.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150960369126288258" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vjKi3jK4I/AAAAAAAAAC8/vLxKU53hHg4/s320/ah+eng+n+me.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">last but not least is nadia... i have sent them to the airport... they have reached thailand safely liao... i miss everyone of them especially her...<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vj8S3jK5I/AAAAAAAAADE/CNzfhG8m3OE/s1600-h/nadia+n+me.JPG"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5150961223824780178" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/R3vj8S3jK5I/AAAAAAAAADE/CNzfhG8m3OE/s320/nadia+n+me.JPG" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#66ffff;">tis pic is the only thing she left for me n of cos her number in thailand la... her singing is very good... very powerful vocal...<br /><br />i wish y2kx all the best... maybe we will not see each other again... maybe we will if fate permits who noes... but i love each n single one of the band... i will never forget the two months i spent wif u guys n of cos the last two nite wif nadia... nadia if u see tis mai... dun worry...<br />Eugene รัก Nadia หลงใหล... จริง ๆ...ไมโกหกคุณ... คิดถึง Nadia มากมาย...<br />thanks y2kx band u guys have given me a very special 2 months of my life... </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; 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var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7098389532990707681?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-41313904410420614382007-11-13T12:50:00.000+08:002007-11-13T12:52:01.052+08:00<span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><p><img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/568.gif" height="41" width="177" /></p> <p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><strong>This song is called "</strong><strong>ying kwaa sia jai" by Punch.</strong></span></p> <hr style="color:black;"> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;">เสียแรงที่รัก เสียแรงที่ไว้ใจ ไม่นึกว่าจะทำได้ลงคอ<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em> sia raeng tee rak <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />sia raeng tee wai jai <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />mai neuk waa ja tam daai long kor</em><br />Wasted the efforts loving you, wasted the efforts trusting you. Never thought that you would be able to do such things, so shamelessly.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;">ช่วยตอบสักคำ ทำไมไม่รู้จักพอ ทำไม ใจเธอถมไม่เคยเต็ม<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em> chuay dtop sak kam<img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" /> tam-mai mai roo jak por <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />tam-mai jai ter tom mai koie dtem</em><br />Please just answer one question; why didn't you realize when it is enough? Why is it that your heart can't be satisfied?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;"><span style="color:#006633;">เสียแรงที่หวง เสียแรงที่ทุ่มเท<br /> </span></span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> sia raeng tee huang <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />sia raeng tee toom tay</em><br /> Wasted the efforts worrying about you, wasted the efforts devoting to you.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#006633;">ไม่เห็นใจกันบ้างเลยหรืออย่างไร<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> mai hen jai gan baang loie reu yaang rai</em><br /> Don't you sympathize with me at all, or is it otherwise?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#006633;">เธอทำอย่างนี้ ฉันจะมองหน้าใครได้<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> ter tam yaang nee <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />chan ja mong naa krai daai</em><br /> You did it this way, how then shall I face others?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#006633;">ทำไมใจเธอร้ายเหลือเกิน<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> tam-mai jai ter raai leua gern</em><br /> Why is your heart so excessively bad?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;">ไม่เห็นกับตา ก็คงไม่เชื่อ<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em> mai hen gap dtaa <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />gor kong mai cheua</em><br /> Don't see with my own eyes, maybe I won't believe.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;">ไม่เจอกับตัว คงโง่ไปอีกนาน<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em> mai jer gap dtua <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />kong ngoh bpai eek naan</em><br /> Don't encounter it personally, maybe I'll be ignorant even longer.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;"><span style="color:#993300;">คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง<br /> </span></span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> kon rak gan mai naa ja tam daai long</em><br /> People in love should never be able to do such things.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> kwaam seu dtrong mai mee baang loie reu-rai</em><br /> Sincererity, there isn't anymore, or what?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> taa mae wan nee <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />rao dtong dtaai jaak gan bpai</em><br /> Even if today we should die and be seperated,</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> yang mai sia jai <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />tao nee loie</em><br /> I would still not be as sad as this!</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;"><span style="color:#006633;">เสียแรงที่หวง เสียแรงที่ทุ่มเท<br /> </span></span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> sia raeng tee huang <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />sia raeng tee toom tay</em><br />Wasted the efforts worrying about you, wasted the efforts devoting to you.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#006633;">ไม่เห็นใจกันบ้างเลยหรืออย่างไร<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> mai hen jai gan baang loie reu yaang rai</em><br /> Don't you sympathize with me at all, or is it otherwise?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#006633;">เธอทำอย่างนี้ ฉันจะมองหน้าใครได้<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> ter tam yaang nee <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />chan ja mong naa krai daai</em><br /> You did it this way, how then shall I face others?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#006633;">ทำไมใจเธอร้ายเหลือเกิน<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#006633;"><em> tam-mai jai ter raai leua gern</em><br /> Why is your heart so excessively bad?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;">ที่เสียน้ำตาวันนี้ ไม่ใช่เพราะเธอทิ้งฉันไป<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em> tee sia nam dtaa wan nee <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />mai chai pror ter ting chan bpai</em><br /> That I shed tears today, it's not because you had abandoned me,</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;">แต่เสียใจที่ลืมเธอไม่ลง<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em>dtae sia jai tee leum ter mai long</em><br /> but I'm sad that I'm unable yo forget you.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;"><span style="color:#993300;">คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง<br /> </span></span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> kon rak gan mai naa ja tam daai long</em><br />People in love should never be able to do such things.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> kwaam seu dtrong mai mee baang loie reu-rai</em><br /> Sincererity, there isn't anymore, or what?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> taa mae wan nee <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />rao dtong dtaai jaak gan bpai</em><br /> Even if today we should die and be seperated,</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> yang mai sia jai <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />tao nee loie</em><br /> I would still not be as sad as this!</span></p> <p> </p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;"><span style="color:#993300;">คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง<br /> </span></span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> kon rak gan mai naa ja tam daai long</em><br /> People in love should never be able to do such things.</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> kwaam seu dtrong mai mee baang loie reu-rai</em><br /> Sincererity, there isn't anymore, or what?</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> taa mae wan nee <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />rao dtong dtaai jaak gan bpai</em><br /> Even if today we should die and be seperated,</span></p> <p><span style="font-family:AngsanaUPC;font-size:6;color:#993300;">ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย<br /> </span><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><em> yang mai sia jai <img src="http://www.ethaimusic.com/images/spacer.gif" height="7" width="7" />tao nee loie</em><br /> I would still not be as sad as this!</span></p><p><br /></p><p><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#993300;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">the above is the lyrics cum english translation for the song ying kwa sia jai... hope u all like it...</span><br /></span></p></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span></b></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-4131390441042061438?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-23427099933392564742007-11-12T17:06:00.000+08:002007-11-12T17:10:52.128+08:00must go to my wishes n click on to the link of Ying Kwa Sia Jia... really very nice... very hard to find thai songs i realised... but after many days of effort in searching for it there here it is... hope u enjoy the mtv... it's a very gd mtv... the mtv seems familiar to me... the story seems like had happened to someone i knew before... but i jus couldn't figure it out who tat person was... but for once jus click the link at my wishes n check tis song out...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2342709993339256474?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-21198851295108469882007-11-06T11:34:00.000+08:002007-11-06T11:53:48.594+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">back to my old life full of clubbing... y? cos i now work as bartender at Cherry Thai disco... haha... yiwen, elvis n weida r oso working there wif me... it's fun working wif ur clicks... there's live band who sings thai n sometimes chinese n cantonese songs... although their pronounciation is very strange la... but at least still can understand abit lor... haha... tonite will be my 4th day at work there... til now is quite fun la... yiwen n me had a thinking we going to changed tis place into something like dragonfly... haha... maybe we r dreaming ba... anyway heard a very very nice thai song by the title of ying kwaa sia jia sing by punch... supposingly i will be able to converse in thai soon... then there's RnB hip hop n most of the time the DJ will play techno... for those who like me haven't hear techno since dun noe 'n' ages back... u can come to tis joint... it will bring back the memories in u last time when techno was such a hit in singapore... haha...<br /><br />help my coach in his chong pang event last sun morning... thanks gals u all have been a great help... after tat trained my gals straight at chong pang cc... the weather is damned hot... i force my gals to water parade b4 the training start at ard 11... they trained until 1230pm n after tat we went to eat at blk 732... ate the xiao wan mian... whole team all eat the same food lor... after tat went home sleep for like 1n half hr b4 i set off for work again...<br /><br />now my life will be totally opposite of others... when everybody is sleeping it's my daytime... haha jus like vampire... when the sun rises it is time for me to go to sleep... i think it's going to be a saving period for me... cos i dun have time to spend money too... oh n gd offer those who come Cherry to support me will be able to get 20% discount... which means one martell(70cc) is only 150bucks... quite a bargain... gtg catch more sleep b4 i set off for work 5 more hrs from now... ciaoz...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2119885129510846988?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-10562219490526799982007-10-25T00:35:00.001+08:002008-10-06T23:26:51.210+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">since kunmu decided not to play for mars again due to him quarelling wif rob n reynold... i have decided to step up n fill the offense left behind by kunmu... ever since kunmu was playing i stopped scoring cos i jus need to throw the ball to him... but now i'm back into my scoring thingy again... rob was unhappy tat he thought tat we were all all playing individual ball... but wasn't his priority is to win the league... sometimes we need to figure out the best way to attack our opponents... n if they r playing man to man defense n someone can take him on 1 on 1 n beat him flat then y not... anyway the feeling of a team is not there... maybe due to the facts tat whenever we lost someone will be pushing the blame... nobody wanna step up n admit their own mistakes... rob said he wanna see team ball.. but when we dun train how do u expect any chemistry between the players... so maybe i'm too sensitive in his latest report he say tat 1 superstar scorer... was he refering to me cos i was the top scorer tat day... maybe i shouldn't have played to my best from now onwards... cos for all the previous games i really put in my all be it in defense or offense... at least tis is my philosophy tat whenever i'm on the court i had to do my best... but if scoring means i'm not a team player then i'll stop scoring... chong pang cup coming soon... maybe coach still will not use me maybe he will... but i dun care too much now... age is catching up on me so i jus wanna enjoy myself for the remaining of my basketballing days... PASSION is not a CRIME... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">after seeing shengjun tying the knots wif debbie i changed my views on relationships... fate maybe do really play a BIG part in it... i really believe in FATE rite now... wat's meant to be will be... wat's not no matter how hard u tried u will never be together... tat's wat i told candy n cally too... opportunity only comes knocking at ur door maybe once in a blue moon... so when it comes remember to seize it... dun let it run away again... maybe it's time for me to think abt who do i really need to accompany me for the rest of my life... tough call though cos so wat if i figure out who is tat one i wan most... be it in watever situations it really takes two hands to clap... love may not means everything but nobody can live without it... everyone is looking for tat someone to share their lifes wif... one thing for sure LOVE can really performs miracles... so never belittle the power of love...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1056221949052679998?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-32665769008200763712007-10-22T12:02:00.000+08:002007-10-22T13:05:25.229+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">went meeting up wif shengjun n company at liang's house on the 19th of oct @830pm... played mahjong all the way til 3plus in the morning of 20th oct... went chong pang nasi lemak for breakfast n headed straight off to shengjun's sister house at bedok... decorated the beetle cabriolet, matrix, wish, bmw 320i, mazda 3, &amp; lancer turbo as soon as we reached... went up to his sis's house for some washing up n american breakfast prepared by her sis for us...<br /><br />set off for the bride's house at jln bombong near mandai... we reached at ard 7am... then all hells broke open when the bride's sisters set up 3 stages for us to conquer... the first stage was the funniest lor... making us wear 2 little bowls which they tied to a string like a bra... n tying a banana to our waist n we r suppose to swing the banana without using our hands n bite it wif our mouth... end of the day nobody managed to do tis feat... second stage was the pole dancing... gky started dancing n after tat all the brothers including the groom himself oso have to dance... after the dance i supposed we were to eager to get to the inside of the semi detached house... so gky, weilian n myself climb over the gate which the sisters were abt to open... haha... third stage the sweet, sour, bitter n spicy stage... we must finished all the four types of food designated for us... sour is lime juice... sweet is mushmelon dipped wif chocolate n sugar... bitter is bittergroud... n spicy is wasabi bread...<br /><br />of cos we finished the foods n finally shengjun was able to go to his bride... after tat left for bedok again... for the tea ceremony... had some rest there before we set off for the bride's house once again for the tea ceremony... n after tat we jus play card games til 1pm b4 we moved out for sentosa...<br /><br />all went straight for sentosa to have a little nap b4 the solemnization start at 630pm... but me went to acs barker to play my game against the ESS basketball club which we won by 17 points... after the game joe of tong whye drive me back to sentosa as he was invited as well... after the ceremony we headed to the ballroom of RASA sentosa to prepare for the dinner... most arrived ealy but there were still a few who arrived quite late... candy arrived at 8pm... took 4 pics wif her at the dinner... she had 2 of it n i have 1... the other 1 was paste onto the best wishes book where we write our best wishes...<br /><br />after tat supposingly our programs was to club... but everyone was really too tired to go... in the end cancel the clubbing thingy... n candy, cally n jimmy went together wif me... cally later took a few more pics for candy n me... <a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/Rxwuu64OfhI/AAAAAAAAAB4/HQ5ffgb-HGM/s1600-h/Candy+n+me.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/Rxwuu64OfhI/AAAAAAAAAB4/HQ5ffgb-HGM/s320/Candy+n+me.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5124021859654729234" border="0" /></a><br />reached home at abt 4am in the morning... was so tired lor... i wake up for my gals training n after tat went back to sleep n finally jus wake up moments ago... ard 12pm on the 22th of oct... haha... gotta go relax again... will update soon...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3266576900820076371?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-10125388661476076622007-10-19T13:12:00.000+08:002007-10-19T13:14:35.250+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">在一个落叶风零的秋天<br />遇到我一生中最爱的人<br />从此以后她的样子把我整颗心灌醉<br />让我爱的那么汹涌那么真<br /><br />多么希望她能给我一点真爱<br />多么希望她会过的快乐<br />多么希望我能给她一点点感动<br />可是老天却把感情捉弄<br /><br />究竟我是怎么了怎么了<br />难道爱一个人真的有错吗<br />虽然爱一个人很苦<br />可我还渴望一点爱<br /><br />我怎么了哭了吗<br />竟然爱她爱到那么施舍<br />痛的最后哭了以后也快乐</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1012538866147607662?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-29671697865214026272007-10-18T11:57:00.000+08:002007-10-18T12:15:02.874+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">i jus changed my blogskins to my favourite sports brand ADIDAS... i love tis skin... but there's some script which i can't overwrite... so my links r actually at my wishes... n schedule bar is totally useless... cos i can't click into anything... but overall it's nice haha...<br /><br />tues lost the bbaxn game to the distillers... was late for the game... n i was only given 2 mins of play n i contributed 1 3pointer n tat's the end of the day for me... was upset when reynold said tat those who r early should get more playing time... so i threw him a question "which means tat those who r late shouldn't have turn up for the game next time round?" was totally upset abt it...<br /><br />kunmu even worse had only a min of playing time when both of us rush down for the game... we were late due to being caught in the traffic jam at PIE... kunmu was damned pissed off tat he told rob he's not going to play anymore... he oso returned the jersey back to rob on the spot n walked off...<br /><br />rob called me up when i reached home n tried to explain things to me which i told him i'm fine... jus abit piss because of the stupid reason given for the playing time thingy... i told him playing how long is fine with me as long as i noe tat i dun fit into the game plan... i'm fine wif it...<br /><br />fri nite maybe staying over at shengjun's house... cos early sat morning 5am we must be prepare to set off from his house for his BIG DAY... haha... kunmu n me had been discussing abt maybe both of us will never have a chance to send anyone 'red bomb' aka joyous invitation card... cos the two of us had yet been wif the gal we like... the next on our team most likely is weilian n huifang... as for chinese customdy dinner the next up is liang n nuqin...<br /><br />i supposed a great day of fun is awaiting me tis coming sat... the worst thing is she can't make it for the dinner wif me... but it's okie cos i noe she's busy wif her stuff...<br /><br />sunday 4pm training at woodlands... gals any problems wif tat... finally the time has come... exams over hope my gals all can pass wif flying colours... if anyone of u gals happened to read tis post please kindly inform xinyi n ask her to call me to confirm the training... thanks a million... time to sleep... ciaozzz...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2967169786521402627?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-75815926820153834322007-10-14T15:52:00.000+08:002007-10-14T16:28:44.485+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">time really flies...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">it seems tat liang's ROM ceremony was jus over...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">n tis coming sat is shengjun's turn...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">n oh man tis is my virgin brotherhood jus for him...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">since he wun get any more chances to play again after his big day...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">we had a bachelor nite party for him on the 12th of oct...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">first steamboat at liang's place...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">after tat we went to partyworld orchard...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">it was fast lor...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">within 50 mins shengjun was gone...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">keep toasting wif him til he drunk...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">was fun la n it was oso kongyi's first nite back in singapore...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">here r some pics taken tat nite...