想起那天分离
最后一次相遇
把我们的爱分隔在两地

只好翻开记忆
寻找你的足迹
看见你的笑依然很熟悉

我在想着你在念着你
思念是我俩之间最矮的距离
请你别忘记我在这里
希望能飞越千里飞到你的梦里

告诉你我想你
我在日日夜夜期待能够与你相聚
告诉你我爱你
我在天天期待能够收到你的讯息


tis is a song i wrote jus for her...
who is the her???
keep guessing... haha...
but no prize for the right answer...
first time composing so lyrics might not be gd...
the lyrics came from an inspiration when i was thinking of her all day long...
傻瓜tis song is jus for U...
hope u like the lyrics...
as for the tune if got chance meet up then i let u know... haha...

anyway i got the score wrong i actually score 14pts for my sat game against aeroblade... haha... n we won by 32pts... 14pts for an one-eyed guy is outstanding... haha... let me praise myself for a little bit... cos it's really not a easy task... try covering one eye n see how u fare if u think it's tat easy... lol... n oso never wear contact lens with both eye @ 300 degrees... but one thing for sure i'm not a genius... it's jus my hard work which i have sow in the past tat is reaping... after tis incident i strongly believe tat there's nothing u can't succeed in doing if u maintain ur attitude all the way... unless u choose to give up because of hardship n obstacle... must put my attitude towards basketball into my life... think tat will make me a better person n which will in turn result in a better future perhaps... haha... JL jiayou... u sure can overcome watever obstacle tat comes along the way... the hierachy for the future start from the most powerful word which adds up to 100... n tat is A.T.T.I.T.U.D.E...

went for the game against aeroblade today... had a convincing win over them... played for ard 30mins... scored only 8 pts... but to me it is quite a feat already... cos i'm playing without my contact lens... can't really see well with my left eye injuried now...

was quite happy at least ppl care to ask me wat happen to my eye although they r jus peers whom i noe thru basketball... was touched by their concern n care... desmond, tailiang, quanju even steven whom i dun really talk to express his concern for me... haha...

i think daniel was the only one who is really against me playing today... he think tat i really ought to rest my eye n dun do anything in case accidents happen again... but proven today although without my lens i still noe wat i'm doing... dun worry guys i'll be fine...

basketball is the only thing tat keeps me going now... so if u ask me to stop ar i dun noe wat the fuck i'm in tis world for lor... i think rite up to tis point is the only thing tat keeps my heart pumping n wishing for more... especially the momentwhen i'm doing my D... guessing where my opponents is going n taking the ball away from him... n oso when i'm handling the ball n when defender tried to stopped me i jus had tat 0.01 sec to make my judgement n drive past him... it's the thrill of tis experiences tat makes me feel tat i'm alive at the moment... so i wun stop for anyone's sake not to mention anything... haha... time to sleep... gd nite JL...

after work i went straight for the bbaxn game... accident do really happened... cos during the game when i was going for a loose ball wif my opponent he acidentally poked his thumb into my left eye... now it's swollen like fuck... n whenever i stress my eyes it will bleed...

there's no scratches or watever so i supposed it's internal thingy... blue black n swollen at the moment til i can't even recognized myself when i look in the mirror... n yet during the whole time i have only yell out when the thumb went straight into my eye... after tat i was clam n still can joke ard wif my teammates...

there was no blood at first til on my way back in the train... in the train alot of ppl r staring at me as if they never see a swollen eye before... but when i tried openning my eye blood came out they were too terrified til they turned their back n dun dare look at me... haha...

i supposed tis is wat we call as tough luck... most likely will miss the sat game cos i'm in no fucking condition to put on my contact lens... candy told me to go see a specialist at gleneagles hospital... hope i didn't spell it wrongly...

had a talk wif my online friend Erene... she's someone whom i can tell her everything... told her abt my current situation n she provided me wif plenty of solution... thanks a million gal... if not for u i will feel real stressed keeping everything to myself...

somehow i think u r rite in wat u told me... i will really go think abt it n hopefully i'll be able to give u a reply soon... been on the rough patches recently but since i've already hit the rock bottom then there's no way to go further down.... time to reorganise n tried my best to get out of it...

