actually started my day at1445hrs... i left my house for yishun safra took bus 969 but after three stops realised tat i left my safra card at home... so alighted n went back home once again to retrieve the card...
i reached my destination at 1530hrs... i went straight for the jacuzzi pool... i put my left ankle right in front of it... it was damned pain... n within awhile all those who were at the pool wif me were no where in sight which i guess is due to my facial reaction... haha...
she reached safra at 1600hrs... n man i must say all the guys were looking at her... but there's nothing i can do or could have do... she's jus so captivating... n subsequenly eric joined us at the pool... where i was quite surprised to see him there la...
n mr liang the guy who ask me to go early was actually the last to reach... he reached at abt 1800hrs... sharleen came along too... everything went well except tat she lost her goggles right in front of my eyes in jus tat split second... she was sad cos she jus bought tat at northpoint b4 coming over...
after tat we went to orchid country club to play pool n met up wif jiamei n xiao mei... i think we spent some times playing pool... but most of our times were spent talking n smoking at the swimming pool of the club...
we leaved there at ard 0130hrs where the place call it a day n so do we... was a very tiring day actually... spent alot of energy i guess swimming ard...
she ask me wat do i like abt her? haha... n my ans was i oso dun noe... seriously i dun noe y n wat makes me fall for her... but i supposed it should be jus a kinda feelings... whenever i'm wif her i have a very comfortable feelings which i have not had for a very long time le...
but anyway i ask myself do i really noe wat is love? except for the commitment thingy which she doesn't believe in... i guess everyone has different explanations towards it... there is no rite n wrong but actually depends on wat have u experienced b4...
she oso told me she believe tat i could make something out of my life... i feel very happy cos in tis world i think except for ah liang who still believe tat i could there's no one else le... but i simply dun care abt wat others had to said abt me... cos they have no right to judge me... accept me for who i am, not who i'm going to be...
desert n forest n lalang talk was gd... anyway i told her it's jus tat i still dun noe wat i really wan in my life... n she doesn't wan me to use her as a motivation to start doing something... i'm still looking for the forest which i belong... hopefully she will find hers too...