</span><br /><a style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHMEK4OfdI/AAAAAAAAABY/Mi644Bld8OA/s1600-h/12102007002.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHMEK4OfdI/AAAAAAAAABY/Mi644Bld8OA/s320/12102007002.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5121098623308692946" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">first row from left: zhenwei, jiesheng, kongyi, zekun, ah liang</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">second row from left: eric, zhilun, junliang, qingyao</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">third row from left: shengjun, jianming, weilian, kunmu, shaorong</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHM3a4OfeI/AAAAAAAAABg/tXpTbwZh4iY/s1600-h/12102007003.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHM3a4OfeI/AAAAAAAAABg/tXpTbwZh4iY/s320/12102007003.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5121099503776988642" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">steamboat at liang's house</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHNZq4OffI/AAAAAAAAABo/G14t1FHHyIc/s1600-h/12102007004.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHNZq4OffI/AAAAAAAAABo/G14t1FHHyIc/s320/12102007004.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5121100092187508210" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">funky pic by team chong ghee but without robert, zhenfu n jingshun</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHN0q4OfgI/AAAAAAAAABw/NwpeZBgSIlE/s1600-h/13102007011.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RxHN0q4OfgI/AAAAAAAAABw/NwpeZBgSIlE/s320/13102007011.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5121100556043976194" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">the main lead n me @ orchard partyworld</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">was a hilarious nite cos shengjun's face was damn red...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">shaorong was too high til he pour water over eric...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">n come on where got 8 ppl play dices one?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">how to play?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">sing n sing n sing for three hours</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">at first the waiter was asking the martell put who's name so we can store it if we can't finished...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">haha... n i told him straight tat no way there will be any hard liquor left lor...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">n as expected the three bottles were finished even b4 our sessions end lor...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">think take too much hard liquor recently...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">almost puke when i take the first mouth...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">now i think i'm abit scared at the smell of it...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">today morning jus play ball at yishun 755...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">as usual we meet at 9am n all were late except me n zhilun n james...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">but as the sayings goes it's better late than never...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">first time since a very long time back we had almost full attendance...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">kunmu, jiesheng, zekun, kongyi, zhenfu, zhilun, weilian, james, liang, zhenwei, shaorong n me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">we played til 1pm... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">enjoyed the balling session n our next session is tis coming wed at yishun 755 8pm...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">must make full use of the chance to play some ball...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">b4 kongyi flies back to the States on the 7th of dec n will only be back 2 years later...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">judging from today we still have alot to do b4 the chong pang cup n keban bahru cup...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">tis two cup will start in early november...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">hopefully we will be able to reign supremacy...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">how long will we be still playing together?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">competitively or leisurely...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">more stress now as the date to the opening of the shop draws nearer...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">sometimes plan doesn't goes according to wat u plan initially...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">i believe everyone had their own problems...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">tat includes me n daniel, brenda n etc....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">ppl always say it's better to speak up than to bottle it up urself...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">but who is free to really listen...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">nobody is really interested in someone else's problem when they had their own...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">jus dun understand y r there so much problems...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">be it financially, mentally, relationship there's too much of it...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">only those who can maintain their attitude towards life n overcoming it will grow stronger...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">but sometimes it's hard to be on ur own when facing difficulties...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">who dun wish tat there will be someone there for u...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">i have promise to be there for quite a few not to mention their names...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">but come to think of it who will be there for me?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">end of the day friends r still jus friends...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">is really very hard to find someone who u can confide in...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">for those who have found tat habour congrats...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">for those who haven't like me i wish u all luck...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7581592682015383432?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-61724199456281829202007-10-08T13:27:00.000+08:002007-10-08T13:28:18.401+08:00<div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">高興的是<br />很多感覺都還存在<br />沒有改變<br /><br />不可置否<br />是那五味雜陳的感覺<br />沒有所謂的平衡點<br /><br />說著笑著描述著<br />空白慢慢填補起來<br />感覺距離又拉近了些<br /><br />時間足以改變一切<br />卻也能夠證明一切<br />所以選擇把安排交給老天<br /><br />很多話適合以後再說<br />此刻只能放在心中<br />若有機會<br />就約定在都準備好的<br />那<br />一<br />天</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6172419945628182920?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-1144166771755549172007-10-03T00:12:00.000+08:002007-10-03T00:31:32.370+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">thanks alot for all those who have give me their wishings... n may god bless those who didn't as well... had a game against wombats again... dun noe y but we managed to get our revenge against them... gd second half defence by the entire team push both teams limit to the max... was the hero today haha... score was tied wif 16.94sec left on the clock... we had an inbound n i was free so adrain pass it to me... drive for a layup but was foul in the act... so to the line i went.. 2 free throws for me... everyone tot i was going to miss cos my free throws sucks these past few games... but i really kept my cool... bounced the ball 5 times get it n i jus simply released it from my hand... n both time the ball left my middle finger so i was damn sure it was going in... n both times nothing but the net... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">best birthday gift for myself... maybe going prawning later wif yiwen n jasmine n brenda... but still not confirmed yet... cos the gals r deciding the routine for the nite... n since yiwen really wanna go after jasmine i got no choice but to help him lor... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">sprained my left ankle in today's game without knowing it til end of game then i realised it... it's so pain now... n fuck tml still got IPPT at khatib camp... dun noe if i can endure n continue my routine of achieving gold standards in IPPT... quite worried cos i noe i'm not in my best condition tis time round...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">it's past 12 my birthday have came to an end... quite emotional... cos for the past records tis is the only year so many remember my birthday... maybe i should say thanks to friendster.com cos those who r in my friend list will noe tat lor...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">i'm bad n i'm not trying to be gd tis year too... so i supposed i will continue my bad ways... i'm feeling more n more prepared n confident in my new plans... first it's the HP shop thingy... got the support of all those ard me... thanks all my dear friends... u all have given me the push i need...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">haiz but one thing for sure have given up hopes on my relationship... dun noe wat i can do n dun even wanna do anything now... if it comes it comes... if it doesn't then the most stay single for the rest of my life... it's so tiring looking ard for love... i give up... </span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-114416677175554917?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-52219142721756154082007-10-01T15:01:00.001+08:002007-10-01T15:30:15.446+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">sat game aginst lions was cancel due to some technical problems... went out celebrate shaorong's birthday in advance... meet up wif yiwen b4 he drove me down to meet up wif shaorong n weiming at Waiting Bar boat quay... zhilun came joined us after we reached b4 he left for MOS...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">y was it called Waiting Bar? it's my first time there... but i knew y le... it's because the waitress there dun do much lor... they will only come serve u when u asked for them lor... which means they r waiting for customers to ask for their service before they will do anything... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">during our stay there from 1am til 130am brenda was at Crazy Hours chinatown... after tat we went straight over to pick up brenda, jasmine, victoria n jason before heading for dragonfly... second outing at dragonfly in three days time... it was damn packed... couldn't find any tables so in the end no choice share table wif a bunch of guys...</span><br /><a style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RwCb6SalLEI/AAAAAAAAABM/IGw-1Q1i-zE/s1600-h/1_657008845l.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RwCb6SalLEI/AAAAAAAAABM/IGw-1Q1i-zE/s320/1_657008845l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116260602370927682" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">it was brenda's birthday so had a celebration for her n shaorong... then they tried to get shaorong drunk before shaorong go n tell yiwen tat my birthday was actually on the 2nd while his is at the 5th of oct... n being a regular there yiwen went n tell celeste n she annouced my birthday on stage... n tat really marks my day lor...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">everywhere i go ar oso got ppl toast wif me... drink until my throat hurts so bad... still feeling sore though i'm blogging now... had quite a long talk wif brenda after the clubbing thing... she wish me happy birthday n tell me she will not forget my birthday... haha... i told her i dun dare to think too much... cos alot of ppl used to promise me tat they will celebrate it for me but turn out they forget abt it... so i jus told her dun promise lor... haha...</span><br /><a style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RwCbeyalLDI/AAAAAAAAABE/BzKzwKLQoFg/s1600-h/1_632305434l.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RwCbeyalLDI/AAAAAAAAABE/BzKzwKLQoFg/s320/1_632305434l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5116260129924525106" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">actually before going out went wif kunmu to meet up wif jowie for dinner... was very full lor... all because kunmu doesn't wanna eat anything... then only me n her eat... in the end still got leftover lor... such a waste... but overall the food is nice la...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">had a talk wif gky on msn earlier in the day... he will be back on the 11th of oct... looking forward to us chong ghee reunite again... hopefully he can talk some senses into the team... but the bad news is he will only be back for 45days... shengjun keep asking me if i'll be bringing my partner for his wedding dinner... need to confirm wif him soon cos he need to make the seating arrangements... but i really oso dun noe lor...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">so bored today... hot n boring day... yiwen ask me to go northpoint meet him for lunch but i too lazy to get outta my house lor... maybe later part of the day will go meet him anyway...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-5221914272175615408?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-74574273863401156552007-09-28T12:13:00.000+08:002007-09-28T23:46:55.844+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">been quite busy recently... where should i start my update? hmm... maybe i should start from my bbaxn game...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">had two exciting games the past week... firstly sat had a 5pts win over AAA the champions who were undefeated in the previous season... great game but too bad a few of their top players were not ard... if not i believe would be a better showdown... so looking forward to the next game we played against each other... cos i believe they will wanna beat us by having a full squad the next time we meet...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">secondly played against wombats on tues... lost to them... something was wrong... there was a new player in Muz... he really tried to handle the ball too much... most of the time the ball was sticking to his hand... even though steven was open he oso jus hold onto the ball... tis is the way he always play so no complains... but the problem is Mars is a team's team not an individual team... so hope to redress the wrong in tis sat game against lions...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">tues nite went to dragonfly to help yiwen celebrate his birthday... was very fun... yiwen, pengxiang, robin, lionel, robin's gf, tracey, her bf, elvis, von, doreen, brenda, jasmine, me, celeste william scorpion, charlie, six n all those regulars at dragonfly were there giving him a celebration he would remember for life...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">there was a total of 5martell n oso a lamborghini which yiwen never even drink... he jus put the straw to his mouth n i drank it all for him... n after they were drunk his friend still kept coming n wanted to toast him... but since yiwen was drunk they changed their target to me... had a hell enjoyable nite... took a pic wif pengxiang n von... n as for yiwen never had a chance to take any pic wif him cos he was drunk by 145am...</span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/Rvyi0yalLCI/AAAAAAAAAA8/Jxw7zOvEjz0/s1600-h/1_351732737l.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/Rvyi0yalLCI/AAAAAAAAAA8/Jxw7zOvEjz0/s320/1_351732737l.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5115142304556198946" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">partying there all the way til 5plus b4 they decide to call it a day... n i sent them to the exit n bid them gd bye b4 i enter dragonfly again n leave by 6 when kunmu came n pick me up... after tat reached home jus close my eyes like for ard 2 hrs b4 i wake up by the annoying hp... mahjong session at liangs house wif shaorong, yiwen n weida... after tat went for basketball game at 755... had a very tiring day... can't even exert any force n decide to have an early rest tat nite... feeling horrible wif all the alcoholic contents in my blood... head was spinning for the whole duration...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">tis coming sat after the game against lions be having dinner wif all my Mars teammates at Brewers n after tat be heading straight to shaorong's birthday celebration at weiren's pub at boat quay... i have predicted it to be another mad nite... haha... cos they r all very strong drinkers...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">12th of oct bachelor's nite for shengjun... i'm the one planning the route n funs for tat day... but still no ideal ideas yet... maybe dinner together n after tat some entertainments... 20th of oct is his BIG day at RASA Sentosa... he liked happened to tell us to be his brother... so maybe will be wearing suit... should be a funny sight to see all chong ghee players in suits... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">oh tis sat oso brenda's birthday celebration... so should be a two way traffic for me n yiwen... most likely be going to brenda's for awhile b4 heading for shaorong's...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">hmm... my gals' team captain message me in friendster n ask me my birthday coming ar? haha... ya my birthday is on the 2nd of oct... but the last time i have celebrated it was way back in my early teens' years... cos i think after my 13 years old celebration i have never celebrated another birthday of mine... cos nobody remember n of cos after a few years i have forgotten abt it too le... my family dun remember so does my friends n even she dun remember.... so no point la...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">cos celebration is supposed to be happy de ma... no point celebrating then not happy...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">to me my birthday have always been jus another day... but was quite touched to see some friends from friendster who dun really noe me well to give me their blessings... thanks guys n gals...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">according to coach kebun bahru tournament is coming at the end of oct... hopefully kongyi will still be ard for the game... n we have not been training for quite sometimes liao... time to buck up ... IPPT on the 3rd of oct... dun noe still can get gold standard anot... been kinda worried cos i've always been getting gold award for IPPT... but tis year had not been really doing any physical training on my own... so i reckon it will be a hard day for me on the 3rd...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">read someone's blog abt old friends n new friends... i think it does make some senses... but end of the days true friends r those who dun only share ur happiness but oso all ur sorrows n pains... n stand by ya til the end of time... true friends r those who dun need to meet up often but will be there for u in the nick of time... but dun ever question wat ur friends have done for u? instead ask urself wat u have done for ur friends....</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">been a busy week n a grueling schedules ahead of me til the end of the year... i must jiayou n hopefully jiaxin will spent her birthday in singapore... so at least i will get to celebrate it for her...</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7457427386340115655?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-89081380543384039042007-09-19T11:47:00.000+08:002007-09-19T11:56:12.862+08:00have a win over pirates... kunmu n nick were outstanding... n we had a totally different style of play compare to us in the past... more options now... cos kunmu is an all out center n his low post move is excellent... n he had great finishes too... as for nick he is definitely a surprise package... he had two dunks last nite... one was an open fastbreak n he dunk it wif two hand... the second dunk was unbelievable... there was a center standing at 2metre tall in front of him n he jus grab the ball jump up into the air n jus two handed dunk in front of tat guy... exciting teammates n hopefully we can have an adventurous outing tis season 6 in the bbaxn league... as for myself i dun need to carry the scoring anymore... i jus need to penetrate n assist the ball to them... tat makes my workload easier...<br /><br />sat be playing against AAA... the champion of last season... make up of all the national n ex national players... they have not lost a single match last season... hopefully we will be able to pose them some threats tis coming encounter wif them... it will definitely be a very exciting n fun game to play in... looking forward to tis sat...<br /><br />Go Mars...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8908138054338403904?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-13616831286605282132007-09-17T09:46:00.000+08:002007-09-17T09:54:32.837+08:00so fast bbaxn season 6 midweek division 1 is abt to commence on the 18th of sept... which is one day from now... i will be playing for APC Mars again... got two new signnings they r nick n kunmu...<br /><br />these two guys will definitely make an impact straight away... pirates is our first opponent in the new season... brand new start brand new team... reynold jus told me on sat tat he is going to reform tis team... kick away players who can't commit n play wholeheartenly...<br /><br />looking forward to the newly reform team... hopefully can have a good start by clinching a victory over pirates tml nite...<br /><br />i jus wanna enjoy myself in the game... cos the feeling of be able to play basketball is something which words could never describe... watch out for my combination wif kunmu... here we come... jiayou...<br /><br />Go Go Go Mars!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1361683128660528213?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-47266499664453557502007-09-10T10:51:00.000+08:002007-09-10T11:45:47.421+08:00从明天开始我就要开始帮我的朋友卖手机了。<br />他刚开了这家手机店不久。<br />可是生意不是很理想。<br />因为我以前做过这一行的关系所以他希望我去帮他。<br />我和他也已经结交了接近十年了。<br />我觉得我也没有什么理由拒绝他。<br />所以就答应了他。<br />希望真的可以帮到他。<br />还好店面就在篮总外面。<br />所以不会影响我打篮球。<br /><br />最近总是在晚上睡不着。<br />也不知道是为了什么事情。<br />总之闭上眼睛之后还要在床上反转数十遍才得以入睡。<br />这简直比我运动的时候还要费力。<br />搞得我每天早上都没有精神。<br /><br />其实还有一个人我很想念她。<br />我不方便透露她是谁。<br />因为曾经因为我的博客而带给她无数的困扰。<br />我相信她知道那个人就是她。<br />不知道你最近还好吗？<br />在忙些什么？<br />很少看到你上网了。<br />想打电话给你又怕惹你生气。<br />也害怕不知道要说些什么。<br />如果我们都不说话气氛会很尴尬。<br /><br />我的学生们的考试即将来临了。<br />练球就先停止到你们考完后才继续。<br />在此先祝你们考试顺利。<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuS9lfkSAnI/AAAAAAAAAA0/nbNEQuxnW1M/s1600-h/me+n+my+gals.