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Thursday, October 25, 2007 ; 00:35Y
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since kunmu decided not to play for mars again due to him quarelling wif rob n reynold... i have decided to step up n fill the offense left behind by kunmu... ever since kunmu was playing i stopped scoring cos i jus need to throw the ball to him... but now i'm back into my scoring thingy again... rob was unhappy tat he thought tat we were all all playing individual ball... but wasn't his priority is to win the league... sometimes we need to figure out the best way to attack our opponents... n if they r playing man to man defense n someone can take him on 1 on 1 n beat him flat then y not... anyway the feeling of a team is not there... maybe due to the facts tat whenever we lost someone will be pushing the blame... nobody wanna step up n admit their own mistakes... rob said he wanna see team ball.. but when we dun train how do u expect any chemistry between the players... so maybe i'm too sensitive in his latest report he say tat 1 superstar scorer... was he refering to me cos i was the top scorer tat day... maybe i shouldn't have played to my best from now onwards... cos for all the previous games i really put in my all be it in defense or offense... at least tis is my philosophy tat whenever i'm on the court i had to do my best... but if scoring means i'm not a team player then i'll stop scoring... chong pang cup coming soon... maybe coach still will not use me maybe he will... but i dun care too much now... age is catching up on me so i jus wanna enjoy myself for the remaining of my basketballing days... PASSION is not a CRIME...

after seeing shengjun tying the knots wif debbie i changed my views on relationships... fate maybe do really play a BIG part in it... i really believe in FATE rite now... wat's meant to be will be... wat's not no matter how hard u tried u will never be together... tat's wat i told candy n cally too... opportunity only comes knocking at ur door maybe once in a blue moon... so when it comes remember to seize it... dun let it run away again... maybe it's time for me to think abt who do i really need to accompany me for the rest of my life... tough call though cos so wat if i figure out who is tat one i wan most... be it in watever situations it really takes two hands to clap... love may not means everything but nobody can live without it... everyone is looking for tat someone to share their lifes wif... one thing for sure LOVE can really performs miracles... so never belittle the power of love...





Monday, October 22, 2007 ; 12:02Y
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went meeting up wif shengjun n company at liang's house on the 19th of oct @830pm... played mahjong all the way til 3plus in the morning of 20th oct... went chong pang nasi lemak for breakfast n headed straight off to shengjun's sister house at bedok... decorated the beetle cabriolet, matrix, wish, bmw 320i, mazda 3, & lancer turbo as soon as we reached... went up to his sis's house for some washing up n american breakfast prepared by her sis for us...

set off for the bride's house at jln bombong near mandai... we reached at ard 7am... then all hells broke open when the bride's sisters set up 3 stages for us to conquer... the first stage was the funniest lor... making us wear 2 little bowls which they tied to a string like a bra... n tying a banana to our waist n we r suppose to swing the banana without using our hands n bite it wif our mouth... end of the day nobody managed to do tis feat... second stage was the pole dancing... gky started dancing n after tat all the brothers including the groom himself oso have to dance... after the dance i supposed we were to eager to get to the inside of the semi detached house... so gky, weilian n myself climb over the gate which the sisters were abt to open... haha... third stage the sweet, sour, bitter n spicy stage... we must finished all the four types of food designated for us... sour is lime juice... sweet is mushmelon dipped wif chocolate n sugar... bitter is bittergroud... n spicy is wasabi bread...

of cos we finished the foods n finally shengjun was able to go to his bride... after tat left for bedok again... for the tea ceremony... had some rest there before we set off for the bride's house once again for the tea ceremony... n after tat we jus play card games til 1pm b4 we moved out for sentosa...

all went straight for sentosa to have a little nap b4 the solemnization start at 630pm... but me went to acs barker to play my game against the ESS basketball club which we won by 17 points... after the game joe of tong whye drive me back to sentosa as he was invited as well... after the ceremony we headed to the ballroom of RASA sentosa to prepare for the dinner... most arrived ealy but there were still a few who arrived quite late... candy arrived at 8pm... took 4 pics wif her at the dinner... she had 2 of it n i have 1... the other 1 was paste onto the best wishes book where we write our best wishes...

after tat supposingly our programs was to club... but everyone was really too tired to go... in the end cancel the clubbing thingy... n candy, cally n jimmy went together wif me... cally later took a few more pics for candy n me...
reached home at abt 4am in the morning... was so tired lor... i wake up for my gals training n after tat went back to sleep n finally jus wake up moments ago... ard 12pm on the 22th of oct... haha... gotta go relax again... will update soon...





