Friday, July 27, 2007 ; 09:12Y
time-out
after work i went straight for the bbaxn game... accident do really happened... cos during the game when i was going for a loose ball wif my opponent he acidentally poked his thumb into my left eye... now it's swollen like fuck... n whenever i stress my eyes it will bleed...
there's no scratches or watever so i supposed it's internal thingy... blue black n swollen at the moment til i can't even recognized myself when i look in the mirror... n yet during the whole time i have only yell out when the thumb went straight into my eye... after tat i was clam n still can joke ard wif my teammates...
there was no blood at first til on my way back in the train... in the train alot of ppl r staring at me as if they never see a swollen eye before... but when i tried openning my eye blood came out they were too terrified til they turned their back n dun dare look at me... haha...
i supposed tis is wat we call as tough luck... most likely will miss the sat game cos i'm in no fucking condition to put on my contact lens... candy told me to go see a specialist at gleneagles hospital... hope i didn't spell it wrongly...
had a talk wif my online friend Erene... she's someone whom i can tell her everything... told her abt my current situation n she provided me wif plenty of solution... thanks a million gal... if not for u i will feel real stressed keeping everything to myself...
somehow i think u r rite in wat u told me... i will really go think abt it n hopefully i'll be able to give u a reply soon... been on the rough patches recently but since i've already hit the rock bottom then there's no way to go further down.... time to reorganise n tried my best to get out of it...
gal i'm indeed lost... maybe not only in life but oso lost in my thoughts... i dun noe how but there is indeed no BUTS in tis life... it's either make or break...
one year back is me encouraging u to move on n get a life but one year later is u who motivates me... haha... wat comes around goes around... gal studying is really not for me as i really did tried but jus can't seems to understand wat ever the lecturer is saying...
qualifications is really very important cos unless today we wanna be our own boss n start our own business or else if u have no paper qualifications u will have a hard time getting a new job... it's jus so typical of life...
i jus read xiaxue's blog... in her blog she wrote things abt other bloggers... in fact i quite agree wif wat she says... although not on the 7 most disgusting blogger la... haha... cos i seriously feel tat we have no fucking rite to judge anyone... cos when we ourselves dun like to be judge...
k i shall end here... time to rest my eyes... whle i end my post here my eye is bleeding again... blindness is not something to be afraid of... as long as ur heart isn't blind then there is still hope in tis world... no matter wat we do we should really use our heart n feel it not jus by our our eyes... take care everyone...