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuS9lfkSAnI/AAAAAAAAAA0/nbNEQuxnW1M/s320/me+n+my+gals.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5108416329171468914" border="0" /></a>还有那些在九月生日的人，我祝你们生日快乐。<br />愿你们愿望实现。<br />不过考试后我可以保证练球会来得比以往还要凶。<br />你们最好做好心理准备。哈哈。<br />突然间感觉到我头上有两根角要长出来了。嘻嘻。。。<br />最后嘛慧婷还有雪菡希望练球开始时你们的脚都好了。<br />也祝你们两个生日快乐。感情上能有所突破。加油了！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-4726649966445355750?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-11484398549650573342007-09-07T11:10:00.000+08:002007-09-07T12:11:29.529+08:00我 好几次拿出自己手机<br />电话簿转了好几圈之后<br />都不确定谁能够陪我谈心<br />在电话播出之前<br />脑海里浮起的画面<br />讯息告诉我说<br />girls been talking<br />smack 圈子就这么大<br />八卦怎么可能我不知道<br />新加破这么小<br />有一天一定碰到<br />这些人每天装模作样<br />专门踩着别人的背<br />自抬身价往上爬<br />有的没聊过几次<br />甚至有几个我不认识<br />有的关系发生几次<br />毛也找我修<br />平常也都是她们楸<br />居然对她们的朋友们说<br />我追她追的很凶<br />how in the fuck u sleeping in my bed<br />u talk n bitch about my game<br />聆听者装懂还接话装熟<br />臭嘴的不用负责<br />批评我的品味人格<br />tat's y i tag her<br />笨妞阵线联盟<br />u stupid gal<br />i tagged u all<br />不要继续乱讲<br />或是要也可以<br />别以为这段只是想要攻击女性<br />很多男的也都一样装感性<br />像是哥哥般的爱护保护<br />提醒妹妹不要不要<br />被骗 说我多花多槽多不挑<br />烂招 不过加深她们对我的印象<br />为了证明自己有多好<br />多屌 多可靠<br />你个傻屌<br />意外的帮我一道<br />好奇的还不是会来我家喊<br />还要 还要<br />爱我的妞你们专心把都把不到<br />我报复的方式<br />你们怎么可能想得到<br />you tell the gal to stop<br />all tis bullshit<br />but to a guy<br />you need a war to end tis crap<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1148439854965057334?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-85812444519981314962007-09-07T00:50:00.001+08:002008-12-10T20:31:39.464+08:00<span style="color:#00cccc;">我相信每个人心里对于美这回事都有自己的标准。<br />我当然也不例外。<br />有三个女生在我眼里是上帝给予这世界最好的视觉享受。<br />首先是许玮伦。<br />我第一次看到这个女生就彻底的被她深深吸引住了。<br /><img alt="" src="file:///C:/Documents%20and%20Settings/blt%20ha/My%20Documents/My%20Received%20Files/jl/Celebrities/许玮伦/许玮伦5.jpg" /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA1VPkSAiI/AAAAAAAAAAM/0vfHhltt--o/s1600-h/%E8%AE%B8%E7%8E%AE%E4%BC%A65.jpg"><span style="color:#00cccc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5107140616510374434" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA1VPkSAiI/AAAAAAAAAAM/0vfHhltt--o/s320/%E8%AE%B8%E7%8E%AE%E4%BC%A65.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#00cccc;">她简直就象一位天使。<br />可惜她在今年一月二十八日离开了这个世界。<br />但她会永远活在我的记忆里。<br /><br />再来就是娱乐圈女子第一天团SHE的田馥甄。<br />英文名是Hebe<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA3r_kSAjI/AAAAAAAAAAU/TlnWdz-mDao/s1600-h/%E7%94%B0%E9%A6%A5%E7%94%845.jpg"><span style="color:#00cccc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5107143206375653938" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA3r_kSAjI/AAAAAAAAAAU/TlnWdz-mDao/s320/%E7%94%B0%E9%A6%A5%E7%94%845.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#00cccc;">这个女生吸引我的地方就是她的不做作。<br />她是一个很有想法而且勇于表达自己的人。<br />很真实的一个人。<br /><br />最后就是周曉涵。<br />英文名叫做Amanda.<br />可能很多人都不懂她是谁。<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA57vkSAlI/AAAAAAAAAAk/XMLxXpLHu80/s1600-h/%E5%91%A8%E6%9B%89%E6%B6%B520.jpg"><span style="color:#00cccc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5107145675981849170" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA57vkSAlI/AAAAAAAAAAk/XMLxXpLHu80/s320/%E5%91%A8%E6%9B%89%E6%B6%B520.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#00cccc;">我也是最近在网上观看台湾偶像剧18禁不禁才留意到她的存在。<br />至于她吗，我是被她的演技吸引先。<br />过后才去网页查询有关于她的资料。<br />在她的博客里，她给我的感觉是她是一个很简单而且乖桥的女生。<br /><br />以上是我个人看法。当然在我心里最美最漂亮的人非她莫属。<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA9wfkSAmI/AAAAAAAAAAs/y0X7TelhU88/s1600-h/me+n+jx.jpg"><span style="color:#00cccc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5107149880754831970" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: pointer; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_mmpTcNo1L9Y/RuA9wfkSAmI/AAAAAAAAAAs/y0X7TelhU88/s320/me+n+jx.jpg" border="0" /></span></a><span style="color:#00cccc;">她就是我的精神支柱。也是我博客里头常提起到的JX。<br />她就是家馨。虽然我和她无缘在一起，可是我真的是中了她的毒。哈哈。<br />时时刻刻她的身影都在我的脑海里出现。<br />真的很期待下一次与她的相遇。<br /><br />感情这种事真的是可遇不可求。<br />一定要好好珍惜你身边的那个人。<br />不要等到失去后才知道应该去珍惜。<br />机会不会一而再再而三的出现再我们面前。<br />爱就是要勇敢的说出来。<br />当然也希望有一天能和以上三位女生见上一次面。哈哈。<br /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="file:///C:/Documents%20and%20Settings/blt%20ha/My%20Documents/My%20Received%20Files/jl/Celebrities/许玮伦/许玮伦5.jpg" /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8581244451998131496?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-56822601779149663162007-09-04T15:30:00.000+08:002007-09-04T15:46:32.223+08:00jus changed my blogskin today n edited some of my blog's features... it's been a boring day for me... watch youtube n downloaded some songs... life been kinda smooth sailing recently... all i have to think abt is basketball n mahjong... haha...<br /><br />i'm sorry gals... cos due to a last minute game i had to cancel ur training... but was happy after i get to noe tat although i was not there u gals did watever u gals needed to do... gals must study hard n prepared urself well for the exams which r drawing near... dun wan ur parents to stop u gals from playing ball because of ur results not gd...<br /><br />in fact sat i played three games in a roll... first game 6 pts in 6 mins... second game i think 5 pts in 40 mins... n the last game 20 plus points in 30 mins... played until i cramped... it's been a long time since i cramped le... think it's time i go do some jogging n physical training liao...<br /><br />oh man forgot wat show jiaxin ask me to go see le... n she's not online these past two days... all i could remember is it's some taiwanese drama... cos i intro her to 18禁不禁 n kokoro.com so in return she intro me to tat show... hope to catch her online soon...<br /><br />recently have a talk online wif gky... he say tat he will be back by the first week of oct... n be back for 45 days before going back to the states for 2 yrs... there have been a misunderstanding between him n fkx... hopefully they will be able to resolve tis when they meet up most likely on shengjun's rom dinner at RASA Sentosa...<br /><br />be going for ball game later n tml nite at yishun blk 755... maybe tonite will help out kunmu in his work again... haha... ciaoz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-5682260177914966316?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-58138186204260218592007-08-31T09:26:00.000+08:002007-08-31T09:39:42.918+08:00my grand dad jus left tis world last sat 25th of august 2007 @ 1414 hrs... was kinda happy for him... cos he's been struck wif cancer... n it's a torture to fight against it... at least he leave peacefully... was quite cool thru out the wake... except during the very last part at the bright hill road my tears jus wept...<br />hopefully he will rest in peace...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-5813818620426021859?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-62329287338064266872007-08-21T10:18:00.000+08:002007-08-21T10:43:25.636+08:00it's been ages since i last updated my blog... basically had a quiet week since my last blog... met wif jiaxin though... had a little talk n went to help liang's mum do her packing for the lunar 7th month... jx went as well... n oh she's been a great help...<br /><br />kinda miss her sweet sweet smile but i feel real happy when i noe tat she's been getting on well in her life... i think wat matters most is tat she is happy... together or not isn't as important ba... cos even if we r together i might not be able to give her happiness too...<br /><br />had some talk wif kunmu when i keep on accompanying him for his work... was quite surprised tat he still like the same girl since he was in sec sch... sometimes i feel tat life been unfair to me... but after getting to noe more abt him i realised tat it's not as rough as him... at least i get to meet up n talk to the one i love... but for him he dun even get a chance to talk wif her on the phone...<br /><br />my girls r finally getting together after such a long time... physical training is wat they lack most at the moment... so dun blame me girls for being a devil... haha... seriously speaking watching u gals trained i'm really touched... although watever things i asked u all to do u all will grumble but end of the day u gals still did ur best to accomplish it...<br /><br />oh almost forget tat jx told me at malaysia there is a fortune teller who is very well-known n accurate in her readings... so she told me tat lady told her tat she wun live long... i dun noe but i told jx tat one of tis day i wan her to bring me to have my fortune tell... n i'll tried ways n means to make sure my reading is wrong... cos life wun be complete without jiaxin ard...<br /><br />she's my friend now n she will be my friend for the rest of my life... she did indeed play a very big part in my life... n i wun wanna lose her... i'm someone who dun really noe how to express my concern for ppl... i'm usually very concerned for those ard me be it it's those whom have been in my life b4, my teammates, my friends as long as i noe him or her... but jus dun noe how to express it thru words... maybe in actions i can but only when i had a chance to meet up wif them lor...<br /><br />i think it's time for me to start my own physical training too... my fitness level had dropped way beyond my own expectations... now i pant after jus a few times to n fro on the court... i'll always remember it's my coach duty to teach me how to play ball but it's my own responsibility to maintain my own fitness... my coach always say tat as long as we have fitness then there's nothing we can't do... n i really trust tat lor...<br /><br />currently been very indulged in the taiwan drama 18 禁不禁... it's abt 8 students at the age of 17 n their curiosity towards opposite sex... very funny show there's oso love story going on at the same time... n changes in their views towards friendship n opposite sex biologically...<br /><br />gotta run along cos later still have game at acs n it's a must win game... it's make or break tonite... have to catch some winks after another nite out wif kunmu... haha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6232928733806426687?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-14083612904413268332007-08-11T21:59:00.000+08:002007-08-11T22:20:29.457+08:00whew... finally got a chance to blog... had a very tiring yet exciting times dating back to the 7th of august... wake up in the morning at ard 10am... went to liang house to help his mum wif their shop's preparations for the Lunar 7th Month... all the way stayed there til 10plus b4 liang's uncle n sze li drove me home...<br /><br />had a bathe was playing wif my DS n my phone rang... it was kunmu... he asked me if i wanted to join him for work at ard 1plus in the morning dated 8th of august... n i agreed as i couldn't get to sleep too... met up wif him n his daily routine of delivery from woodlands to pasir panjang n the west side of singapore... end at 10plus in the morning...<br /><br />he drove me home... n cos we were taking part in the 3 on 3 tat is held at Suntec City i knew we were not going to wake up n reached there in time at 3pm so we decided not to sleep... so after my bathe i went straight to his house n we watched cable vision... after tat b4 we set off for Suntec our coach called me... he wan me to help retrieve the jerseys which we were supposed to wear for the 3 on 3 at AMK sportslink... so we went over AMK...<br /><br />took the jerseys n we headed off to Suntec... reached there at abt slightly b4 3pm... helped coach wif his setting up of the basketball rim... slacked there n talked cock there n waited for the carnival to begin..<br /><br />was quite a fun day... first time overnight basketball for us... all things went well except tat the intervals between games were too long... we won 4 n drew 2 matches n were in the second round before we got outplayed by our own fitness... there was supposed to be 5 players on each team... but in the end the only survivors r weilian, kunmu n me... the rest went back at abt 3am...<br /><br />the whole thing end for us at abt 4pm on the 9th of august... so tat is ard 50 hours without sleep for me n the momeny i reached home i finished my bath n i slept myself to death... haha...<br /><br />was fun though... it was like some kinda gathering... saw alot of old friends n new friends whom we haven't met up for quite sometimes... let me mention their names as they oso took part in the games... n no matter who won who lost... wat's the outcome we r still gd friends... haha... those who were there at the event... jiesheng, zhenfu, jianming, eric, zhenwei, liang, kunmu, weilian, zekun, daolin, guanxiong, guangshun, baoguang, nanny, desmond, derrick, tailiang, quanju, steven, lao lao, weilong, wenbang, daniel, patrick, elgar, alan n the list goes on... had a fun n exciting day... basketball really brings ppl together... : )<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1408361290441326833?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-29281767029840177462007-08-06T15:31:00.000+08:002007-08-06T15:44:04.098+08:00went off to work in the morning... but things seems to be out of control so i went back rite after i reached there... cos i think there's some miscommunication between the company n my agent...<br /><br />the moment i reached home i jus play theme park on my Nintendo DS til now... quite fun but abit bored liao now... it takes somewhere ard 1 to 2 hrs to complete one stage n go to the next one... so quite stress for my eyes too lor...<br /><br />wed be going for the basketball marathon at Suntec City... most likely it's going to be a fun day la... cos guys from presbyterian high last time will oso be joining so time to do some catching up... it's been ages since i played wif them or meet up wif them...<br /><br />i think my hp line abit crazy... sometimes no matter how i call it's always network busy... no matter where i call... even to the service centre oso cannot... dun noe wat's wrong wif it... n my friends sometimes oso couldn't reached me although my hp is definitely on 24hr de la... they complained tat i switched off my phone... but i didn't lor... it's causing me some problems...<br /><br />candy's birthday was yesterday... although i didn't meet up wif her or celebrated it for her but i did give her my wishing... anyway she's too busy to meet me oso la... her circle of friends is unbelievable huge... so i supposed she still got to meet her friends today too... haha...<br /><br />very bored at home... now only looking forward to wed.. cos tis week no bbaxn games... liang birthday tis thursday... although the whole nation will celebrate it for him via NDP haha... but i dun noe wat's the plan after the game or wat... maybe will give him a little surprise since he so busy... going to catch a little nap... bye...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2928176702984017746?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-20747506056892181382007-08-04T23:24:00.001+08:002007-08-04T23:40:45.680+08:00started my day at 4am... couldn't sleep so acc kunmu for his work again... end at ard 8plus n rush straight away to khatib for training... as usual the same few ppl turn up n hopefully things will only get better from now onwards...<br /><br />after the training had a mj session at liang's house... overall i think i only game less than five times in the entire round... but luckily i zi mo 2 times maximum haha... was quite lucky today la... after tat went for my game at ACS against AAA...<br /><br />overall we did quite well... although we lost we lost merely by 10 pts... n in the last 2min 33 secs of the game we were jus down by 2 pt... n i had a clear open lay up n i became the bad guy today... i miss it... wat the fuck was very disappointed wif myself... how come will miss i keep questioning myself... n i dun seem to noe the answer til i realised i have not enough sleep... n when u dun have enough sleep u dun noe how much strength u r using lor... n tat's wat happen... my bad guys... i'll make it up to u guys in the remaining matches... sorry...<br /><br />except for tat turnover basically i had quite a fine game... b4 the match i was worried tat i will not be able to get past jason defense so i reminded thomas n daniel to fall in lne wif me so i can pass the ball... but i'm wrong... it's tat same one move i used today to dismantle their defense... i jus drove as i please... nobody can stopped me from wat i wanna do... at least i prove tat i can take on guys from division 1 too...<br /><br />n as for the 3 on 3 in suntec city... we r confirmed playing le... but now is up to jiesheng to break us into our team... 5 players on each team... n the list goes like tis... jiesheng, ah liang, kunmu, weilian, zhilun, zhenwei, jianming, zekun, zhenfu n me... our main motive for tis 3 on 3 is something like a gathering... jus enjoy ourselves tat day can liao lor... haha...<br /><br />i think nothing much le... oh shit time for HeBe... gotta run... oh last but not least i will be talking to one sponsor regarding my gals team... hopefully everything will turn out to be fine... god bless...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2074750605689218138?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-30104322557918039982007-08-03T10:17:00.000+08:002007-08-03T10:42:48.865+08:00lost the game against wombats last nite... respect to them they were very organised last nite... got 19pts but oso no use cos my team were playing like we were sleeping... guess everyone in the team is too big headed... including me...<br /><br />but now pirates n iguana r jus 1 pt behind us with two games left in the season... so we can't afford any lost again... the next match will be against matadors n the decisive most likely is the last match against iguana tat will decide who gets to play in the one nite stand cup...<br /><br />sat be playing against AAA... basically everyone will think tat we r going to lose including my teammates... cos AAA is make up of national n ex national players... they r all gd individual n team players wif experiences tat one could not have hope to have...<br /><br />michael wong the best point guard in town nowadays who play for eng tat hornets... wenxin, jinghong, sham, jason tan n jason goh who play for reigning champions in the BAS division 1 Home united... jialing who play for sin kee...<br /><br />they r definitely a hard nut to crack... especially when steven wun be coming tis sat... so my team rite up to date only rob, daniel, thomas, kelvin n me r confirmed turning up tis sat... the very first topic is to cut down on our turnover if we r to have any chances of winning... the percentage of winning for us is 5%... but i'm looking forward to it... cos if i have to prove to myself tat i can oso play well when i played against the best...<br /><br />my gals will be playing in the ccab starting from today for their adidas tournament... hopefully they will be able to go one better in tis tourney... speak to my giraffe last nite n she tell me she's afraid... haha... cos the opponents she is facing today is very tall n she can play inside or outside... so she's worried if tis girl guard her she dun have confidence to go past her... but no worries giraffe height is not everything... wat matter most is how big is ur heart...how much do u wan it...<br /><br />jiayou gals i believe in all of u... jus play like u gals r playing leisurely outside ur sch n it will be a totally different game... cos pressure n fear is the thing tat is holding u gals back from wat u all r capable of... jus relax urself n enjoy the game... dun worried too much abt winning or losing...<br /><br />quite miracle tat my eye have almost completely heal... sunday there will be training for my gals at woodlands... the fun thing abt basketball is u never stopped learning... jus like life... u gained something after every game after every training... but how u make tat into ur arsenal depends on u urself... maybe enjoy life jus like how i enjoy basketball... haha... wait til i really understand how to enjoy life then i'll conclude it... lol...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3010432255791803998?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-38037901997236241612007-08-02T10:53:00.000+08:002007-08-02T11:01:22.535+08:00basically went for bball wif kunmu, jiesheng, weilian n zhilun at yishun 755 last nite... had a gd time cos it's been days since i last touched a ball... was happy tat at least my ball sense is still okie... haha...<br /><br />after the game i acc kunmu for his work... i jus had my bathe n i had not slept yet... tonite still have match against Wombats... so better blog a short one n go catch some winks... lol...<br /><br />life is short jus simply enjoy it... i think tat's all really very short... haha... will go into more details after i figure out how to enjoy life... haha... eyes recovering at an amazing speed at the moment... by saturday most likely my eye be back as per normal... looking forward to tat day...<br /><br />oh ya by the way my coach ask my chong ghee team to play in the 24hr marathon basketball 3on3 tournament on the 8th of august til 9th of august... it is held concurrent wif the NDP... the venue is at suntec city... most likely we will be playing if nothing copes up... will keep u all update... really very tired need to rest le... nitez...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3803790199723624161?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-21463711761057273862007-08-01T11:17:00.000+08:002007-08-01T11:35:46.221+08:00today is the first day of august... me now resting at home been two days since i last went out... life's kinda bored being stucked at home... it's jus sleep n msn n luckily crunchyroll.com for me to watch movie n taiwan variety shows...<br /><br />been missing out alot on alot of things... n these few days at home i've been updating n refreshing myself some news tat is happening ard us n oso listening to some songs which i've never heard b4... by right if 1 is to eat n sleep n do nothing for the day should grow fat but i'm still as skinny as b4...<br /><br />most likely be going roller blade tonite ard woodlands... time to at least do some exercise... for me one day without exercise is like bugs crawling inside me... haha... feel so uneasy doing basically nothing...<br /><br />the weather is abit funny recently... friends out there please remember to drink more water n take gd care of urself... there's been a few ard me already hit by the sick bugs... so kindly keep a lookout of urself...<br /><br />one of my friend ask me who do i wanna see if i really going blind... hmm i think it's a hard decision... there is too many ppl i wanna see le... my teammates, my friends, the gals who have changed my life, my students n blah blah blah... the list is getting longer as which day pass by... so i dun noe...<br /><br />anyway i'm on my way to perfect health once more... i foresee another 3days n i'll be back kicking ass on the court... haha... i think i miss basketball the most... my hands r itching liao lor... lol... here i come... watch out as i let loose n play to the max...