sometimes i really quite confused abt gals' thinking... aiyo cannot simply noe wat is running in their mind... no wonder there's a saying which goes like tis "女人心海底深"...
recently been very unlucky lor... keep getting caught for breaking the laws... haiz... fines n more fines... seems tat my gd luck for escaping the eye of the law has gone... in the past i purposely break the law n even openly do it lor but nothing happened... jus like driving without license, smoking contra band cigarette, taking drugs n alot of bad things la... but now the long arms of the law have finally caught up wif me... now even smoking oso get caught lor... tough luck...
been having a weird feeling abt my life for quite sometimes le... dun noe y always have problems in life... of course maybe it's nothing compare to alot of ppl out there in the world... n maybe it is the so call 先苦后甜... but i'm worried i'll never have the chance to experience the fruits of my labour...
i left my previous company because i think financially wise it's not very stable... n i joined another company which poached me for 3times b4 i agreed terms wif them... but it's less then a mth n i'm starting to encounter loads of politics... the company have a huge history of 18 yrs... but in the company the top management r mostly chinese from china... n damn i'm having alot of problems wif them... cos the management always sides n look after their fellow mates from china... the way they do things r not fair la... i noe nothing is fair in tis world... but they r doing it too obvious... n man i'm someone who wun run away from challenges... so i actually had a talk wif my manager n supervisor... they r both chinese... n they were out talk by me la... n now i actually received news tat i'm marked by them now...
how things turn ard... imagine these two r the ppl who poached me jus ard a mth back... n now they r trying to marked me... lol... dun noe wat the heck is wrong wif their thinkings... no offences to the chinese in sg... i'm definitely not a racist... but i jus can't stand it when ppl keep on stepping on my tail.. it's making me more n more piss off... i'm still trying to control abit now la... can't imagined when the day i can't take it anymore n explode... maybe it's my fault too la... cos i'm too friendly n let ppl have the impression tat they can actually boss me around...
reservist coming up coming monday... be high key la... so will be in camp for two weeks... jus nice a break for me n maybe spend the two weeks reconsider all my options... the 篮总杯 is jus ard the corner oso... be starting at the 20th of sept which is oso ah liang's big day... hopefully will not have game tat day... my target for myself in tis tourney is to bring the team to the top four... n after our first friendly i realised tat if we spend more times playing together there is a high chance we will be in the semis... hopefully all things will turn out fine for me... : (