gal i'm indeed lost... maybe not only in life but oso lost in my thoughts... i dun noe how but there is indeed no BUTS in tis life... it's either make or break...

one year back is me encouraging u to move on n get a life but one year later is u who motivates me... haha... wat comes around goes around... gal studying is really not for me as i really did tried but jus can't seems to understand wat ever the lecturer is saying...

qualifications is really very important cos unless today we wanna be our own boss n start our own business or else if u have no paper qualifications u will have a hard time getting a new job... it's jus so typical of life...

i jus read xiaxue's blog... in her blog she wrote things abt other bloggers... in fact i quite agree wif wat she says... although not on the 7 most disgusting blogger la... haha... cos i seriously feel tat we have no fucking rite to judge anyone... cos when we ourselves dun like to be judge...

k i shall end here... time to rest my eyes... whle i end my post here my eye is bleeding again... blindness is not something to be afraid of... as long as ur heart isn't blind then there is still hope in tis world... no matter wat we do we should really use our heart n feel it not jus by our our eyes... take care everyone...

i've realized something which i dun wanna noe after all... am i jus a puppet in others' life????? all i wan is very simple... i jus wanna be wif the gal i love n carry on playing ball til the day i dropped dead... is it too much tat i've asked for???

y should there be tons n tons of problems ever since she opted out... everything is in a mess since then... depression for quite sometimes... financial problems, family dispute, friends' problem n health concern... i seriously think tat as a guy i had my responsibility to stay positive even if all things go the wrong way... but i dun noe how long can i suppressed all tis pressure... deep in me i'm really lost in the cross junction in my life... trying very hard now to pick myself up...

am i a player like wat others n friends around me label me? i dun care the bit in the past... people's feelings changed when they grow older n encountered more things... i totally dun noe wat is love at the moment... isn't love abt sweet n happy thingy? but so far all my guts feelings for those gal whom i have been wif have brought me nothing close to happiness... is all abt cuts n pains...

recently been super emotional... can't focus doing anything except when i'm playing my ball game... cos on the court i had no time to think abt wat's happening except to figure out how to go past my defender... listening to sentimentals songs too... although it make me more vexed instead...

the biggest problem abt me in relationship is when i really fall for someone i will be totally engross in it... no matter if we r together anot i will tried to give her my all... even if they have got a new relationship wif some other guys i will still be there for them... up to date those who have leave their traces in my heart r jiaxin, candy n the most recent one... i guess i must have been stupid to believe tat times will prove anything... i'm fucking stupid to actually believe in it... cos thru my past waiting will get u no where except in a pool of distress n bloods...

love is jus like a double sided sharp blade which can cut u into pieces at the slightest touch at it... but all the bits n pieces will slowly torturing n draining u til u dropped dead... life isn't a bed of roses... it's a bed of razors... feel the coldness n cruelity of tis fucking true world... tat's life... either u moved on after every failed relationship or simply hold on n stay stagnant there til times run n people pay their last respect to u...

为什么女人总喜欢说这些话???
1) 分手后还可以做朋友
2) 忘了我从此不要再联络
3) 你会找到另一个比我更好的女人
do gals really think tat by saying all these will make tat person more happy n lessen their pains... come on these r all but excuses to make urself feel better...

分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱记得那么多
怎么放手

也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走
说我贱也无话可说


连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
要我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体就已经太执着
爱你是我错连结束也是我的错

my alarm is ringing le... time for me to wake up n stop completely to believe in true love anymore... there will never be true love ard in tis world but if u had really found it please kindly hold on n protect it... dun let exterior circumstances come in n destroyed it... there will always be temptations ard every now n then... it depends on how we say no to all the temptations...

things have been happening ard me yet i choose to close myself to tis cold world... is there any warmth in tis fucking globe... if anyone noe where is it kindly let me noe... i'll appreciate it alot... losing trust in watever u do n losing trust in all those ard u will make u suffer like never before... although nothing can compare to the hurts the one u love bring to u... especially when u decide to forsake ur own life for hers n do everything wif her in ur mind placing her in ur first priority... imagine tat hurt n how pain is going to be...