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2146371176105727386?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-24158301749693920232007-07-30T09:09:00.000+08:002007-07-30T11:21:11.953+08:00想起那天分离<br />最后一次相遇<br />把我们的爱分隔在两地<br /><br />只好翻开记忆<br />寻找你的足迹<br />看见你的笑依然很熟悉<br /><br />我在想着你在念着你<br />思念是我俩之间最矮的距离<br />请你别忘记我在这里<br />希望能飞越千里飞到你的梦里<br /><br />告诉你我想你<br />我在日日夜夜期待能够与你相聚<br />告诉你我爱你<br />我在天天期待能够收到你的讯息<br /><br /><br />tis is a song i wrote jus for her...<br />who is the her???<br />keep guessing... haha...<br />but no prize for the right answer...<br />first time composing so lyrics might not be gd...<br />the lyrics came from an inspiration when i was thinking of her all day long...<br />傻瓜tis song is jus for U...<br />hope u like the lyrics...<br />as for the tune if got chance meet up then i let u know... haha...<br /><br />anyway i got the score wrong i actually score 14pts for my sat game against aeroblade... haha... n we won by 32pts... 14pts for an one-eyed guy is outstanding... haha... let me praise myself for a little bit... cos it's really not a easy task... try covering one eye n see how u fare if u think it's tat easy... lol... n oso never wear contact lens with both eye @ 300 degrees... but one thing for sure i'm not a genius... it's jus my hard work which i have sow in the past tat is reaping... after tis incident i strongly believe tat there's nothing u can't succeed in doing if u maintain ur attitude all the way... unless u choose to give up because of hardship n obstacle... must put my attitude towards basketball into my life... think tat will make me a better person n which will in turn result in a better future perhaps... haha... JL jiayou... u sure can overcome watever obstacle tat comes along the way... the hierachy for the future start from the most powerful word which adds up to 100... n tat is A.T.T.I.T.U.D.E...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2415830174969392023?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-67135123705191398052007-07-28T23:35:00.000+08:002007-07-28T23:51:46.823+08:00went for the game against aeroblade today... had a convincing win over them... played for ard 30mins... scored only 8 pts... but to me it is quite a feat already... cos i'm playing without my contact lens... can't really see well with my left eye injuried now...<br /><br />was quite happy at least ppl care to ask me wat happen to my eye although they r jus peers whom i noe thru basketball... was touched by their concern n care... desmond, tailiang, quanju even steven whom i dun really talk to express his concern for me... haha...<br /><br />i think daniel was the only one who is really against me playing today... he think tat i really ought to rest my eye n dun do anything in case accidents happen again... but proven today although without my lens i still noe wat i'm doing... dun worry guys i'll be fine...<br /><br />basketball is the only thing tat keeps me going now... so if u ask me to stop ar i dun noe wat the fuck i'm in tis world for lor... i think rite up to tis point is the only thing tat keeps my heart pumping n wishing for more... especially the momentwhen i'm doing my D... guessing where my opponents is going n taking the ball away from him... n oso when i'm handling the ball n when defender tried to stopped me i jus had tat 0.01 sec to make my judgement n drive past him... it's the thrill of tis experiences tat makes me feel tat i'm alive at the moment... so i wun stop for anyone's sake not to mention anything... haha... time to sleep... gd nite JL...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6713512370519139805?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-69933362384304748712007-07-27T09:12:00.000+08:002007-07-27T09:45:48.456+08:00after work i went straight for the bbaxn game... accident do really happened... cos during the game when i was going for a loose ball wif my opponent he acidentally poked his thumb into my left eye... now it's swollen like fuck... n whenever i stress my eyes it will bleed...<br /><br />there's no scratches or watever so i supposed it's internal thingy... blue black n swollen at the moment til i can't even recognized myself when i look in the mirror... n yet during the whole time i have only yell out when the thumb went straight into my eye... after tat i was clam n still can joke ard wif my teammates...<br /><br />there was no blood at first til on my way back in the train... in the train alot of ppl r staring at me as if they never see a swollen eye before... but when i tried openning my eye blood came out they were too terrified til they turned their back n dun dare look at me... haha...<br /><br />i supposed tis is wat we call as tough luck... most likely will miss the sat game cos i'm in no fucking condition to put on my contact lens... candy told me to go see a specialist at gleneagles hospital... hope i didn't spell it wrongly...<br /><br />had a talk wif my online friend Erene... she's someone whom i can tell her everything... told her abt my current situation n she provided me wif plenty of solution... thanks a million gal... if not for u i will feel real stressed keeping everything to myself...<br /><br />somehow i think u r rite in wat u told me... i will really go think abt it n hopefully i'll be able to give u a reply soon... been on the rough patches recently but since i've already hit the rock bottom then there's no way to go further down.... time to reorganise n tried my best to get out of it...<br /><br />gal i'm indeed lost... maybe not only in life but oso lost in my thoughts... i dun noe how but there is indeed no BUTS in tis life... it's either make or break...<br /><br />one year back is me encouraging u to move on n get a life but one year later is u who motivates me... haha... wat comes around goes around... gal studying is really not for me as i really did tried but jus can't seems to understand wat ever the lecturer is saying...<br /><br />qualifications is really very important cos unless today we wanna be our own boss n start our own business or else if u have no paper qualifications u will have a hard time getting a new job... it's jus so typical of life...<br /><br />i jus read xiaxue's blog... in her blog she wrote things abt other bloggers... in fact i quite agree wif wat she says... although not on the 7 most disgusting blogger la... haha... cos i seriously feel tat we have no fucking rite to judge anyone... cos when we ourselves dun like to be judge...<br /><br />k i shall end here... time to rest my eyes... whle i end my post here my eye is bleeding again... blindness is not something to be afraid of... as long as ur heart isn't blind then there is still hope in tis world... no matter wat we do we should really use our heart n feel it not jus by our our eyes... take care everyone...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6993336238430474871?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-19279613605257899412007-07-23T15:02:00.000+08:002007-07-23T16:17:56.248+08:00i've realized something which i dun wanna noe after all... am i jus a puppet in others' life????? all i wan is very simple... i jus wanna be wif the gal i love n carry on playing ball til the day i dropped dead... is it too much tat i've asked for???<br /><br />y should there be tons n tons of problems ever since she opted out... everything is in a mess since then... depression for quite sometimes... financial problems, family dispute, friends' problem n health concern... i seriously think tat as a guy i had my responsibility to stay positive even if all things go the wrong way... but i dun noe how long can i suppressed all tis pressure... deep in me i'm really lost in the cross junction in my life... trying very hard now to pick myself up...<br /><br />am i a player like wat others n friends around me label me? i dun care the bit in the past... people's feelings changed when they grow older n encountered more things... i totally dun noe wat is love at the moment... isn't love abt sweet n happy thingy? but so far all my guts feelings for those gal whom i have been wif have brought me nothing close to happiness... is all abt cuts n pains...<br /><br />recently been super emotional... can't focus doing anything except when i'm playing my ball game... cos on the court i had no time to think abt wat's happening except to figure out how to go past my defender... listening to sentimentals songs too... although it make me more vexed instead...<br /><br />the biggest problem abt me in relationship is when i really fall for someone i will be totally engross in it... no matter if we r together anot i will tried to give her my all... even if they have got a new relationship wif some other guys i will still be there for them... up to date those who have leave their traces in my heart r jiaxin, candy n the most recent one... i guess i must have been stupid to believe tat times will prove anything... i'm fucking stupid to actually believe in it... cos thru my past waiting will get u no where except in a pool of distress n bloods...<br /><br />love is jus like a double sided sharp blade which can cut u into pieces at the slightest touch at it... but all the bits n pieces will slowly torturing n draining u til u dropped dead... life isn't a bed of roses... it's a bed of razors... feel the coldness n cruelity of tis fucking true world... tat's life... either u moved on after every failed relationship or simply hold on n stay stagnant there til times run n people pay their last respect to u...<br /><br />为什么女人总喜欢说这些话???<br />1) <span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >分手后还可以做朋友<br />2) </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >忘了</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >我</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >从此不要再联络<br />3) </span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >你</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >会找到另一个比</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >我</span><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >更好的女人<br />do gals really think tat by saying all these will make tat person more happy n lessen their pains... come on these r all but excuses to make urself feel better...<br /><br /></span> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left; line-height: 15pt;" align="left"><span style=";font-family:宋体;font-size:12;" >分手到底是不是你要的结果<span lang="EN-US"><br />给不了我太多还不准我难过<br />不知道是为了什么<br />还要把你无力的爱记得那么多<br />怎么放手<br /><br />也许上天安排你我擦身而过<br />我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果<br />你留下泛黄的承诺<br />要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走<br />说我贱也无话可说<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(225, 9, 0);">连哭都是我的错</span><br />在你面前还要我怎么做<br />要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过<br />沉默是我的错<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(225, 9, 0);">连哭都是我的错</span><br />空房间独自等待着日落<br />爱没有进入身体就已经太执着<br />爱你是我错连结束也是我的错<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> my alarm is ringing le... time for me to wake up n stop completely to believe in true love anymore... there will never be true love ard in tis world but if u had really found it please kindly hold on n protect it... dun let exterior circumstances come in n destroyed it... there will always be temptations ard every now n then... it depends on how we say no to all the temptations...<br /><br />things have been happening ard me yet i choose to close myself to tis cold world... is there any warmth in tis fucking globe... if anyone noe where is it kindly let me noe... i'll appreciate it alot... losing trust in watever u do n losing trust in all those ard u will make u suffer like never before... although nothing can compare to the hurts the one u love bring to u... especially when u decide to forsake ur own life for hers n do everything wif her in ur mind placing her in ur first priority... imagine tat hurt n how pain is going to be...<br /><br />is there any chances tat i will walked into someone life's in an immediate hit... tat tat person can't live on without me... i'm too tired n hurt to look for happiness now... watever should come will come... wat is love all abt... now i noe at least in ur view... love is abt chemistry n except tat nothing comes into places... sincerity how do u prove it? by doing something which the person likes or do it the way u think which best describe ur sincerity... different ppl have different ways of showing... be it is love, sincerity, care n concern or even the way to carry themselves in front of others... but who cares!!! as long as it's no according to the way they wan it to be it is not the one or thing they r searching high n low for... jus tat simple...<br /><br />but rite up to today i've never regretted for even the slightest second tat i've love the wrong person... n watever shit to her tat i've done for her... maybe i should start learning how to toy wif others' feelings... be a real player n play for as long as i like it... but tat's jus not me... contradicting rite... is always the emotionals tat get the better of intellectual in me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1927961360525789941?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-77794671644270200782007-07-20T21:44:00.000+08:002007-07-20T21:53:29.481+08:00friday nite is the time when i'm looking forward to see the 天使情人... it's a nice show after i view it for the second times the past two friday when i had nothing to do...<br /><br />tml morning have to wake up early... training at bishan at 9am... after tat 1730hrs be playing against Lions at ACS barker road... our team is currently on a see saw ride... been winning n losing in between the last 4 games... got to be focus n wrapped the season up in style...<br /><br />sunday is the day my gals having training... time is decided on 4pm at woodlands... after work so tired... going to take a little nap n wake up to watch the show later... update when i'm refresh n energized... take care til then...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7779467164427020078?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-55311793938256412822007-07-19T00:27:00.000+08:002007-07-19T00:38:56.671+08:00it's my third day at work... so far so gd... lost to the pirates on tues nite... play a very bad game... the next coming thingy is on sat morning training n noon ball game against lions... my gals lost their tues game too...<br /><br />kangbai c gals jiayou in ur last match tml... i wun be there but morally i'll be there... dun give up til the last second... enjoy urselfs out there... give ur best cos u all have nothing to lose but everything to gain...<br /><br />gal i miss u badly lor... i lost my phone but be getting it back soon... life is really bored n incomplete without u... although i promise i wun write anything abt u again but tis is the only channel where i can boldly speak up... sorry... hopefully life's been getting on well for u... jiayou n do watever u feel like doing... dun be like me i jus simply can't do wat i'll love to do... n i noe i'll definitely regret it in times to come..<br /><br />my nails r getting longer so guess it's abt time u cut my nails lor... if u still remember la... haha... lol... gotta run still have a busy day ahead tml... gd nite to all who is reading tis...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />傻瓜我爱你!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-5531179393825641282?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-40214758968978010932007-07-16T10:12:00.000+08:002007-07-16T10:18:01.258+08:00boring day... the new job didn't work out... it jus dun suits me... haha... received the news tat she didn't make it... i supposed she must be quite down rite now... but gal persists in ur dream n it will turn out to be gd... i'll be here for u... boring day...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-4021475896897801093?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-90707001142661271422007-07-15T11:59:00.000+08:002007-07-15T12:22:55.537+08:00yesterday play against NUS or Team Davericks... had a 22pts victory against them... i had 13pts... but my best was at the defensing end... where i stopped bandar from his three pointers attempt... daniel was the guy on the offensive end... great team effort from the 6 of us who turn up for the match...<br /><br />basically steven n me play the entire 40mins game... daniel, kelvin, jermaine n thomas were rotating... was quite an emotional game for me... cos the previous meeting between us i was late turning up only at the third quarter... so now we r one a piece for tis season...<br /><br />we had a great start n maintain the lead over NUS thru out the whole game... their three pointers jus seem to be ineffective on us... n they miss alot of under basket shots... which we managed to turn it over n convert into points...<br /><br />they were playing full court man to man... but quite luckily they jus can't stopped me from bringing the ball up the court... thanks to liang for tat move he taught me... i jus used tat same one move thru out the whole game n they weren't able to stop me n had to resort to help defense where i kicked the ball out to my teammates n they take their shots or drive to the basket...<br /><br />next match coming tues against Pirates... tis is the third time we r facing off tis season... we won once n lost once to each other in the previous meeting... so i'm going to sum up the season between us n take the third victory... cos i dun think they r gd enough for us as long as we play to our best n take our chances...<br /><br />Sat will be playing against Lions... lost the previous encounter to them but i will wanna take the rest of the games... i'm focus now in the run in to the one nite stand cup n the end of the season... i'm going to do all i can to maintain victorious til the end of the remaining seasons...<br /><br />she's going for her SIA interview today... hope she can fulfil her dreams n fly high into the other parts of the world which she loves to... there's nothing i can do for her except to pray hard n cross my fingers for her...<br /><br />meeting my gals at 3pm n after tat will be going wif liang's dad to Sengkang CC to watch the games for white heat... White Heat is the Chong Ghee's second team... so hopefully they can play like how we used to play when we were at their age...<br /><br />tuesday my gals will be having their match against Mayflower n on thursday against Naval base... hopefully they can clinched victory in their last two games in the c division tournament too...<br /><br />seems like my blog is beginning to become a basketball blog... haha... but i'm loving it cos i breathe basketball, i jus simply love n enjoy myself when i come into contact wif it... passion is not a crime... n last but not least i wanna thanks my teammates for their efforts to fight hand in hand wif me for the entire duration of the game yesterday... it was really sweet!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-9070700114266127142?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-79642463529237309132007-07-13T12:32:00.000+08:002007-07-13T13:10:40.380+08:00Finally the gals registered their first victory in a actual game... way to go gals... but remember the real test comes on ur next match against mayflower... jiayou go all out n clinched a win for the second victory straight...<br /><br />tis sunday be meeting up wif two or maybe the most four of my gals... be teaching them in their individuals one on one skills n oso their shootings... up to date only ah teng n xuehan r confirmed coming... must wait for ah teng to confirmed the rest wif me...<br /><br />sat morning will be having training again n rite after the training be having match in the BBAXN league... against team davericks which is oso known as NUS... 1730pm at ACS barker road...<br /><br />think tis might well be one of my last blog tis week cos next week onwards i'll be starting my work... so wun have time for blog again... Enyouth is something which i dun really like deep in my heart... to me at least all the ppl there r jus putting on a mask... there r no true friends ard... although in tis society making use or being make used is jus a reality... but i simply dun like it...<br /><br />bonding is something which will never exsists unless u really use ur heart to try to noe tis person... only then will mutual trust n friendship will slowly come into the picture... results means nothing absolutely nothing... so wat if u drive a big car but no real friends in tis life... except for those who r exactly the same like u...<br /><br />recruitment doesn't come by jus a snap of finger... u need real techniques to be able to do it... there r only two ways of doing it... firstly put on a mask n act tat u r someone who have a character like him... secondly use ur heart which will take times... so which i will choose... definitely i have always hated the first method...<br /><br />for the first method so wat if tat person believes n start doing... it wun last long... cos after they start u will start to show ur tails... result from them is wat u guys wan... nobody will care if tat person is having problems anot... result driven might be gd but if it is at the expense of others please kindly think twice before doing it... cos wat comes along will comes around...<br /><br />second method although the process of tat person joining n reaching success might be slower but at least even if anything comes along he will persist on cos he noe u r really behind him... i dun noe if we r really helping someone or harming tat someone... cos in tis fucking world only 5% of the entire population will really be successful... n if tat someone doesn't succeed n he gave up his life for the sake of helping u n doing it wif u cos he trust u, will u provide for his mum in the future....<br /><br />networking is always abt pros n cons... it depends on how u view the business... promises which u can't fulfil... please stop making promises to those n lead them on by keep telling them abt the money they can earned here... jus a simple question how does ur SDM climb up to his position? let me tell u it's by the hard efforts of those guys below... n wat does ur SDM do now... does he still attached out? or does he treat the whole of his group out for a dinner? no... come on he's earning at least 20k per month... wat's a meal to him? let's say he put 5k out per mth jus to thanks those guys who help him earn tat 20k per mth... is it alot 5k per mth... think abt it...<br /><br />when those guys under him got financial problems does he do anything to help? will he at least borrow tat person some moneys to at least let him survived? he should cos tat person surely will earn at least 8k like wat the plan promises... so why he dun? humans r ugly by nature... no matter wat friendship u r talking abt it's always abt money... money can destroy anything in tis world... tat's y there is a saying money can changed the world...<br /><br />i have nothing against tis business... but there r still those who uses their heart to make friends in tis business... but there's rarely a few left... cos all r far too results driven... i've been in tis fucking industry for four years... i've seen too much dark side of it... ppl coming n ppl going... backstabbing after tat person is no longer ard... ta's all abt it...