Friday, October 19, 2007 ; 13:12Y
time-out

在一个落叶风零的秋天
遇到我一生中最爱的人
从此以后她的样子把我整颗心灌醉
让我爱的那么汹涌那么真

多么希望她能给我一点真爱
多么希望她会过的快乐
多么希望我能给她一点点感动
可是老天却把感情捉弄

究竟我是怎么了怎么了
难道爱一个人真的有错吗
虽然爱一个人很苦
可我还渴望一点爱

我怎么了哭了吗
竟然爱她爱到那么施舍
痛的最后哭了以后也快乐





Thursday, October 18, 2007 ; 11:57Y
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i jus changed my blogskins to my favourite sports brand ADIDAS... i love tis skin... but there's some script which i can't overwrite... so my links r actually at my wishes... n schedule bar is totally useless... cos i can't click into anything... but overall it's nice haha...

tues lost the bbaxn game to the distillers... was late for the game... n i was only given 2 mins of play n i contributed 1 3pointer n tat's the end of the day for me... was upset when reynold said tat those who r early should get more playing time... so i threw him a question "which means tat those who r late shouldn't have turn up for the game next time round?" was totally upset abt it...

kunmu even worse had only a min of playing time when both of us rush down for the game... we were late due to being caught in the traffic jam at PIE... kunmu was damned pissed off tat he told rob he's not going to play anymore... he oso returned the jersey back to rob on the spot n walked off...

rob called me up when i reached home n tried to explain things to me which i told him i'm fine... jus abit piss because of the stupid reason given for the playing time thingy... i told him playing how long is fine with me as long as i noe tat i dun fit into the game plan... i'm fine wif it...

fri nite maybe staying over at shengjun's house... cos early sat morning 5am we must be prepare to set off from his house for his BIG DAY... haha... kunmu n me had been discussing abt maybe both of us will never have a chance to send anyone 'red bomb' aka joyous invitation card... cos the two of us had yet been wif the gal we like... the next on our team most likely is weilian n huifang... as for chinese customdy dinner the next up is liang n nuqin...

i supposed a great day of fun is awaiting me tis coming sat... the worst thing is she can't make it for the dinner wif me... but it's okie cos i noe she's busy wif her stuff...

sunday 4pm training at woodlands... gals any problems wif tat... finally the time has come... exams over hope my gals all can pass wif flying colours... if anyone of u gals happened to read tis post please kindly inform xinyi n ask her to call me to confirm the training... thanks a million... time to sleep... ciaozzz...





Sunday, October 14, 2007 ; 15:52Y
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time really flies...
it seems tat liang's ROM ceremony was jus over...
n tis coming sat is shengjun's turn...
n oh man tis is my virgin brotherhood jus for him...
haha...

since he wun get any more chances to play again after his big day...
we had a bachelor nite party for him on the 12th of oct...
first steamboat at liang's place...
after tat we went to partyworld orchard...
it was fast lor...
within 50 mins shengjun was gone...
keep toasting wif him til he drunk...
was fun la n it was oso kongyi's first nite back in singapore...
here r some pics taken tat nite...
first row from left: zhenwei, jiesheng, kongyi, zekun, ah liang
second row from left: eric, zhilun, junliang, qingyao
third row from left: shengjun, jianming, weilian, kunmu, shaorong

steamboat at liang's house

funky pic by team chong ghee but without robert, zhenfu n jingshun

the main lead n me @ orchard partyworld

was a hilarious nite cos shengjun's face was damn red...
shaorong was too high til he pour water over eric...
n come on where got 8 ppl play dices one?
how to play?
sing n sing n sing for three hours
at first the waiter was asking the martell put who's name so we can store it if we can't finished...
haha... n i told him straight tat no way there will be any hard liquor left lor...
n as expected the three bottles were finished even b4 our sessions end lor...
think take too much hard liquor recently...
almost puke when i take the first mouth...
now i think i'm abit scared at the smell of it...

today morning jus play ball at yishun 755...
as usual we meet at 9am n all were late except me n zhilun n james...
but as the sayings goes it's better late than never...
first time since a very long time back we had almost full attendance...
kunmu, jiesheng, zekun, kongyi, zhenfu, zhilun, weilian, james, liang, zhenwei, shaorong n me...
we played til 1pm...
enjoyed the balling session n our next session is tis coming wed at yishun 755 8pm...
must make full use of the chance to play some ball...
b4 kongyi flies back to the States on the 7th of dec n will only be back 2 years later...

judging from today we still have alot to do b4 the chong pang cup n keban bahru cup...
tis two cup will start in early november...
hopefully we will be able to reign supremacy...
how long will we be still playing together?
competitively or leisurely...

more stress now as the date to the opening of the shop draws nearer...
sometimes plan doesn't goes according to wat u plan initially...
i believe everyone had their own problems...
tat includes me n daniel, brenda n etc....
ppl always say it's better to speak up than to bottle it up urself...
but who is free to really listen...
nobody is really interested in someone else's problem when they had their own...

jus dun understand y r there so much problems...
be it financially, mentally, relationship there's too much of it...
only those who can maintain their attitude towards life n overcoming it will grow stronger...
but sometimes it's hard to be on ur own when facing difficulties...
who dun wish tat there will be someone there for u...

i have promise to be there for quite a few not to mention their names...
but come to think of it who will be there for me?
end of the day friends r still jus friends...
is really very hard to find someone who u can confide in...
for those who have found tat habour congrats...
for those who haven't like me i wish u all luck...