is there any chances tat i will walked into someone life's in an immediate hit... tat tat person can't live on without me... i'm too tired n hurt to look for happiness now... watever should come will come... wat is love all abt... now i noe at least in ur view... love is abt chemistry n except tat nothing comes into places... sincerity how do u prove it? by doing something which the person likes or do it the way u think which best describe ur sincerity... different ppl have different ways of showing... be it is love, sincerity, care n concern or even the way to carry themselves in front of others... but who cares!!! as long as it's no according to the way they wan it to be it is not the one or thing they r searching high n low for... jus tat simple...

but rite up to today i've never regretted for even the slightest second tat i've love the wrong person... n watever shit to her tat i've done for her... maybe i should start learning how to toy wif others' feelings... be a real player n play for as long as i like it... but tat's jus not me... contradicting rite... is always the emotionals tat get the better of intellectual in me...

friday nite is the time when i'm looking forward to see the 天使情人... it's a nice show after i view it for the second times the past two friday when i had nothing to do...

tml morning have to wake up early... training at bishan at 9am... after tat 1730hrs be playing against Lions at ACS barker road... our team is currently on a see saw ride... been winning n losing in between the last 4 games... got to be focus n wrapped the season up in style...

sunday is the day my gals having training... time is decided on 4pm at woodlands... after work so tired... going to take a little nap n wake up to watch the show later... update when i'm refresh n energized... take care til then...

it's my third day at work... so far so gd... lost to the pirates on tues nite... play a very bad game... the next coming thingy is on sat morning training n noon ball game against lions... my gals lost their tues game too...

kangbai c gals jiayou in ur last match tml... i wun be there but morally i'll be there... dun give up til the last second... enjoy urselfs out there... give ur best cos u all have nothing to lose but everything to gain...

gal i miss u badly lor... i lost my phone but be getting it back soon... life is really bored n incomplete without u... although i promise i wun write anything abt u again but tis is the only channel where i can boldly speak up... sorry... hopefully life's been getting on well for u... jiayou n do watever u feel like doing... dun be like me i jus simply can't do wat i'll love to do... n i noe i'll definitely regret it in times to come..

my nails r getting longer so guess it's abt time u cut my nails lor... if u still remember la... haha... lol... gotta run still have a busy day ahead tml... gd nite to all who is reading tis...




傻瓜我爱你!!!

boring day... the new job didn't work out... it jus dun suits me... haha... received the news tat she didn't make it... i supposed she must be quite down rite now... but gal persists in ur dream n it will turn out to be gd... i'll be here for u... boring day...

yesterday play against NUS or Team Davericks... had a 22pts victory against them... i had 13pts... but my best was at the defensing end... where i stopped bandar from his three pointers attempt... daniel was the guy on the offensive end... great team effort from the 6 of us who turn up for the match...

basically steven n me play the entire 40mins game... daniel, kelvin, jermaine n thomas were rotating... was quite an emotional game for me... cos the previous meeting between us i was late turning up only at the third quarter... so now we r one a piece for tis season...

we had a great start n maintain the lead over NUS thru out the whole game... their three pointers jus seem to be ineffective on us... n they miss alot of under basket shots... which we managed to turn it over n convert into points...

they were playing full court man to man... but quite luckily they jus can't stopped me from bringing the ball up the court... thanks to liang for tat move he taught me... i jus used tat same one move thru out the whole game n they weren't able to stop me n had to resort to help defense where i kicked the ball out to my teammates n they take their shots or drive to the basket...

next match coming tues against Pirates... tis is the third time we r facing off tis season... we won once n lost once to each other in the previous meeting... so i'm going to sum up the season between us n take the third victory... cos i dun think they r gd enough for us as long as we play to our best n take our chances...

Sat will be playing against Lions... lost the previous encounter to them but i will wanna take the rest of the games... i'm focus now in the run in to the one nite stand cup n the end of the season... i'm going to do all i can to maintain victorious til the end of the remaining seasons...

she's going for her SIA interview today... hope she can fulfil her dreams n fly high into the other parts of the world which she loves to... there's nothing i can do for her except to pray hard n cross my fingers for her...

meeting my gals at 3pm n after tat will be going wif liang's dad to Sengkang CC to watch the games for white heat... White Heat is the Chong Ghee's second team... so hopefully they can play like how we used to play when we were at their age...

tuesday my gals will be having their match against Mayflower n on thursday against Naval base... hopefully they can clinched victory in their last two games in the c division tournament too...

seems like my blog is beginning to become a basketball blog... haha... but i'm loving it cos i breathe basketball, i jus simply love n enjoy myself when i come into contact wif it... passion is not a crime... n last but not least i wanna thanks my teammates for their efforts to fight hand in hand wif me for the entire duration of the game yesterday... it was really sweet!!!