<br /><br />all the best to those who r in tis industry... hopefully two years down the road i will really see u guys driving mercedes or bmw while i a normal no dreams fucker take bus n mrt...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7964246352923730913?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-86767918744638854752007-07-12T11:05:00.000+08:002007-07-12T11:30:11.791+08:00compassvale be playing their match against north vista today afternoon 2pm at BAS... hopefully they can register their first victory in the c gals tournament... i hereby wish them all the best...<br /><br />wed had always been bballing at yishun 755... all the while had been playing as a team wif my chong ghee guys... but for the first time i was in a team wif daniel, jasmine, emily n weida... we had two gals in our team but we managed to win a couple of games... n the games we lost we were jus close lost by jus one ball...<br /><br />after the game i went to eat n chill out wif daniel they all... talk to jasmine abt the training thingy... n she promised me she will help out as long as she is free n the timing doesn't clash wif hers... discuss alot abt basketball... feel honour when they think tat i should have play more in my chong ghee team... it's kinda funny when jasmine say tat when she saw me for the first time at bbaxn she tot i was gd... n they feel tat my defense is really gd... haha...<br /><br />maybe they really take me as their friend n wanna motivate me to do better for my chong ghee games... cos they feel tat i should have more time on the court than on the bench... but right up to tis point i already noe where i stand n my own style of playing n oso wat can i offer chong ghee...<br /><br />in chong ghee there is too much guards in the team... 8 to be exact... in my coach's point of view his pecking order is jiesheng, shengjun, kongyi, zhilun, ah liang, zekun, me n lastly eric to be all the court playing... maybe no matter wat i do or how i play it wun changed tat order... cos in his eyes i'm still the junliang in my younger years... no experience, no offense n impulsive... but i have mature in my play long before now...<br /><br />the confident i lack last time was due to i really see too much of my coach's pecking order... so no matter how hard i trained or how well i play i dun really see it myself... i used to tot tat i'm stagnant in my game cos the order never changed... but right up to today i have decided not to proof anything... be it the order changed anot when the occasion calls for me to play i will jus rise up to it n do to my best... i think i will feel more happy...<br /><br />talked to ah teng last nite for ard one n a half hour on the phone... talked abt three issues... the first is abt their coach's Hongkong trip... second is abt xuehan's injuries n asking her to the doctor to have her leg attended to... third is regarding the training thingy...<br /><br />in short i jus feel flatter by wat daniel they all said... n oso relief when i told ah teng wat i think n she understand it... will repay daniel n jasmine faith in me tis coming game sat against NUS... jiayou JuNLiAng!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8676791874463885475?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-26177236406522220302007-07-11T14:30:00.000+08:002007-07-11T14:42:58.905+08:00we won over the iguanas for the second time tis season... 9pts n great team defense yesterday... steven was firing from all cylinders n daniel played defense like he never did before... n i had not been playing serious defense til i saw daniel... had a great time last nite...<br /><br />next match tis saturday against NUS... their defense is the hardest nut to crack in the league... they play good man to man... full squad from NUS tis sat but again shortage of players from my team still carry on... hopefully be able to wrestle them pts for pts...<br /><br />been indulge in soduko recently... think it really keeps my brain going n not thinking abt those things i dun wish to think again... bomberman is gd oso... miss those times when we chong ghee play bomberman at zhenwei's house during our sec sch times...<br /><br />jus heard a bad news from her last nite... rong rong had passed away... due to wat i'm not sure... n i noe she's extremely upset... i feel so useless... there's actually nothing i could have done to ease her pain... but trust me i'm willing to stand by u... but hope u noe if u feel sad i will oso be affected... dun cried le... crying wun help... dun let it affect ur interview wif SIA on the coming 15th... jiayou life still has to go on...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2617723640652222030?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-89486820577867592172007-07-10T09:33:00.000+08:002007-07-10T09:44:21.625+08:00i got killed in the sat game against nee soon east... barely 5pts from me... lost by 40pts... it shattered all the confidence my team had had... tonite will be playing against iguanas hopefully the table will turn n we r back on track once again...<br /><br />i didn't went to the chalet on sat... due to tiredness on my part n lucky i never go i supposed... sunday went for training at bishan n we beat the white heat guys 3-1... i think my coach must be stunned with the way i played tat day...<br /><br />recently have been very weird... haven't really went out to meet anyone... or should i say i doesn't wanna see anyone n talk to anyone except her ba... dun really noe wat's fucking wrong wif me nowadays... mood swing? or watever it is la... i jus simply loves the peace i had recently...<br /><br />withdrawn from the cruelty of the reality n hiding in the simple imagination world of my own...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8948682057786759217?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-24649768018388655492007-07-07T10:10:00.000+08:002007-07-07T10:28:32.155+08:00training for today have been reschedule to sunday... so today having match at 4pm against nee soon east... will be a very tough match today... n due to shortage of players seems like today i have to play to my 101% in order to stand any chances of winning...<br /><br />basically the opponent team consists of players from BAS div 1 n 2... n their coach is famous for his full court tactics... they have depth in their bench n tis is going to be a headache for us... percentage of them winning is 80% to us 20%...<br /><br />we have been on a winning streak lately... i will like to maintain it... rob ask me after the game on thursday why we always played badly when reynold is away... i've no ans to tat... do we really need him in order to win games? i dun denied the fact tat he plays a big part in our offense but he contribute nothing in defense...<br /><br />yvonne's chalet after the game at national service resort at tanah merah... still not sure if i'll be going... but dun think will make any differences... cos at the very least liang n alez will be going... so they can represent me oso... haha...<br /><br />raining seems to make a person more listless hopefully it will have no impact on me... gals if the team is set up i dun wish for it to be a short term thingy... it had to be commitment from both u gals n me... i will definitely commit but can u gals commit? it isn't jus like toying around... forming n disband as we like... so i need to think things thru first... of cos main priority is the wellness of u gals... if it can't help u gals much then there's no point in wasting precious time of both u gals n me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2464976801838865549?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-22533699367527190112007-07-06T09:20:00.000+08:002007-07-06T09:46:44.730+08:00first time in history in a game which i've draw... 71 to 71... still remember the 3pts shot daniel had make to tie the game in fashion... beautiful buzzer beater... we were 3pts down wif 23.8sec to go... the time seems to past by very slow... cos we did alot of movement during tat last play... steven missed his last shot i rushed in for the rebound n set up daniel for his game tie 3 pointer... haha...<br /><br />we should have beat those guys... but before game the atmosphere in our team was wrong... players keep telling me individually tat they wished to be in the top 10 scorers in the league... so they jus simply attacked the basket n all proved to be bad selection of shots... too hurried n tat killed us from playing our normal ball rotation game... n seriously our defense last nite sucks... my team was jus focusing on offense n not really defensing...<br /><br />i had 3 personal fouls early in the game due to help defense for the player my teammates guarding.... n because of tis i had a poor game too... it somehow tied me down from wat i wanna do... sat game against nee soon east steven n daniel both r not coming... reynold is away... so there will most likely be a shortage of players in our team... so tough game tis saturday... seems like another 40mins game ahead of me...<br /><br />my giraffe called me up yesterday... i had a talk wif her... i admit i was abit harsh to her on the phone yesterday... n for tat my apology to her... hope she understand watever i say it's for the best interests of her future bballing sakes... maybe to u it doesn't meant anything but i noe at least i've tried to tell u wat i think u should noe n be clear of...<br /><br />kinda tot to myself last nite b4 i slept... maybe i shouldn't care too much abt the gals... jus let them grow as a player by themselves... i jus need to stay behind the scenes n watched n observed them... maybe it would be better for them... giving them spaces to grow in whichever way they wanna grow in... shan't put them in a greenhouse anymore... cos i fully understand tat it's the players who is playing the game not the coach... n i'm no longer consider as their coach so i'm in no position to say anything too...<br /><br />if there's any way of going far in bball it's our passion for it... passion is not something everyone will have... some will think tat if they were to play ball everyday they will go mad or they think is mad... but for some if they can choose they will chose to do it everyday... passion is the only thing tat will let a player go all out n i really mean all out to play a game n oso during trainings...<br /><br />P.S Passion is not a Crime...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2253369936752719011?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-34650053252308936982007-07-05T09:15:00.000+08:002007-07-05T09:59:04.127+08:00went to support my gals... they lost the match which they should have done far better... went to blk 260 to meet up wif them b4 i left for my training or ball game at yishun 755...<br /><br />played from 8pm til 1030pm... lost two games but most of the time were in the court... passion for the game drive me on even though i'm not 100%... taping my ankle for the whole course... after the game i removed the tape to find my ankle swollen again... think really age is catching up on me... i've never been injuried for such a long time... most of the times i'll recovered in less than 3 days... but maybe tis time round i sprained my ankle in the most digusted way... the swollen was all over my ankle making it look like a pig's trotter...<br /><br />taping seems to be the only way to ease the pain while i play ball for tis short period of time... quite happy when after the game liang's father told me tat he think i really improved alot in my handling of the ball... at least all my efforts have not gone to waste... basically i noe i can take on anyone one on one... i've got my confident now... wat's left to be done is to maintain it... n help my team to a better placing in the BAS division one next year in feb or march...<br /><br />after watching my gals' game yesterday i realized tat my giraffe is kinda lost... she's now at the cross junction which i've been in before... her coach wans her to play as playmaker but under me she play as shooting guard... then deep in her she wanna play as shooting guard too... but now maybe she lost her direction...<br /><br />it all boils down to her own decision now... nobody can help her make tat decision... which position she wanna play will determine the way n style of her play... talked to hweiteng last nite regarding tis... hopefully i'll be able to get a call from EXH today... but if she doesn't is oso okie... cos if she is someone who admits n go down to defeats n obstacles then i jus have myself to blame to believe tat she is a talent whom i can entrust n instill all i noe in her...<br /><br />judging from the previous two games i think the whole c teams have forget watever drills n trainings they have been thru under my wings... setting up a gals team wif them in my team might not be a gd idea as well... cos watever i wan is totally different from their coach in sch... training under me n their coach at the same time will only make the team blur... cos they r too young to learn two different styles of play n used it on the court...<br /><br />记得在篮球里面没有天才。只有努力练球与打球，你才能突破自己。今天你们可问过自己或为自己设立目标？如果有的话你们的目标还明确吗？如果还没有目标，是不是应该为自己设立一个了呢？有了目标，下一步就是去想要如何让自己更接近它。最后就是100%去实行它。只有这样才能实现你的目标。永远要记得实行比空谈有力。不要在嘴巴说可是没有行动。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3465005325230893698?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-8272956836555472222007-07-04T09:14:00.000+08:002007-07-04T09:29:34.845+08:00yesterday went bballing again at woodlands crescent park... it's been sometimes since i last went there... was quite hot yesterday i supposed the opponents had a hard time jus containing me last nite... basically firing from all cylinders...<br /><br />going to support my gals at BAS later... their match starting at 4pm... playing against yishun town... jiayou la gals cos to me ar u gals r the best lor... haha... the most important in a game is defence... tried to contain them n dun let them go past u can liao...<br /><br />it's been kinda boring la... but anyway i miss her lor... dun noe y but she jus keep on appearing in my mind... jus can't seem to be able to stop thinking of her... maybe she is as important to me as my breath... jus imagine if one person is to stop breathing for 5mins wat will happened?<br /><br />tml game against Matadors... quite emotional for me... reynold jus told me he will be away to get marry n honeymoon... will only be back til august... he wan the best wedding gift he could have had... he told me he wan the champions trophy... i'll tried to do my best la... hopefully my teammates can play more consisstantly lor... there's too much of a flutuation in their games although i noe i'm in no position to say anything... but i hope all will really get serious n play to each's best...<br /><br />P.S offense wins games, but defense wins championship<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-827295683655547222?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-11916707835121590152007-07-02T09:11:00.000+08:002007-07-02T09:47:49.378+08:00friday went to BAS to watch n support my gals in their c gals tourney... their game start at 1500hrs but i left my house at 1505hrs lor... took a cab n rushed down n managed to see their 4th quarter... they got killed by anderson... many might have say is expected... but come on gals the margin shouldn't be so huge... jiayou on ur upcoming games lor...<br /><br /><br />saturday as a favour to watch them played three of my gals went to watch me play against the entourage... i had training b4 the game... n i tapped my ankle cos is still in pain whenever i jumped or land... went straight meet my gals n head for the game.... i was 100% at the 3pt line... 7 out of 7 attempts.... managed 23pts but still not enough la... haha... human is always greedy de...<br /><br />after the game went to godma's house to let xuehan have her leg see to... she improved alot cos at least tis time round she endured the whole process... went for dinner n after tat went up to the 40th storey high hdb flat... the view is nice but really headache when u tried to see the top floor from the ground...<br /><br />sunday slacked day... wake up eat my lunch went back to sleep... my initial plan was to sleep for the whole day... but alas alez called me up n i went to clark quay wif him n company... had an early dinner there.... after tat i begin to feel tat is a waste of my time lor... have a feeling of being rot...<br /><br />y would humans tried to act as if they noe wat u wan... come on watever u wan n see might not be wat i wan... wake up... stop trying to interfere wif my life n think tat watever prospect which u think u can have i would love to have it too... stop assuming... success to me isn't abt financial freedom n driving a car i love... it's abt being happy... it's jus so simple...<br /><br />going for a haircut later... maybe going for a swim... still not sure... still no plan today... up to date plans for the week is wed go support my gals n ball game at blk 755 after tat... thurs got game against matadors... sat got games against nee soon east n training in the morning... oh n oso yvonne's chalet after the game... haha...<br /><br />i dun give a fuck abt going up the stage anot... for those who noe wat i meant by stage... to me wat is important is the environment... if i dun feel happy in one then i really see no point in continuing... talks of jus focus in fighting for ur position will not help solve my problems... think maybe it's time for me to stop here n get on wif my life... cos seriously liang i think u see too highly of me... u dun need me now too... i can't help u much oso i supposed... ur whole team is beginning to grow so jus focus on them lor... dun waste ur time on me... sorry... cos to me i only will talk to ppl whom i feel comfortable wif... for those whom i dun i shan't even wanna strike any conversation... n ur whole team now got alot of miracles creations... hopefully they can help u get to wat u hope for... adios...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1191670783512159015?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-81600510516621824512007-06-29T09:15:00.000+08:002007-06-29T09:34:50.007+08:00went playing on wed nite... still couldn't really jump... will still hurts... too much ppl on wed liao... n they actually come up wif win three in a row both team out... which means at least 30mins of rest everytime...<br /><br />thurs went crescent park to play ball yet again... jogged my way there to warm up my ankle... can jump but still couldn't jump to my max... the uncles there complain tat i dun go there now... haha... they said tat my speed is gone...<br /><br />think they dun realised tat i'm jus trying to put my techniques more than speed now in my game... tried out the moves liang taught me... keep on doing it... n nobody can d me... except the finishing must improved lor...<br /><br />i've decide to go back to my gd old days as in playing everyday whenever i have the chances... tat is the best chance to polish up my skills n put watever i practice into use n make tat move part of me...<br /><br />so jogging n upper body strength is my focus now... must get my fitness back to 101%... chong pang tournament coming soon... have alot to prove... myself, my coach, my teammates n oso my opponents... i have not another 26 liao lor... already 26 n closed to 30yrs old le... i'm getting old liao... it's time to go all out le...<br /><br />as for the time being i will put aside the affairs of my heart first... cos watever will be will be... watever will not will not so wat for trying to make something out of it when the timing is not ripe... but first thing first i really need to be able to love n provide for myself first b4 i can go love others...<br /><br />my gals r having their first match of the c division today... i'm not sure if i'll be able to make it there to support u gals... but u gals must noe tat i'm behind u all... jiayou for ur own sakes... n xuehan dun need to to prove to others... if there's anyone u need to prove, tat's u urself first... if u can't even convinced urself tat u belongs to the national level then u will not be able to prove anyone or anything...<br /><br />go, go, go kangbai jiayou...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8160051051662182451?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-14265077907215333572007-06-27T13:30:00.000+08:002007-06-27T14:05:08.574+08:00had a rather violent match against the wombats last nite... i think if it wasn't a match will have go on into a fight long b4 the game end... i simply dun understand y ppl jus can't stay clam n respect the game... wat is sportsmanship?<br /><br />scored another14pts now is on the top 10 scorer list in the league... i still can't really jump... is it because of my ankle... or is it because my mind keep thinking of fear of injuring myself more... i'm not sure... but i will noe tonite at chong ghee's wed nite ball brawl...<br /><br />improving or stagnant is only jus a minor difference... confident is wat i have now... n hopefully confident will make me out to be a better player who is self motivated... i think wat i lack now is normal ball games which in the past i almost played every single day... thru there i will perfect watever i learn...<br /><br />after seeing my godma yesterday i feel tat my left ankle is healed... after times n times of pain killing massage the swollen began to fade away... i think i spent at least 3hrs having my whole left body treated...<br /><br />get a life is wat alez say to me... but hey brother i have my life now... at least i noe wat i wan right now... career wise i'm still figuring out wat i have to do in order to get to wat i wanna be... i oso talk to robert jacquet last nite... trying to ask him for help in wat i have to do in order to get wat i wan...<br /><br />it's kinda funny i always become closed friends wif foreigners... fucking americans calling me a bitch but sorry dude i'm no bitch... i'm a dick... haha... i'll never say die n give up wat i love doing most... n i still remember my promises to ya tat day at ur condo... i'll do my utmost best to fulfil it... even if it costs me my basketball playing span...<br /><br />called me stupid fool for putting my span at stake... but rob isn't life always a gamble... it's either u make it or break it... determination is something i hope i can used to things i'm doing other than basketball...<br /><br />basketball changed my fucking dull life... it made me belief tat other than being a reckless bad guy i had better things n challenges to attend to... although in my whole life heaven have been rather kind to me... watever things i wanted to i have got it... except for the affairs of the heart...<br /><br />now i'm going to changed the outcome of my future... i actually have visions of seeing myself still playing basketball as long as icould do so... cos i love the game too much to stop from it... n now maybe after spoiling my own ankle so tat i'll never be able to play basketball again will i give up on tis game n moved on in my life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1426507790721533357?