Monday, October 8, 2007 ; 13:27Y
time-out

高興的是
很多感覺都還存在
沒有改變

不可置否
是那五味雜陳的感覺
沒有所謂的平衡點

說著笑著描述著
空白慢慢填補起來
感覺距離又拉近了些

時間足以改變一切
卻也能夠證明一切
所以選擇把安排交給老天

很多話適合以後再說
此刻只能放在心中
若有機會
就約定在都準備好的







Wednesday, October 3, 2007 ; 00:12Y
time-out

thanks alot for all those who have give me their wishings... n may god bless those who didn't as well... had a game against wombats again... dun noe y but we managed to get our revenge against them... gd second half defence by the entire team push both teams limit to the max... was the hero today haha... score was tied wif 16.94sec left on the clock... we had an inbound n i was free so adrain pass it to me... drive for a layup but was foul in the act... so to the line i went.. 2 free throws for me... everyone tot i was going to miss cos my free throws sucks these past few games... but i really kept my cool... bounced the ball 5 times get it n i jus simply released it from my hand... n both time the ball left my middle finger so i was damn sure it was going in... n both times nothing but the net...

best birthday gift for myself... maybe going prawning later wif yiwen n jasmine n brenda... but still not confirmed yet... cos the gals r deciding the routine for the nite... n since yiwen really wanna go after jasmine i got no choice but to help him lor...

sprained my left ankle in today's game without knowing it til end of game then i realised it... it's so pain now... n fuck tml still got IPPT at khatib camp... dun noe if i can endure n continue my routine of achieving gold standards in IPPT... quite worried cos i noe i'm not in my best condition tis time round...

it's past 12 my birthday have came to an end... quite emotional... cos for the past records tis is the only year so many remember my birthday... maybe i should say thanks to friendster.com cos those who r in my friend list will noe tat lor...

i'm bad n i'm not trying to be gd tis year too... so i supposed i will continue my bad ways... i'm feeling more n more prepared n confident in my new plans... first it's the HP shop thingy... got the support of all those ard me... thanks all my dear friends... u all have given me the push i need...

haiz but one thing for sure have given up hopes on my relationship... dun noe wat i can do n dun even wanna do anything now... if it comes it comes... if it doesn't then the most stay single for the rest of my life... it's so tiring looking ard for love... i give up...





Monday, October 1, 2007 ; 15:01Y
time-out

sat game aginst lions was cancel due to some technical problems... went out celebrate shaorong's birthday in advance... meet up wif yiwen b4 he drove me down to meet up wif shaorong n weiming at Waiting Bar boat quay... zhilun came joined us after we reached b4 he left for MOS...

y was it called Waiting Bar? it's my first time there... but i knew y le... it's because the waitress there dun do much lor... they will only come serve u when u asked for them lor... which means they r waiting for customers to ask for their service before they will do anything... haha...

during our stay there from 1am til 130am brenda was at Crazy Hours chinatown... after tat we went straight over to pick up brenda, jasmine, victoria n jason before heading for dragonfly... second outing at dragonfly in three days time... it was damn packed... couldn't find any tables so in the end no choice share table wif a bunch of guys...
it was brenda's birthday so had a celebration for her n shaorong... then they tried to get shaorong drunk before shaorong go n tell yiwen tat my birthday was actually on the 2nd while his is at the 5th of oct... n being a regular there yiwen went n tell celeste n she annouced my birthday on stage... n tat really marks my day lor...

everywhere i go ar oso got ppl toast wif me... drink until my throat hurts so bad... still feeling sore though i'm blogging now... had quite a long talk wif brenda after the clubbing thing... she wish me happy birthday n tell me she will not forget my birthday... haha... i told her i dun dare to think too much... cos alot of ppl used to promise me tat they will celebrate it for me but turn out they forget abt it... so i jus told her dun promise lor... haha...
actually before going out went wif kunmu to meet up wif jowie for dinner... was very full lor... all because kunmu doesn't wanna eat anything... then only me n her eat... in the end still got leftover lor... such a waste... but overall the food is nice la...

had a talk wif gky on msn earlier in the day... he will be back on the 11th of oct... looking forward to us chong ghee reunite again... hopefully he can talk some senses into the team... but the bad news is he will only be back for 45days... shengjun keep asking me if i'll be bringing my partner for his wedding dinner... need to confirm wif him soon cos he need to make the seating arrangements... but i really oso dun noe lor...

so bored today... hot n boring day... yiwen ask me to go northpoint meet him for lunch but i too lazy to get outta my house lor... maybe later part of the day will go meet him anyway...










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