Finally the gals registered their first victory in a actual game... way to go gals... but remember the real test comes on ur next match against mayflower... jiayou go all out n clinched a win for the second victory straight...

tis sunday be meeting up wif two or maybe the most four of my gals... be teaching them in their individuals one on one skills n oso their shootings... up to date only ah teng n xuehan r confirmed coming... must wait for ah teng to confirmed the rest wif me...

sat morning will be having training again n rite after the training be having match in the BBAXN league... against team davericks which is oso known as NUS... 1730pm at ACS barker road...

think tis might well be one of my last blog tis week cos next week onwards i'll be starting my work... so wun have time for blog again... Enyouth is something which i dun really like deep in my heart... to me at least all the ppl there r jus putting on a mask... there r no true friends ard... although in tis society making use or being make used is jus a reality... but i simply dun like it...

bonding is something which will never exsists unless u really use ur heart to try to noe tis person... only then will mutual trust n friendship will slowly come into the picture... results means nothing absolutely nothing... so wat if u drive a big car but no real friends in tis life... except for those who r exactly the same like u...

recruitment doesn't come by jus a snap of finger... u need real techniques to be able to do it... there r only two ways of doing it... firstly put on a mask n act tat u r someone who have a character like him... secondly use ur heart which will take times... so which i will choose... definitely i have always hated the first method...

for the first method so wat if tat person believes n start doing... it wun last long... cos after they start u will start to show ur tails... result from them is wat u guys wan... nobody will care if tat person is having problems anot... result driven might be gd but if it is at the expense of others please kindly think twice before doing it... cos wat comes along will comes around...

second method although the process of tat person joining n reaching success might be slower but at least even if anything comes along he will persist on cos he noe u r really behind him... i dun noe if we r really helping someone or harming tat someone... cos in tis fucking world only 5% of the entire population will really be successful... n if tat someone doesn't succeed n he gave up his life for the sake of helping u n doing it wif u cos he trust u, will u provide for his mum in the future....

networking is always abt pros n cons... it depends on how u view the business... promises which u can't fulfil... please stop making promises to those n lead them on by keep telling them abt the money they can earned here... jus a simple question how does ur SDM climb up to his position? let me tell u it's by the hard efforts of those guys below... n wat does ur SDM do now... does he still attached out? or does he treat the whole of his group out for a dinner? no... come on he's earning at least 20k per month... wat's a meal to him? let's say he put 5k out per mth jus to thanks those guys who help him earn tat 20k per mth... is it alot 5k per mth... think abt it...

when those guys under him got financial problems does he do anything to help? will he at least borrow tat person some moneys to at least let him survived? he should cos tat person surely will earn at least 8k like wat the plan promises... so why he dun? humans r ugly by nature... no matter wat friendship u r talking abt it's always abt money... money can destroy anything in tis world... tat's y there is a saying money can changed the world...

i have nothing against tis business... but there r still those who uses their heart to make friends in tis business... but there's rarely a few left... cos all r far too results driven... i've been in tis fucking industry for four years... i've seen too much dark side of it... ppl coming n ppl going... backstabbing after tat person is no longer ard... ta's all abt it...

all the best to those who r in tis industry... hopefully two years down the road i will really see u guys driving mercedes or bmw while i a normal no dreams fucker take bus n mrt...

compassvale be playing their match against north vista today afternoon 2pm at BAS... hopefully they can register their first victory in the c gals tournament... i hereby wish them all the best...

wed had always been bballing at yishun 755... all the while had been playing as a team wif my chong ghee guys... but for the first time i was in a team wif daniel, jasmine, emily n weida... we had two gals in our team but we managed to win a couple of games... n the games we lost we were jus close lost by jus one ball...