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-17237701052331206042007-06-26T11:42:00.000+08:002007-06-26T12:15:44.536+08:00omg it was really raining heavily last nite... n i was really cold n i think i shivered for the whole duration cos i jus wore a singlet n bermudas... it was so hot when i was at my house... n when i reached alez's house for the comics it started to rain... but it stopped when i left his house...<br /><br />but kinda funny the rain started to pour heavier when i reached my destination... i reached abt 12plus one... wif nothing in mind cos jus dun noe wat to expect of... but after everything at least it was a fruitful trip... at least i can be sure of is tis wat i wan...<br /><br />n i'm pretty much sure now... maybe i should have go earlier or maybe a few days or months or even a few years later... but i really believe tat everything happened for a reason... down wif fever now... but i'm indeed very happy to have make tat decision n went ahead n do it...<br /><br />although the three questions all the answer i heard is not relevant to the questions... haha... but i somehow think tat some answer are not needed... silence is the best thing one could answer to watever questions...<br /><br />as we grow older n see the cruel side of reality alot will forget abt their dreams... n only those who really persists towards it will be able to make it... but for now i'm lost in the lalang... or maybe desert... i dun noe... but i'll tried to move on n find the real meaning of my life... the real me...<br /><br />life is always abt choosing A or B... at least to me it is like tat... but there will oso be times when u dun get to choose... so it's either u simply accept it or u refused it n stayed focus to wat u wan... n my philosophy jus happened to be "i can accept Failure, but i can't accept Not Trying" so based on these kinda so call stupid thinkings i will never bowed to anything... n i mean anything including the ONE up there who judge n rules n plans for tis world...<br /><br />everything happens for a reason... n watever tat happens which wun kill u will only make u stronger... i am wat i think i am... i'm now becoming more n more immense to watever ppl have to say n think abt me... cos i dun live in tis world for anyone's sake...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I don't give a fuck about 人家说什么</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">他们想说什么就说什么<br />但是他们算什么</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">没有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量我</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">主宰是我自己<br />随便人家如何想</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br />我还是我<br /><br />everything have two sides to it... it depends on how we choose to look at it...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1723770105233120604?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-67142490684637722872007-06-26T00:21:00.000+08:002007-06-26T00:24:44.480+08:00it might not be true but it might oso be true...<br />depends on how u look at it...<br /><br />就算是玩玩的也可以<br />只要能在一起就好<br />人有时<br />不能太自足<br />但有时<br />却不能不自足<br />她<br />我可不知是玩或认真<br />但是我却还是要认真对待<br />不管是真是假<br />是一秒<br />就一秒<br />不需要天长地久<br />也不要曾经拥有<br />那我要的是甚么<br />我要她...!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6714249068463772287?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-86012864615838402902007-06-25T23:06:00.000+08:002007-06-25T23:28:28.966+08:00it's another boring day... after days n days of thinking i finally decided to go n do wat i wanna do... i remember she tod me b4 if i wanna do something jus go do it... i would go n try to wait for tat special one... even if it's jus a glimpse of her jus tat split second i'll be very happy...<br /><br /><br /><br />tml nite be playing against Wombats at 1915hrs at acs barker road... i supposed after the match tml i will go straight to my godma's house... to have my left ankle n left wrist attended to... cos the next match after tml is saturday... so at least can rest for 4days...<br /><br /><br /><br />my godma jus called me jus now... she ask me to help my godpa out in the taolism thingy... cos my godma have cancer n they went to a temple recently n they were told to start back the old altar n help ppl in order to prolong her lifespan... i haven't told her my answer yet... but i supposed she will noe my answer is yes... cos i love her... will have a talk wif her n talk abt the details when i go stayed over at her house tml nite...<br /><br />hopefully i will get to see tat special one ba... even if she didn't see me it's oso okie... think i be going out soon... most pro i'll reached there at ard 0030am... wish me luck my readers... i noe i might b stupid but so be it lor... i dun care too much le la... if loving someone need to consider abt so many things then will be very tired de... hope rainbow will come after the rain n all the storm... will keep u all update abt wat is going on in my life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8601286461583840290?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-25320558809151879322007-06-24T18:57:00.000+08:002007-06-24T19:18:47.501+08:00<span style="font-style: italic;">my left ankle is becoming more n more swollen le... think it's getting kinda serious liao... if i were to go to the sin seh oso no use cos after tat i definitely have to recuperate at least a week no ball for me... but i dun think i will be able to stop myself from the only thing tat i feel happy when i'm doing... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">all due to yesterday match i had quite a few hard knock n i landed on my left ankle again... only 14pts for me against the globe ballers n a victory... but not too bad for a cripple... haha... maybe i should listen to my gals shouldn't be so emo... it jus dun suits me... LoL...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">b4 the game me n alez share cab wif yvonne n sent her to her fencing training at clementi sports hall... took a few pics there... but look so funny lor... not used to having a weapon in my hand... if it was a ball i will feel more comfortable... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">after the game me, alez n friends went to newton circus for our dinner n went straight to k-box amk plaza after tat... had a fun session... singing to our hearts content... but one thing is ar when u feel sad ar dun ever go to ktv... cos watever u listen to or sing ar u oso feel like it speaks for how u r feeling at the moment...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">ya anyway while we were walking towards newton circus after my match i saw fireworks... n i immediately thought of her... so i left her a sms which she never reply... but i supposed i have the result in mind when i sent tat sms le... i knew she wasn't going to reply me lor... but sometimes u jus cant stop urself from doing something u knew it wasn't meant to work out lor...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">if peace is wat one can ask for.... i'll tried my very best to give tat someone the peace she hopes for... til the end of time i dun think i will ever have the peace i wan in my life... struggling at the moment to make myself in shape for the remaining games tis season...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">was quite touched when my boys from bartley call me up n wanna meet me... they told me they miss me... haha... hopefully tis bonding wif them will never end n will last for the remaining years of my life...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">P.S school reopening tml u gals finished ur homework le? dun jus keep thinking of playing... </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> remember u oso have to play ur part as a student... jiayou for the tournament... i will try to </span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> take sometimes out to see ur game... but most pro i'll be hiding somewhere...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2532055880915187932?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-12668430928594889842007-06-22T15:03:00.000+08:002007-06-22T15:48:52.086+08:00i was happy tat at least she is willing to pick up my call... n reply some of my messages... after my game which we won 30something points i went straight back... the moment i started up my comp n logged in to my msn acc, i saw her msg to me while i was offline...<br /><br />in her msg she wanted me to fly n chased after my dreams... but i think she dun understand tat in my dreams there is not only me... it oso includes her... she say sorry she doesn't wanna hurt me... but i really think it's not her fault... so dun need to say sorry... i'll talk to ya face to face when u r ready to talk wif me... cos i dun think it's gd to talk tis kinda thingy over the phone or online...<br /><br />back to my game... i had a 30mins game which i scored 16points... but my defence sucks cos we were playing man to man... n i couldn't really contained the black guy wif my swollen left ankle... i put on a brave front in front of my teammates.. i never told them abt me spraining my left ankle...<br /><br />after the game i realised tat my ankle is getting more swollen looks exactly like a pig's trotter now... haha... jus thinking will i be able to make it for tis sat chong ghee training n mars game... but given my character i wun back away from challenges... i will go thru it wif all my will n might...<br /><br />i believed she noes wat i mean n wat i wan... but i got a feeling she's not ready yet... i mean i dun need u to accept me now... but can we go back to wat we were like b4 wat happened tat fateful day? i dun dare to ask for much... tat's the only thing i ask for... like i say i wun promise u anything... cos i noe to us promises meant nothing... jus bull shits tat can cut n hurt us deep...<br /><br />the only thing i can promise u is, 我会去找属于我自己的天空! 可是我真的希望你能陪伴我一起走过我的过度期... my plan for the future, at least for now i can say u play a part in my plan... whether my plan will succeed or not i'm not sure... but wif u by my side encouraing me n advising me... i believe i'll be able to overcome anything n i mean anything tat stands in front of me...<br /><br />傻瓜我是认真的!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1266843092859488984?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-10601228161002433302007-06-21T10:05:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:13:25.758+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >难道在雨天认识的真的只能成为好朋友吗？幸福真的永远都是短暂的吗？难道就因为这样我永远在你眼里就应该被判死刑？你真的就甘愿让一切就这样结束吗？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >maybe wat i did is not something which she can accept... but do i deserve the death penalty? i noe she is rite, in tis world nothing is fair... but does she noe, she really meant alot to me... still remember wat i say n she agree wif it... "一个女人拥有她最爱的男人就等于拥有了全世界，一个男人必须拥有全世界只为了拥有他最爱的女人"do u still remember? i really thought abt wat i can do in order to let u stay by my side... i'm serious... it's true i have alot of gals friends... to my friends they might think tat she is jus another gal... but deep in me i noe she is not... n anyone who really got eyes can see tat she meant to me... even jiamei n xiaomei who went to played pool wif us told me very obvious tat i love her...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >我真的不想放下那通电话。。。因为我知道她很可能不会再接听我的来电了，也不会再回我的简讯。对不气。当她在和我说话的时候我已经啃言了。我觉的我错了我没有考虑到她的感受。一路走来我真的不知道我自己在她心中的地位。直到昨天她的一句"u r a disappointment, u r no differen from the other guys"... 当我听到后我的眼泪就不由自主的流了出来。这时候我才真的了解原来在她心中我是存在着的。。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >she told me love is not a feeling... she asked me wat do i love abt her... i dun noe how to say it... but now i noe le... maybe she wun wanna noe it anymore or maybe it doesn't matter to her now... but i'll still say it out loudly, “我爱你的过去，我爱现在的你，我也将会爱未来的你。我爱你的全部！！！”　n i really mean everything... ur good n bad all i will love n take it in my stride... maybe it's too late now to u... 可是对我来说我不甘愿就这样结束了！你明白吗？</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >i'll survive tis ordeal... i will become more stronger... to her maybe tis is the end of the story... but to me tis is jus the beginning... there will always be room in my heart for her... i noe myself too well tat i noe no one will be able to walk in unless i permits it... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >人们可以笑我笨，可是我不管他们要怎样看我。我将会坚守这份感情。。。继续的走下去。。。我会等着你回来的那一天。。。我所做的这一切的一切只因为我真的了解你对於我来说是何等的重要。我不会放弃的。我看到了我的未来会有你的存在。。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >it's really been ages since i last wipe a drop of tears... in my whole 26 years of my life now it's the third time i have cried for a gal... supposingly i dun think anyone in tis fucking world will care abt how do i feel or how am i doing... but i dun give a damn now n i wun in future cos one thing she taught me she wan me to remember it always... not to trust someone 100%... n i wun in times to come...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >P.S i'll give my all in return of u!!! if climbing to the top of the world then i can hold u in my arms again i'll happily do watever tat requires me to...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-1060122816100243330?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-81398596869108746452007-06-20T11:21:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:14:21.384+08:00<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >actually started my day at1445hrs... i left my house for yishun safra took bus 969 but after three stops realised tat i left my safra card at home... so alighted n went back home once again to retrieve the card...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >i reached my destination at 1530hrs... i went straight for the jacuzzi pool... i put my left ankle right in front of it... it was damned pain... n within awhile all those who were at the pool wif me were no where in sight which i guess is due to my facial reaction... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >she reached safra at 1600hrs... n man i must say all the guys were looking at her... but there's nothing i can do or could have do... she's jus so captivating... n subsequenly eric joined us at the pool... where i was quite surprised to see him there la...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >n mr liang the guy who ask me to go early was actually the last to reach... he reached at abt 1800hrs... sharleen came along too... everything went well except tat she lost her goggles right in front of my eyes in jus tat split second... she was sad cos she jus bought tat at northpoint b4 coming over...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >after tat we went to orchid country club to play pool n met up wif jiamei n xiao mei... i think we spent some times playing pool... but most of our times were spent talking n smoking at the swimming pool of the club...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >we leaved there at ard 0130hrs where the place call it a day n so do we... was a very tiring day actually... spent alot of energy i guess swimming ard...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >she ask me wat do i like abt her? haha... n my ans was i oso dun noe... seriously i dun noe y n wat makes me fall for her... but i supposed it should be jus a kinda feelings... whenever i'm wif her i have a very comfortable feelings which i have not had for a very long time le...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >but anyway i ask myself do i really noe wat is love? except for the commitment thingy which she doesn't believe in... i guess everyone has different explanations towards it... there is no rite n wrong but actually depends on wat have u experienced b4... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >she oso told me she believe tat i could make something out of my life... i feel very happy cos in tis world i think except for ah liang who still believe tat i could there's no one else le... but i simply dun care abt wat others had to said abt me... cos they have no right to judge me... accept me for who i am, not who i'm going to be...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >desert n forest n lalang talk was gd... anyway i told her it's jus tat i still dun noe wat i really wan in my life... n she doesn't wan me to use her as a motivation to start doing something... i'm still looking for the forest which i belong... hopefully she will find hers too...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8139859686910874645?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-1273901415956414242007-06-18T13:59:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:14:46.105+08:00<span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >jus wake up from my sleep... the pain is getting more n more unbearable... i think i will be staying at home for these few days... cos even if i wanted to go out i dun think i will be able to manage my way to wherever i wanted to go...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >so it's going to be a boring n painful rehab period for me... so supposingly i might most likely miss thursday game... but i will go down n see if i will make it on time to play... hopefully i will cos i dun wanna miss any games for tis season anymore.... i must keep my promise to robert jacquet... i will tried my very best to carry the team as far as i could...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >my gals will be coming to woodlands to play ball today... i would like to meet up wif them but i dun think i'll be able to make it... to me now i feel as gd as i'm dead... i think there's no difference cos all the things i wanna do i can't for the moment...</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >swimming will help speed up the recovery? tat's wat i heard la... but i'm not sure how true is tat... but i guess i have to try watever methods to try to get back in shape for thursday... ice therapy is another methods which professional sportsman used to help themselves recover from their injuries... maybe i'll like to try it out too...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >three more days to go... i wun give up any thoughts of making it for the game... god ma is the last alternative... cos i got 100% faith tat she will be able to help me... but i'm jus afraid of the pain when she rub my ankle wif all the strength she has... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;" >hopefully i can recover soon... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-127390141595641424?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-39062404620063134272007-06-17T21:53:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:19:58.794+08:00<em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" >injuried my left hip yesterday during training n oso strained the left side of my neck... after tat went for my bbaxn game... however liang n steven were not there yesterday n i get to play 40 mins yesterday... got a win but i'm not satisfied enough cos we should have won them by a bigger margin...</span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" ></span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" >went to meet up wif her after my game... n was quite surprised tat she began to tell me more abt herself n her past... she told me she have some hp accessories for me... haha... n before i left for liang's place we had a gd bye hug... how i wished time will jus stopped at tat very moment...</span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" ></span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" >went to liang's house to meet up wif my captain n teammates... cos it's my captain's birthday... n we head straight to boat quay... went to a ktv n the rest tried to make him drunk n vomit as they keep forcing him to drink... me n qingyao left at three... hope they enjoyed theirselves...</span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" ></span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" >early morning after breakfast went straight home... head for my bed the moment i stepped into my room... went yishun to meet alez for basketball game n who noes sprained my left ankle... heard a loud crack sound... was really in pain... how come i keep injuried the left side of my body...</span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" ></span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" >the first person tat gets to noe abt me spraining my ankle except for those who were present was her... i noe she's worried abt me... maybe it is a blessing in disguise... haha... but now as i blog it's still very pain... how i wish she's beside me now... but back to reality i noe tat's not gong to happen... </span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" ></span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" >i will tried to get myself ready for tis thursday game... to my gals i think i'm really in love liao... haha... </span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" ></span></em><br /><em style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);font-family:courier new;" >P.S yesterday had past, tomorrow haven't come, focus on today</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3906240462006313427?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-64385907464003685882007-06-15T15:28:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:16:25.201+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">正当我睁开双眼 踏入这个世界</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">妈妈给我生命 现在让我自生自灭</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">这让我恐惧 在我的眼里每个人都戴着面具</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">回想过去 难道生命就是这样延续?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我抽烟抽得我的肺都黑了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">就像整个社会被人心笼罩着 它也是黑的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我背着宿命的十字架</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">也渴望Power, paper and respect</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我想这大概就是human nature</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">佛家说 烦恼即是菩提 我暂且不提</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我倒是希望能够回到母体</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">老妈对不起 我时常把你气得跺脚</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">你说你后悔当初没有堕胎把我堕掉</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">每当我放学回家 放下那沉重的背包</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">家里空无一人 只残留着你香水的味道</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">那时我知道 你那天晚上又要加班</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我打开冰箱 拿出微波炉吃冰的晚餐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">老爸在凌晨两点钟醉醺醺地回家</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我从睡梦中醒来 只听到你们在吵架</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我没有办法专心面对第二天的考试</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">老师他不喜欢我 我也不喜欢老师</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我讨厌穿制服 我讨厌学校的制度</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我讨厌训导主任的嘴脸 讨厌被束缚</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">That's true 很多人不屑我的态度 他们说我太cool</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">警察不爽我都曾将我逮捕</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I don't give a fuck about 人家说什么</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">他们想说什么就说什么 但是他们算什么</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">没有谁有权利拿他的标准衡量我</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">主宰是我自己 随便人家如何想 我还是我</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">爱钱的女人只给凯子摸</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">不懂得用保险套的人别嫌孩子多</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">金钱力量虽大 却生不带来死不带走</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">紧握着双拳的人们何时能松开手?