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Wednesday, November 28, 2007 ; 15:34Y
time-out

after i started working at cherry i'm like at cherry every nite... if i'm working i sure be there lor... but if i'm off i will still go there... the latest off day was monday... i went down wif norman... 2 of us yet we opened 4 bottles of martell... drink like no tomorrow... end of the day had a balance of 1 n 1/3 bottle... i think my liver going to be gone sooner rather than later at the rate i'm drinking... then sometimes after work still go over to dragonfly to drink... think i'm now an fucking alcoholic...

it's been ages since i last touched a basketball... but it's still my most beloved thing in my life rite now... pick up some thai thru some thai friends n a english to thai dictionary... so tat at least i'll be able to converse wif the thais at my workplace... there is a thai singer at cherry n her name is nadia... she's hot lor... alot of customer come jus to support her... but her vocal is indeed stronger then the rest of the singers there... maybe tat explains y she is so popular... n she oso very cool at work... dun really talk wif customer maybe tat makes more customer crave for her ba... but off work at home she's so cute lor... totally opposite of herself at work...

tonite most likely will be another hectic day... cos boss's friend jenny birthday... so i supposed alot of super regulars will turn up today... went to 'lorketon' dun noe is it spell correctly... but is a thai festival which u light a candle n place it in the center of a flower n then see it off in the sea... is to change our luck... was quite a sight at kallang river tat nite...

on nadia's birthday gave her a necklace wif a blinking snowflakes pendant... she was so happy to received it lor... cos i supposed tat is her only present she received in singapore... quite closed wif the live band members... n they r going back to thai tis jan 2008... n they asked me to go look for them at pataya chanburi... cos they might not be coming back...

it's been very very long since i last saw any teammates of mine lor... wonder how r they getting on... sometimes misunderstanding will occur.... but i dun noe if i would to call n explain will tat someone think i'm jus trying to stalk her... so my choice is to jus keep quiet cos there's nothing i could do as well... all the best to those who noe me be it friends who will walk thru memory lane wif me or friends who have once play a part in my life...

i'm going to get a thai buddha pendant for myself... dun noe which buddha to get but will see fate lor... see which buddha can catch my attention... christmas coming... excited abt it but too bad i had to work on eve n tat day itself... so most likely is going to be an early christmas for me...

told jx abt wat happened to me recently n she really gave me gd advises... thanks jx for always be there for me n understanding my situations....

to my gals... jan is coming which means tournament which u gals n me have been looking forward to back in 2006 has come... jus one words for u gals... it's showtime... jiayou...
time to go prepared for work... ciaoz...





Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ; 12:50Y
time-out

This song is called "ying kwaa sia jai" by Punch.


เสียแรงที่รัก เสียแรงที่ไว้ใจ ไม่นึกว่าจะทำได้ลงคอ
sia raeng tee rak sia raeng tee wai jai mai neuk waa ja tam daai long kor
Wasted the efforts loving you, wasted the efforts trusting you. Never thought that you would be able to do such things, so shamelessly.

ช่วยตอบสักคำ ทำไมไม่รู้จักพอ ทำไม ใจเธอถมไม่เคยเต็ม
chuay dtop sak kam tam-mai mai roo jak por tam-mai jai ter tom mai koie dtem
Please just answer one question; why didn't you realize when it is enough? Why is it that your heart can't be satisfied?

เสียแรงที่หวง เสียแรงที่ทุ่มเท
sia raeng tee huang sia raeng tee toom tay
Wasted the efforts worrying about you, wasted the efforts devoting to you.

ไม่เห็นใจกันบ้างเลยหรืออย่างไร
mai hen jai gan baang loie reu yaang rai
Don't you sympathize with me at all, or is it otherwise?

เธอทำอย่างนี้ ฉันจะมองหน้าใครได้
ter tam yaang nee chan ja mong naa krai daai
You did it this way, how then shall I face others?

ทำไมใจเธอร้ายเหลือเกิน
tam-mai jai ter raai leua gern
Why is your heart so excessively bad?

ไม่เห็นกับตา ก็คงไม่เชื่อ
mai hen gap dtaa gor kong mai cheua
Don't see with my own eyes, maybe I won't believe.

ไม่เจอกับตัว คงโง่ไปอีกนาน
mai jer gap dtua kong ngoh bpai eek naan
Don't encounter it personally, maybe I'll be ignorant even longer.

คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง
kon rak gan mai naa ja tam daai long
People in love should never be able to do such things.

ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร
kwaam seu dtrong mai mee baang loie reu-rai
Sincererity, there isn't anymore, or what?

ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป
taa mae wan nee rao dtong dtaai jaak gan bpai
Even if today we should die and be seperated,

ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย
yang mai sia jai tao nee loie
I would still not be as sad as this!

เสียแรงที่หวง เสียแรงที่ทุ่มเท
sia raeng tee huang sia raeng tee toom tay
Wasted the efforts worrying about you, wasted the efforts devoting to you.

ไม่เห็นใจกันบ้างเลยหรืออย่างไร
mai hen jai gan baang loie reu yaang rai
Don't you sympathize with me at all, or is it otherwise?

เธอทำอย่างนี้ ฉันจะมองหน้าใครได้
ter tam yaang nee chan ja mong naa krai daai
You did it this way, how then shall I face others?

ทำไมใจเธอร้ายเหลือเกิน
tam-mai jai ter raai leua gern
Why is your heart so excessively bad?

ที่เสียน้ำตาวันนี้ ไม่ใช่เพราะเธอทิ้งฉันไป
tee sia nam dtaa wan nee mai chai pror ter ting chan bpai
That I shed tears today, it's not because you had abandoned me,

แต่เสียใจที่ลืมเธอไม่ลง
dtae sia jai tee leum ter mai long
but I'm sad that I'm unable yo forget you.

คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง
kon rak gan mai naa ja tam daai long
People in love should never be able to do such things.

ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร
kwaam seu dtrong mai mee baang loie reu-rai
Sincererity, there isn't anymore, or what?

ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป
taa mae wan nee rao dtong dtaai jaak gan bpai
Even if today we should die and be seperated,

ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย
yang mai sia jai tao nee loie
I would still not be as sad as this!

คนรักกันไม่น่าจะทำได้ลง
kon rak gan mai naa ja tam daai long
People in love should never be able to do such things.

ความซื่อตรงไม่มีบ้างเลยหรือไร
kwaam seu dtrong mai mee baang loie reu-rai
Sincererity, there isn't anymore, or what?

ถ้าแม้วันนี้ เราต้องตายจากกันไป
taa mae wan nee rao dtong dtaai jaak gan bpai
Even if today we should die and be seperated,

ยังไม่เสียใจ เท่านี้เลย
yang mai sia jai tao nee loie
I would still not be as sad as this!


the above is the lyrics cum english translation for the song ying kwa sia jai... hope u all like it...






Monday, November 12, 2007 ; 17:06Y
time-out

must go to my wishes n click on to the link of Ying Kwa Sia Jia... really very nice... very hard to find thai songs i realised... but after many days of effort in searching for it there here it is... hope u enjoy the mtv... it's a very gd mtv... the mtv seems familiar to me... the story seems like had happened to someone i knew before... but i jus couldn't figure it out who tat person was... but for once jus click the link at my wishes n check tis song out...





Tuesday, November 6, 2007 ; 11:34Y
time-out

back to my old life full of clubbing... y? cos i now work as bartender at Cherry Thai disco... haha... yiwen, elvis n weida r oso working there wif me... it's fun working wif ur clicks... there's live band who sings thai n sometimes chinese n cantonese songs... although their pronounciation is very strange la... but at least still can understand abit lor... haha... tonite will be my 4th day at work there... til now is quite fun la... yiwen n me had a thinking we going to changed tis place into something like dragonfly... haha... maybe we r dreaming ba... anyway heard a very very nice thai song by the title of ying kwaa sia jia sing by punch... supposingly i will be able to converse in thai soon... then there's RnB hip hop n most of the time the DJ will play techno... for those who like me haven't hear techno since dun noe 'n' ages back... u can come to tis joint... it will bring back the memories in u last time when techno was such a hit in singapore... haha...

help my coach in his chong pang event last sun morning... thanks gals u all have been a great help... after tat trained my gals straight at chong pang cc... the weather is damned hot... i force my gals to water parade b4 the training start at ard 11... they trained until 1230pm n after tat we went to eat at blk 732... ate the xiao wan mian... whole team all eat the same food lor... after tat went home sleep for like 1n half hr b4 i set off for work again...

now my life will be totally opposite of others... when everybody is sleeping it's my daytime... haha jus like vampire... when the sun rises it is time for me to go to sleep... i think it's going to be a saving period for me... cos i dun have time to spend money too... oh n gd offer those who come Cherry to support me will be able to get 20% discount... which means one martell(70cc) is only 150bucks... quite a bargain... gtg catch more sleep b4 i set off for work 5 more hrs from now... ciaoz...










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