Friday, February 1, 2008 ; 12:57Y
time-out
it's been a long time since i last blog... maybe i have nothing to blog... maybe i have nothing special tat is worth to blog abt... tonite be starting my new work at hotshot... it's something like cherry but the environment is better... i really look forward to start working again...
chong pang cup has started... but all the odds is against me... lost my ball sense... lost my stamina... lost my strength lost everything... my confidence is at a low at a moment n my coach's comments make me feel even worse... feel lost in the lalang... can't blame him though cos it's always the same whenever i play for chong ghee cos i jus can't seems to be able to play to my best... pressure is mounting up high n after some serious consideration i opted out... maybe i'm a weakling in others' eyes... but i'm not happy at all... maybe some casual ball game on wed nite or some fun games @ bbaxn league will do me better... i dun wanna be a burden to my coach n to my teammates... at least i gave up my spot so tat better players can fill up the team n make it a more balance n equip team... but i'll always be there for my teammates...
recently got into contact wif my lao da... she's having problems in her relationship oso... been meeting up wif her quite regularly n trying to cheer her up at the expense of my own unhappiness... i dun think anyone can understand wat i'm going thru rite now... the feeling of insecure, lost n watever negatives r so strong in me... really feel lost...
jus hope tat all things will work out well... 2008 is it going to be jus another year or is it going to be something special for me?