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">法庭严肃的空气逼得我快不能呼吸</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">当时面临着终生监禁的我开始反省</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">铁栏杆之后又是个截然不同的景象</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">刑犯们眼神中看不到一点和平的气象</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">仅有一寸短的铅笔 写的是监狱风云</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">日记上描绘的不是美好的户外风景</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">自由在他们眼里才是憧憬</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">放一把自制武器在枕头旁 以防随时有人偷袭</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有些人怀疑老婆在外偷情</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有些人把家人寄来的信件一张一张好好收集</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有些人二十四小时几乎在床上休息</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有些人精神失常 因为受不了打击</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">三个月如火如荼的漫长等待已过去</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">出狱后的我得面对三年的缓刑期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">这也好 一生中第一次感觉到幸福</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">但生命中的考验何止如此我不清楚</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我不知道 接下来还有什么会发生</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">翻开报纸的新闻又是看到放火杀人</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">还记得某年无意间发现的照片</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">上面有阿姨对男人施行口交的恶心画面</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">这简直摧毁了她在我心目中的形象</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我无法忘怀照片中那笑容多么淫荡</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我抵抗 胸口存在着不安及惶恐</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我不断听到痛苦的声音在内心怒吼</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">不论我走到天南 不论我走到地北</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">不论我走到哪都见识到人心的虚伪</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">It's kinda funny 在人的眼里只有money</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">外表好像要帮你 却只是想帮他自己</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">笑容可掬的脸后面 谁知道是个狼心狗肺</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">连朋友都能背叛 因为只有名利合他口味</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">她说她爱你的时候讲的是问心无愧</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">搞不好她爱的是你身后的荣华富贵</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">你可曾困惑 在你身旁谁是敌是友</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">对你落井下石的可能就是你的挚友</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">你可曾经历 当你最需要帮助的时候</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">平常跟你称兄道弟的人都突然失踪</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">亲爱的神 伟大的神</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">你可以怪我想法太过无知 但我只是人</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我不信人 因为人也不信我</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">不要问我为什么 我最多只能告诉你这就是我</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">生命像海浪一样有时高有时低</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">你是否告诉自己坚强渡过各种时期</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我从命运的天台放眼却看不到星空</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">漆黑的天空压在头顶使我不得轻松</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">在我心中 找不到一个安静的角落</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我不能再沈睡下去 良心彷佛在笑我</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">它在说:有几天几夜老妈曾经为你以泪洗面</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">老爸他只顾己见 希望之火只见熄灭</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我接起电话是老爸憔悴的声音</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">虽没见面却不难想像他当时的神情</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">刚听完他最近失业的消息</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">脑海里马上浮现祖母的话 警告我一定要争气</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">我已经放弃所有哭的理由</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">因为我早就习惯冷漠活在无情的现实里头</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">人生要如何起头?改变要如何起手?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">当活在泥沼中 要如何才能金盆洗手?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">**Life's a struggle 日子还要过</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">品尝喜怒哀乐之后 又是数不尽的troubles</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Everyday 有多少问题要去面对</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">有多少夜 痛苦烦恼着你无法入睡...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Uh...Life's a struggle</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">yeah...Life's a struggle</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-6438590746400368588?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-85315796512324000462007-06-15T10:19:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:17:45.739+08:00<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >thursday morning 1230am i met up wif her... had a talk wif her under her blk... had a gd time talking... anyway i wore my blade to meet her... so was taller than her... haha... lol...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >she tried to motivate me... cos she feel tat i feel inferior to my best friend... i really appreciate it gal... thanks for ur time n effort... i'll remember ur 4 criteria... firstly intelligent must be higher than u... secondly monthly income of hmm... i think i better dun put the amount here... haha... thirdly is filial piety... n lastly is the self upgrading thingy...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >but gal do u realised who hears the loudest n clearest when u tried to motivate me? it is u lor... cos normally when i tried to motivate my friends i realised tat i feel tat i'll be more motivated than he is after the talk... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >i noe her life maybe is in a mess... but i'm willing to accept watever tat comes along... she keep telling me not to fall for her... haha... but i told her tis kinda thingy how to confirm n control... anyway a person past makes up the him/her presently... but the future is up to us to plan... remember when u fail to plan, u plan to fail...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >i hurt my index finger n it's abit swollen from my game on wed... n tis is the first time someone help me rubbed ointment... n tat is oso the first time i tasted her culinary skills... although it's jus scramble eggs but is the thoughts tat counts... i think it can be consider the best scramble eggs i have eaten before... except when i cooked them myself... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >she intro me to a new song by shawn song... the title is Life's A Struggle... the lyrics really says it all... i think i'm in love wif the song.... for those who wanna hear it can go view the clip on my blog or go into the link at my blog to view the animation version...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >tml will be a better day... jiayou JL... currently trying to prepare myself for the sat 1730hr game against mtu sparks... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;" >P.S Dun be afraid to try to be Different! When u r lack of Confident, use ur Courage then!!! gal i miss ya..</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8531579651232400046?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-4773399320643968152007-06-13T07:28:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:20:47.405+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>we lost the game to the the pirates by 10 points... i think we have ourselves to blame... being outplayed n outclass in the first three quarters... they have lead us all the way thru out the game... we were never close...</em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em></em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>in the last quarter we had liang, steven, daniel, kelvin n me on the court n we managed to cut down the lead from 24 to jus 4 wif 23.8secs left to play... i had a pretty bad game except for tat 3 pointer which was far behind the arc n closed the lead to 4... </em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em></em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>i guess most of the players put their faith n trust in the five of us... except for one or two... they actually gave up on the game... come on wat is 20 points? all we had to work out is the defensive thing... so wat if we had the most powerful offense in the league but if we dun do defense like simple full court man to man... then it's really hard...</em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em></em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>liang had a gd overall game... steven was average til the last quarter... daniel shouldn't be on the bench too much... he is a great arsenal to have... kelvin fought hard for all the rebounds but offensively he still can't finished strong... i had a disappointing game under my belt last nite... my homework til the end of the league is to try to maintain my shooting touch n finished it off...</em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em></em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>mars time to regroup n focus on the game right from the beginning... not always in the third quarter then we start our run n play to our style... Sat 1730 playing against MTU Sparks... hopefully we can picked up the lost ground... </em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em></em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>today will be a better day n there's training today at yishun blk 755 basketball court at 730pm tonite... sunday be going to sentosa... in a dilemma dun noe should i ask her along... or jus worried to be rejected... haha... </em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em></em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>sat is my captain's birthday celebration... going for durians as usual at geylang n maybe after tat will go ktv at paradiz again or somewhere near there... guess it's time for me to go catch some winks... haven't sleep til after my game... my eyes r getting smaller n smaller as each sentences i typed... zhaoz liao...</em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em></em></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ><em>p.s maintain ur spirit, maintain ur result</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-477339932064396815?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-6859805181992784772007-06-12T15:09:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:21:11.245+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><em>a few hours before game... i'm now at liang's house writing tis blog... jus went for a table tennis session... long time never play liao... abit interesting playing after so long never even touched a bat... haha...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>a few hours more to go before the game today... feeling not very comfortable... got sore thoart... n bad cough... hopefully wun affect my performance later... </em><br /><em></em><br /><em>giraffe is ur leg okie le? i hope u seriously give it a thought... how long do u intend to play basketball? only tis year c division? retired after 2008? or u wanna play for years to come? if u wanna play for years to come i really suggest u take gd care of ur leg... best is do something abt it... i noe u love basketball alot... but u maybe able to play now but in times to come? can ur leg take the pain? </em><br /><em></em><br /><em>i noe i abit fan la... but it's for ur gd... to me all of u gals r like my own daughters... i dun wan anything bad to happened to u gals... so sometimes must seek the advices of old man like me... haha... must admit i old liao... cos i think i have generation gap wif u gals lor... LoL...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>going to office first before heading for the game... Pirates watch out... here i come... looking forward to wed actually... maybe i oso dun noe how to explain y... but jus simply looking forward to wed... haha... tml will definitely be a happy n better day... jiayou J.L</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-685980518199278477?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-41403653498567288392007-06-11T15:27:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:21:35.216+08:00<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >haha... feel very happy today... jus updated my blog wif videos n songs... the youtube songs r really very nice n funny lor... listen to the whole song dun stopped halfway if u wanna view it... the first clip is abt a muar who is very proud of his muar chinese... second clip is part 2 of him but it oso say things abt singapore at the middle part... third is by lao zhar bo another funny old woman...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >whereas for the song the title is 最后一次... it is sing by one of my friend's friend... her name is lovynn... her voice is very nice... the first time i heard tis song i was really touched by her voice... i tried asking her for the lyrics cos the lyrics oso meaningful... n she say she will get back to me... hopefully i wun need to wait too long for it...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >all the above is my own personal opinions... maybe if u listen le u might not like it... u might not agreed wif me... but it's okie... cos everybody's opinion will surely differ...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >n to those who r reading my blog... i have oso jus add a chatbox to my blog... so now u have two ways to leave me comments n ur opinions... so hopefully it will make things easier for u guys n gals...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >can i noe other than asthma wat other sickness need inhaler? by the way anyone who noe anything abt yuzhen please keep me update... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >tml still have bbaxn game... be playing against Pirates 715pm... the previous match we played against them we jus merely won them by 2 points... i scored 12 in tat game... but i'm thristy for more victories... haha... hopefully tml i can play a better game compare to my last meeting wif them...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >actually i'm quite lucky i have a bunch of gd teammates in APC Mars... they r warriors who will never say die even in the hardest situations... but guys lets jus go all the way from start til the end... dun always start our engine only in the third quarter... cos we r capable of more things n more convincing wins... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >thanks for all the trust n confidence u guys have given me... even our female supporters... i will never back away from a challenge... let's tried to be champions tis season...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >as for Chong Ghee... i think i have the best teammates anyone in tis world could have ask for... gd to see us coming back together stronger... i'm now currently at a lost point in the team... i dun noe where do i stand... but believe me i'll get back into the right mentality asap... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);font-family:courier new;" ><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">will keep my readers n friends updated abt my life, my bbaxn games n chong ghee thingy... n maybe late july i'll oso update more on my gals team thingy... gotta run...</span> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-4140365349856728839?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-23756099773883532902007-06-09T23:02:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:21:57.377+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >still waiting for love to knocked on ur door? stop waiting love will never come go look for it instead... haha i think my bunch of emo kids saw my blog n they all think i'm in love liao... LOL... wat the... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >but seriously i think love is a formula... wat formula u must be thinking rite... is a mathematics formula... add the responsibility, minus the loneliness, multiply the happiness n divide the problems... haha... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >maybe tis isn't a gd way to explain love... but anyway i think love really can't be explain... in different situations or when u meet different people u will have different feelings... different aspect towrds love... in fact love can be anything... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >wat's the greatest love on earth? many will think it is everlasting love... but sorry it's wrong... the greatest love is a mum's love for her kids... she will do everything n i really mean everything to protect her kids... so if u r reading my blog now please go n think when was the last time u told ur mum tat u love her? when was the last time tat u hugged her? when was the last time u kissed her?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >we do tat often when we were still kids... but now we dun cos we think very embarassed to do all tis to our mums... as we r already grown up... but always remember in ur mum's eyes no matter how old u r, u will always be a kid in her eyes... respect ur motherly love for u... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >i sincerely think only when we learn how to be loved n loved ourself before we can really noe wat is love... dun need to think y i cant find my mr or mrs right... open up our heart n learn to accept the love from ur mum first... trust me love between guys n gals will follow suit...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:courier new;" >haha... come to think of it it's very funny... different stages of my life i have different concepts towards love... may all those looking at my blog now find their true love which will result in mutiplied happiness...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-2375609977388353290?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-52708151755905534142007-06-09T04:18:00.000+08:002007-06-21T14:22:18.966+08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >went to the movies wif my friends n i'm glad tat she join me for the show... was quite surprised when she called me in the noon... i was having my nap n i supposed tat is the first time we really talk on the phone... i think we talked for abt 1hour plus... begin to noe a little bit more abt tis mysterious lady whom i noe at yishun safra... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >she told me she will talked to me because she thinks tat i'm persisstant enough to keep trying to contact her n msg her even though she gave me ans tat is very attitude... haha... maybe tis is me ba... she seems friendly enough to talk around wif my friends... n luckily she did or else i supposed she will feel out of place... although she keep disturbing n bully me but i dun take it to heart lor... cos to me it's jus tat i dun wanna bicker wif u so i jus kept quiet n let u win lor...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >if u happened to read tis blog ar, haha cos i would rather see u smile n laugh than angry n pissed lor... sorry didn't see u home.. cos at cine i say i will see u home but u say dun need... then i dun noe if u really meant wat u say.. but i choose to believe wat i hear straight from ur mouth...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >it was a fun n memorable nite out at cine though... although the show zodiac sucks for sure.. but due to the one sitting beside me on my left... it was not tat bored after all... i think whether a movie sucks or not it depends on who's watching it wif u... n it jus happened tat the right person was watching it wif me... so at least we can talk to each another...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >now while i'm doing tis blog she's talking wif me on msn... she will be flying off on sun n will be back by wed... she told me not to be worried abt her... n she say she will be good... n i actually tell her who says i'm worried... actually i believe u should noe tat i'm worried la... but jus trying to disturb u... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >hopefully she wun find me a nuisance but ar one thing for sure stand beside her ar i find tat i like very short like tat... haha... but luckily i dun really care too much... height is not important lor... n i think we can be considered friends now... n jus let tis friendship blossom naturally...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" ></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:times new roman;" >by the way as a friend i sure care for u de... if anything tat comes along ur path n u need someone to talk to or a listening ear can jus look for me... jiayou for ur graduation speech...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-5270815175590553414?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-40600660873766878722007-06-08T10:11:00.000+08:002007-06-24T14:23:08.506+08:00<span style="color:#000000;"><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;" ><span style="color:#000000;">someone jus came n look at my blog n she told my gals tat she was affected by wat i wrote... i feel very funny if u have not done anything wrong then y should u feel affected by someone whom u dun even</span> <span style="color:#000000;">noe... i'm not sure y would u go tell the kids abt u being affected... but maybe it will be of some help... cos they r still kids so they r very soft hearted... maybe they will listen to her more from now on ba...</span></span></em><span style="color:#000000;"><br /><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ></span></em><br /></span><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color:#000000;">to me no matter who coached them oso not important... wat's important is they played to their full potential... n being able to do tis first u got to noe ur players well... secondly there is a mutual trust </span><span style="color:#000000;">between players n coach... it's no longer in the 80's where players will jus keep quiet n let the coach shout at him n the player still tried playing to his best for the coach...