after the game i went to eat n chill out wif daniel they all... talk to jasmine abt the training thingy... n she promised me she will help out as long as she is free n the timing doesn't clash wif hers... discuss alot abt basketball... feel honour when they think tat i should have play more in my chong ghee team... it's kinda funny when jasmine say tat when she saw me for the first time at bbaxn she tot i was gd... n they feel tat my defense is really gd... haha...

maybe they really take me as their friend n wanna motivate me to do better for my chong ghee games... cos they feel tat i should have more time on the court than on the bench... but right up to tis point i already noe where i stand n my own style of playing n oso wat can i offer chong ghee...

in chong ghee there is too much guards in the team... 8 to be exact... in my coach's point of view his pecking order is jiesheng, shengjun, kongyi, zhilun, ah liang, zekun, me n lastly eric to be all the court playing... maybe no matter wat i do or how i play it wun changed tat order... cos in his eyes i'm still the junliang in my younger years... no experience, no offense n impulsive... but i have mature in my play long before now...

the confident i lack last time was due to i really see too much of my coach's pecking order... so no matter how hard i trained or how well i play i dun really see it myself... i used to tot tat i'm stagnant in my game cos the order never changed... but right up to today i have decided not to proof anything... be it the order changed anot when the occasion calls for me to play i will jus rise up to it n do to my best... i think i will feel more happy...

talked to ah teng last nite for ard one n a half hour on the phone... talked abt three issues... the first is abt their coach's Hongkong trip... second is abt xuehan's injuries n asking her to the doctor to have her leg attended to... third is regarding the training thingy...

in short i jus feel flatter by wat daniel they all said... n oso relief when i told ah teng wat i think n she understand it... will repay daniel n jasmine faith in me tis coming game sat against NUS... jiayou JuNLiAng!!!

we won over the iguanas for the second time tis season... 9pts n great team defense yesterday... steven was firing from all cylinders n daniel played defense like he never did before... n i had not been playing serious defense til i saw daniel... had a great time last nite...

next match tis saturday against NUS... their defense is the hardest nut to crack in the league... they play good man to man... full squad from NUS tis sat but again shortage of players from my team still carry on... hopefully be able to wrestle them pts for pts...

been indulge in soduko recently... think it really keeps my brain going n not thinking abt those things i dun wish to think again... bomberman is gd oso... miss those times when we chong ghee play bomberman at zhenwei's house during our sec sch times...

jus heard a bad news from her last nite... rong rong had passed away... due to wat i'm not sure... n i noe she's extremely upset... i feel so useless... there's actually nothing i could have done to ease her pain... but trust me i'm willing to stand by u... but hope u noe if u feel sad i will oso be affected... dun cried le... crying wun help... dun let it affect ur interview wif SIA on the coming 15th... jiayou life still has to go on...

i got killed in the sat game against nee soon east... barely 5pts from me... lost by 40pts... it shattered all the confidence my team had had... tonite will be playing against iguanas hopefully the table will turn n we r back on track once again...

i didn't went to the chalet on sat... due to tiredness on my part n lucky i never go i supposed... sunday went for training at bishan n we beat the white heat guys 3-1... i think my coach must be stunned with the way i played tat day...

recently have been very weird... haven't really went out to meet anyone... or should i say i doesn't wanna see anyone n talk to anyone except her ba... dun really noe wat's fucking wrong wif me nowadays... mood swing? or watever it is la... i jus simply loves the peace i had recently...

withdrawn from the cruelty of the reality n hiding in the simple imagination world of my own...

training for today have been reschedule to sunday... so today having match at 4pm against nee soon east... will be a very tough match today... n due to shortage of players seems like today i have to play to my 101% in order to stand any chances of winning...

basically the opponent team consists of players from BAS div 1 n 2... n their coach is famous for his full court tactics... they have depth in their bench n tis is going to be a headache for us... percentage of them winning is 80% to us 20%...

we have been on a winning streak lately... i will like to maintain it... rob ask me after the game on thursday why we always played badly when reynold is away... i've no ans to tat... do we really need him in order to win games? i dun denied the fact tat he plays a big part in our offense but he contribute nothing in defense...