</span></span></em><span style="color:#000000;"><br /><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ></span></em><br /></span><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color:#000000;">it's a totally different era now... it takes two hands to clap... the players have to do their best n coaches please kindly remember to update urself on trainings n most importantly tactics to break down opponents defense</span><span style="color:#000000;">... stop living in ur own world... walked out of it... if a coach is limited to only one or two plays then please dun shout at the kids... is not their fault tat they lose... cos as a coach u should bear all the responsibility...</span></span></em><br /><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ></span></em><br /><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color:#000000;">to the kids they dun deserve the scoldings... to them basketball is a sport full of joy n fun... not scoldings n so call discipline off the court... i think discipline is how they control themselves n do watever a coach taught</span><span style="color:#000000;"> them during trainings in a game... if my kids have no discipline kindly explain to me y they managed to run the offense i taught them less than a month before tournaments... </span></span></em><br /><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ></span></em><br /><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#000000;"><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ><span style="color:#000000;"><span style="color:#000000;">time isn't an obstacle... is how u managed time...</span> if u can organised ur time in how to operate the training well then there is no excuses y the kids aren't learning anything... maybe the one who saw my blog wun understand cos nothing like wat had happened to me had happened to her b4... y did i say i feel disappointed...</span><span style="color:#000000;"> simple because i put in my all in the team whereas i feel pissed when u say u feel affected cos remember wat u told the gals when they ask u y u wanna coached them... u say it's because u can get pay... anyway if u can get out of ur own world please kindly ask my kids for my numbers n maybe we could talk...</span></span></em><span style="color:#000000;"><br /><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;" ></span></em></span></span></span><br /><em style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)"><span style="COLOR: rgb(255,153,255);font-family:times new roman;color:#000000;" ><span style="color:#000000;">but dun get the wrong ideas... i wanna talk to ya because i noe if i wan my kids to get better then they might get to do wif a better equipped coach... so dun jus simply assume... u noe wat assume means? it means it will make an ass of u</span> <span style="color:#000000;">n me... wat happened is not on coincidence... it happened for a reason... wat i say i believed u noe wat i meant... who says i wan u to call me so tat i can say until u worthless... think for all u wan... but my kids will noe wat i'm trying to say...</span></span></em></span><span style="color:#000000;"> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-4060066087376687872?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-56852123312236384612007-06-05T11:19:00.000+08:002007-06-05T11:24:05.705+08:00<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">kangbai gals i really hope to noe wat r u gals thinking individually... so please respond to me by either leaving ur comment or call me up... i need to noe cos i wanna build the core of tis new team... so please get back to me asap...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-5685212331223638461?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-79640922465330086182007-06-04T09:11:00.000+08:002007-06-04T09:36:47.926+08:00<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family: times new roman;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">quite alot happened during tis period of time... first thing first the best news is finally the whole chong ghee team had commited themselves to the team's training n the future of the team seems bright... all r back together... hopefully we can play like how we were playing back in 2004...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">secondly i had stopped coaching compassvale sec... all because of rumours n jealously between J n the teacher in charge towards me... they think tat i'm too close to my girls... they think i shouldn't have give them extra training... but as a coach how can i turned down players who r willing to learn to play better basketball... i've decide to set up a team outside school out of my own... n my gals said tat they r willing to train under me... tat's the only way of coaching them without people spreading rumours abt me together wif my gals again...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">these two incidents make me realised tat setbacks only makes me stronger... i dun wished to question the power of the school... they might have think tat hiring a new coach for the school will pushed me to a dead end... but sorry i might have lost the battle but i have won the war... cos i'm not alone tis time round... my gals r in it wif me... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">the most heartbreaking n disappointment moment tis year is when i saw how the new coach lead my gals out for a invitational tournament in woodlands... she doesn't understand my players... she dun noe wat they wan... it's really painful when i see wat i have sow being stamped by some grown up adults... dun think tat u can control the gals jus because u have drive me away... cos the gals have their own thinkings n unless they really wanna do it... if not even if they do it they will do it half heartedly... it's jus so simple... adults whom i talking abt n those like them please quit the act... stop acting like Mr nice guy in front of the girls when u have been back stabbing me n being nice to me in front of me... bonding will always pushed a team to a new height... maybe because of tis incident they will played better n trained even harder under me... hopefully it is a blessing in disguise...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">if everything goes smoothly i will start coaching choa chu kang sec from wed onwards... n my time will be spent coaching n in helping ah liang... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">to my gals who is looking at my blog... it's been fantastic working wif u gals... looking at u gals make me think of how i was like in the past... i'm never going to give up on u gals... unless u gals give up on urself... jiayou... dun let setbacks beat u flat on ur back... be positive n it will only make u stronger... let's get thru tis test together... gals if u read tis please leave me a comment to let me noe tat if u r wif me...</span><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7964092246533008618?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-5414024526019230022007-04-26T10:27:00.000+08:002007-04-26T10:45:12.353+08:00<span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">was quite a roller coaster day for me... went rollerblading at east coast wif liang in the noon ard 2plus... was bored cos there was no one except for the maybe ten as we can see blading... but had the time to talk abt ourselves...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ktv session is next stop for us... one of my friends last minute tell me she cant make it... was quite down cos i promised to intro one gal to melvin a friend of sharleen... but on our way in the car from yishun to amk to eat our dinner when liang's phone rang... after chatting on the phone for awhile he ask me to listen to it... at first i tot it was who... but to my surprised it was jiaxin... i was 101% stunned on the spot... can't really see my own reactions... but must be damned funny... haha...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">she came along wif us to the ktv sessions... was happy til the end ba... had a great time singing n talking wif the group... although she left early but i noe tat there's no way tat i can stopped her from going... the only way to make her stay by my side i noe tat is only when she's willing to ba...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">maybe i noe her character too well or maybe i dun really noe her... been having different emotions from the blading at east coast to the ktv at amk... by the way took a picture wif her... although i noe tat she's feeling down inside n thinks alot of her troubles... but never once did i speak to her abt it... cos i've learnt to how to protect her from a distance...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">hopefully she will get over wat has been troubling her in her mind soon... if so happened tat u see tis post.... jus wanna let u noe tat i'm always here for u... be it friends or lovers...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-541402452601923002?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-9636818277015071332007-04-16T12:31:00.000+08:002007-04-16T12:43:41.664+08:00<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">it's going to be the last week of coaching for me... cos school's cca activities will stop on the 20th of april to let the students prepared for their mid year exams... so be quite free til almost after the exams period end...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">jus went rollerblading on the 14th of april... was very fun although my giraffe fell down n injuried her kneecap til the very last part of our blading journey... had a great time wif them though although it's jus a two hour session... looking forward to another blading session at east coast... anyone interested in coming along r all welcome... promise to be fun...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">my captain send me a file which is wat michael jordan says in his book... abt his theory in life n concepts n mindsets he had... it sounds fantastic... very motivating... then i decide to send it to my students.. n one of my students said tis is very similar to wat i usually tell them... haha... tat means tat actually my thinking is quite closed to one of the sporting greats... feel so proud...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">anyway last nite on the 15th of april jus met up wif liang, zhiming n oso yiwen... we had a talk at blk 110 coffeeshop til 1plus in the morning... feels great talking to them... cos alot of past memories jus keep flowing into my head... looking forward to more of tis kinda session...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">realised tat everyone will have their own problems... but it's jus how they face it n solved it... no point getting fustrated over it n be sad over it... cos whether u r happy or sad a day still will jus goes by at a snap of ur finger... so y not lead ur day happily... tis concept is jus so simple... haha...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-963681827701507133?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-34358652578071537362007-04-06T08:22:00.000+08:002007-04-06T08:54:33.140+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">everyone will get into a relationship at least once in his or her lifetime... it's strange tat when feelings come no matter how u tried to avoid it u will still stopped dead on its track... i think everyone has to go thru it be the ending sad n bitter... or happy n sweet...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">alot of ppl will do watever they can n even give up alot on their parts in order to make the relationship work out... but problem is r they trying too hard? does the other party have the same thinking as u n put in as much effort as u did?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">maybe u can't compare who should love who more n who should put in more... but watever u do for tat someone is it worth it? is the result in the end turned out to be wat u wan? love is a very two sided affair... it will definitely not worked out if only one of the party commits into it... whereas the other party jus sit back on the receiving end...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">wat is funny is when two persons r together they will forsake every earthly possession they have in exchanged for tat special someone whom they make believed to be... n they will think tat no matter how big the sacrifice is it is worth the risk... but if the relationship turned out not the way u wan it to be or when a couple breaks up then they will start to think tat y am i so stupid to put in so much soul n efforts...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">at least the above mentioned is still rational... cos there's oso others out there after an end of their relationship they still hold on to it... should i say tat they noe who n wat they wan in life? or r they jus plain stupid? to remain trapped in tat never worked out relationship... yet they still think tat the day will come when tat someone will come back into his or her life...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">there's no right n wrongs in a relationship... no one can be the judge in one... letting go of ur past n learning ur mistakes is the most important issue... u can get into as many relationship as u wan but if u keep on making the same mistake then til the end of time u will still be not able to attained true happiness...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">alot of ppl r mislead tat letting go means to forget... it's a wrong concept... cos we should always remember tat it's the past which makes up the u right now... letting go means to move on n carried on ur own life... dun jus simply let ur life revolve ard the past relationship... times will wait for no one...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">even if u r sad n heartbroken... times won't stopped n commemorate ur pitied past relationship... time won't n will never stopped because of anyone's sake... there will definitely be a twilight period after an end of a relationship... the only best thing to do is to learn how to let go n opened up ur heart in the fastest way ever...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic; font-family: times new roman;">love always have a two sided story to it... it can be the most sweetest thing on earth... but it can oso be the most tragic thing ard... it all really depends on how we look at love... or should i say it really depends how oneself wan the ending to be... happily ever after? or sad n tragic ending?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-3435865257807153736?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-85239338858959209532007-03-29T11:06:00.000+08:002007-03-29T11:28:54.639+08:00<span style="font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">tat's the end of my basketball season... APC Mars got fourth in the bbaxn weekend league... i think sixth or seventh in the midweek league... Chong Ghee most prob oso sixth in the BAS Div 1...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">3 weeks of rest before the new season at bbaxn start again... looking forward to the new season... cos there's a new team which is make up of national team players n ex national team players... playing against them will improved my dimensions in the game...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">we had a talk last nite after the game against Home United... it's the same old shit again regarding commitment to the team... turning up for training anot... i'm sick of it... tis problem had been surfacing for the past two years n everyone will jus say they will commit but it will only last a few weeks the most...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">today i'll be bringing my gals for their game against Jurong West Sec... they kept asking me wat do i think of the game... whether they stand a chance to win anot... my answer to them is Not Easy But Very Simple... meaning is if they can produced 80% of wat i ask from them then they will surely win... but it's really hard to produced 80%... cos normally they can only produced 40% of wat i wan in a competitive game...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">someone told me tat we need to take a break after so much of basketball... but to me it is my life... if i dun can into contact wif a basketball for two days continuously then i will feel very weird... actually i guess wat tat someone says really differ for everyone had a different aspect towards life n towards the game...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">but one thing for sure i'll never give up no matter wat happened... although the roads ahead maybe tough but only when we endured n overcome the obstacle then we will grow stronger mentality wise... </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: times new roman; color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-style: italic;">Chong Ghee needs only six months of regular training to gel together... guys jus six months... we can definitely do it... i'm really eager to end the Home United Dominance... i'm 101% sure tat we will be able to make it happened... looking forward to the day when our hard work on n off the court paid dividend...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8523933885895920953?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-75758894811829242802007-03-26T09:30:00.000+08:002007-03-26T09:50:41.187+08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic;">my team had jus lost two games in a row.. against Tagawa n Tong Whye... n alot of situations popped out... my coach was very fustrated wif maybe our team or a few players... our morale was low n hopefully we can picked ourselves up before our game wif Home United on wed...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic;">anyway last fri my compassvale B gals had their first taste of victory against Guangyang Sec... tis was their first win in 3years times... n i noe tat tis win was very important to them... hopefully after tis victory they will gain the confident they need... i was happy for them too... cos they earned their victory thru team work...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic;">finally they looked a like a team n played like a team... congrats to them sorry i didn't really do much on tat day itself... cos i truly believe on the court only u urself can decide whether u wanna focus n played hard anot... in a basketball game the decider of who's going to win, depends much on the whole team's morale, fighting spirit n who wans the win more...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: times new roman; font-style: italic;">my giraffe got to jiayou too... cos C gals whether can make it to the second round tis year will depend on ur aggressiveness... if u dare to drive in the lane n do some serious damages by lay up urself or even draw defenders to u n dish the ball out to ur teammates who is free then u gals stand a high chances... hopefully u wun wait tat long to taste ur first victory in a compassvale uniform...<br /><br />Sabrina seems to be troubled... n i hope the whole team can help to shared her problems... cos tis is wat a real team will do... Sab had carried the team for so many years le... it's time the team learnt how to share her burden n let her be more relief...<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-7575889481182924280?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-81271107910737868742007-03-21T11:24:00.000+08:002007-03-21T11:35:55.384+08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">20th of march 2007 is the most unluckiest day of my life i supposed up to date so far... first my gals lost their basketball game against bedok north... secondly i lost my handphone... thirdly i lost my wallet... lastly my adidas slipper was spoiled...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">n today the 21st of march is the important day where we Chong Ghee play against Tong Whye... if we managed a win against them then we stand a high chances of making it to the semi finals... hopefully we will be able to contain their three stars players...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">first Weitai his offense is a real threat nowadays although last year his shooting really sucks... haha... second is joe, he is a potent threat be it inside the three point line or outside it... lastly is kendy, his offensive rebound n his second chance scoring is a big threat to us cos our box out sucks...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">but our team oso posed some threat to them... defensively they can't get past Liang... offensively they got to stop Qilin, Jiesheng, Kongyi, Zekun, Shengjun, Kunmu and Zhengfu... we have a team that really spread out the points... anyone of us can jus get some points... may the best team win...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">hopefully nobody is disrupted by anyone who pick up my handphone... </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0); font-style: italic;">God Bless...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; var type = 4; var box = 1;</script> <script language='JavaScript' src='http://myflashbox.sg/flashbox.js' type='text/javascript'></script><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3112836492876006239-8127110791073786874?l=life-is-a-struggle-jl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>life is a strugglehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02053122034788735426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3112836492876006239.post-38305983060294630602007-03-20T11:29:00.000+08:002007-03-20T11:41:48.199+08:00<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Currently taking part in the BAS division 1 tournament... there's eight team in tis most prestige league in singapore... they r Home United, Eng Tat, Tong Whye, SAFSA, Sin Kee, Tagawa, Tung Sun n last but not least my team CHong Ghee... </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">we lost our first game of the tourney to Sin kee... but all was not lost cos we managed to beat Tung Sun n Eng Tat... tml will the decisive game against Tong Whye... but i really believe my team stands a chance of making the semi finals... cos as long as we keep our morale n spirit high then i really think we r a force to be reckon wif...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">my compassvale girls b division be playing their Nike tourney from today onwards... although to me tis tourney had no meaning cos those taking part in it r all losers... it meant alot to my gals... they r grouped wif Guangyang, Bedok North n Jurong West... as long as they can opened up themselves n played to their hearts' content then i believe shouldn't be a problem for them to capture the tourney...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">two more games to go before my bbaxn season is over... n 1 month to rest before the new season take place again... hopefully my team APC Mars can really pull up our socks n start kicking those ass n proved ppl wrong tat singaporeans can oso play gd basketball...</span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script language='JavaScript' type='text/javascript'>var uid = 61273; 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