yvonne's chalet after the game at national service resort at tanah merah... still not sure if i'll be going... but dun think will make any differences... cos at the very least liang n alez will be going... so they can represent me oso... haha...

raining seems to make a person more listless hopefully it will have no impact on me... gals if the team is set up i dun wish for it to be a short term thingy... it had to be commitment from both u gals n me... i will definitely commit but can u gals commit? it isn't jus like toying around... forming n disband as we like... so i need to think things thru first... of cos main priority is the wellness of u gals... if it can't help u gals much then there's no point in wasting precious time of both u gals n me...

first time in history in a game which i've draw... 71 to 71... still remember the 3pts shot daniel had make to tie the game in fashion... beautiful buzzer beater... we were 3pts down wif 23.8sec to go... the time seems to past by very slow... cos we did alot of movement during tat last play... steven missed his last shot i rushed in for the rebound n set up daniel for his game tie 3 pointer... haha...

we should have beat those guys... but before game the atmosphere in our team was wrong... players keep telling me individually tat they wished to be in the top 10 scorers in the league... so they jus simply attacked the basket n all proved to be bad selection of shots... too hurried n tat killed us from playing our normal ball rotation game... n seriously our defense last nite sucks... my team was jus focusing on offense n not really defensing...

i had 3 personal fouls early in the game due to help defense for the player my teammates guarding.... n because of tis i had a poor game too... it somehow tied me down from wat i wanna do... sat game against nee soon east steven n daniel both r not coming... reynold is away... so there will most likely be a shortage of players in our team... so tough game tis saturday... seems like another 40mins game ahead of me...

my giraffe called me up yesterday... i had a talk wif her... i admit i was abit harsh to her on the phone yesterday... n for tat my apology to her... hope she understand watever i say it's for the best interests of her future bballing sakes... maybe to u it doesn't meant anything but i noe at least i've tried to tell u wat i think u should noe n be clear of...

kinda tot to myself last nite b4 i slept... maybe i shouldn't care too much abt the gals... jus let them grow as a player by themselves... i jus need to stay behind the scenes n watched n observed them... maybe it would be better for them... giving them spaces to grow in whichever way they wanna grow in... shan't put them in a greenhouse anymore... cos i fully understand tat it's the players who is playing the game not the coach... n i'm no longer consider as their coach so i'm in no position to say anything too...

if there's any way of going far in bball it's our passion for it... passion is not something everyone will have... some will think tat if they were to play ball everyday they will go mad or they think is mad... but for some if they can choose they will chose to do it everyday... passion is the only thing tat will let a player go all out n i really mean all out to play a game n oso during trainings...

P.S Passion is not a Crime...

went to support my gals... they lost the match which they should have done far better... went to blk 260 to meet up wif them b4 i left for my training or ball game at yishun 755...

played from 8pm til 1030pm... lost two games but most of the time were in the court... passion for the game drive me on even though i'm not 100%... taping my ankle for the whole course... after the game i removed the tape to find my ankle swollen again... think really age is catching up on me... i've never been injuried for such a long time... most of the times i'll recovered in less than 3 days... but maybe tis time round i sprained my ankle in the most digusted way... the swollen was all over my ankle making it look like a pig's trotter...

taping seems to be the only way to ease the pain while i play ball for tis short period of time... quite happy when after the game liang's father told me tat he think i really improved alot in my handling of the ball... at least all my efforts have not gone to waste... basically i noe i can take on anyone one on one... i've got my confident now... wat's left to be done is to maintain it... n help my team to a better placing in the BAS division one next year in feb or march...

after watching my gals' game yesterday i realized tat my giraffe is kinda lost... she's now at the cross junction which i've been in before... her coach wans her to play as playmaker but under me she play as shooting guard... then deep in her she wanna play as shooting guard too... but now maybe she lost her direction...

it all boils down to her own decision now... nobody can help her make tat decision... which position she wanna play will determine the way n style of her play... talked to hweiteng last nite regarding tis... hopefully i'll be able to get a call from EXH today... but if she doesn't is oso okie... cos if she is someone who admits n go down to defeats n obstacles then i jus have myself to blame to believe tat she is a talent whom i can entrust n instill all i noe in her...

judging from the previous two games i think the whole c teams have forget watever drills n trainings they have been thru under my wings... setting up a gals team wif them in my team might not be a gd idea as well... cos watever i wan is totally different from their coach in sch... training under me n their coach at the same time will only make the team blur... cos they r too young to learn two different styles of play n used it on the court...

记得在篮球里面没有天才。只有努力练球与打球，你才能突破自己。今天你们可问过自己或为自己设立目标？如果有的话你们的目标还明确吗？如果还没有目标，是不是应该为自己设立一个了呢？有了目标，下一步就是去想要如何让自己更接近它。最后就是100%去实行它。只有这样才能实现你的目标。永远要记得实行比空谈有力。不要在嘴巴说可是没有行动。

yesterday went bballing again at woodlands crescent park... it's been sometimes since i last went there... was quite hot yesterday i supposed the opponents had a hard time jus containing me last nite... basically firing from all cylinders...

going to support my gals at BAS later... their match starting at 4pm... playing against yishun town... jiayou la gals cos to me ar u gals r the best lor... haha... the most important in a game is defence... tried to contain them n dun let them go past u can liao...

it's been kinda boring la... but anyway i miss her lor... dun noe y but she jus keep on appearing in my mind... jus can't seem to be able to stop thinking of her... maybe she is as important to me as my breath... jus imagine if one person is to stop breathing for 5mins wat will happened?

tml game against Matadors... quite emotional for me... reynold jus told me he will be away to get marry n honeymoon... will only be back til august... he wan the best wedding gift he could have had... he told me he wan the champions trophy... i'll tried to do my best la... hopefully my teammates can play more consisstantly lor... there's too much of a flutuation in their games although i noe i'm in no position to say anything... but i hope all will really get serious n play to each's best...

P.S offense wins games, but defense wins championship

friday went to BAS to watch n support my gals in their c gals tourney... their game start at 1500hrs but i left my house at 1505hrs lor... took a cab n rushed down n managed to see their 4th quarter... they got killed by anderson... many might have say is expected... but come on gals the margin shouldn't be so huge... jiayou on ur upcoming games lor...


saturday as a favour to watch them played three of my gals went to watch me play against the entourage... i had training b4 the game... n i tapped my ankle cos is still in pain whenever i jumped or land... went straight meet my gals n head for the game.... i was 100% at the 3pt line... 7 out of 7 attempts.... managed 23pts but still not enough la... haha... human is always greedy de...

after the game went to godma's house to let xuehan have her leg see to... she improved alot cos at least tis time round she endured the whole process... went for dinner n after tat went up to the 40th storey high hdb flat... the view is nice but really headache when u tried to see the top floor from the ground...

sunday slacked day... wake up eat my lunch went back to sleep... my initial plan was to sleep for the whole day... but alas alez called me up n i went to clark quay wif him n company... had an early dinner there.... after tat i begin to feel tat is a waste of my time lor... have a feeling of being rot...

y would humans tried to act as if they noe wat u wan... come on watever u wan n see might not be wat i wan... wake up... stop trying to interfere wif my life n think tat watever prospect which u think u can have i would love to have it too... stop assuming... success to me isn't abt financial freedom n driving a car i love... it's abt being happy... it's jus so simple...

going for a haircut later... maybe going for a swim... still not sure... still no plan today... up to date plans for the week is wed go support my gals n ball game at blk 755 after tat... thurs got game against matadors... sat got games against nee soon east n training in the morning... oh n oso yvonne's chalet after the game... haha...

i dun give a fuck abt going up the stage anot... for those who noe wat i meant by stage... to me wat is important is the environment... if i dun feel happy in one then i really see no point in continuing... talks of jus focus in fighting for ur position will not help solve my problems... think maybe it's time for me to stop here n get on wif my life... cos seriously liang i think u see too highly of me... u dun need me now too... i can't help u much oso i supposed... ur whole team is beginning to grow so jus focus on them lor... dun waste ur time on me... sorry... cos to me i only will talk to ppl whom i feel comfortable wif... for those whom i dun i shan't even wanna strike any conversation... n ur whole team now got alot of miracles creations... hopefully they can help u get to wat u hope for... adios...

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