Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ; 13:30Y
time-out
had a rather violent match against the wombats last nite... i think if it wasn't a match will have go on into a fight long b4 the game end... i simply dun understand y ppl jus can't stay clam n respect the game... wat is sportsmanship?
scored another14pts now is on the top 10 scorer list in the league... i still can't really jump... is it because of my ankle... or is it because my mind keep thinking of fear of injuring myself more... i'm not sure... but i will noe tonite at chong ghee's wed nite ball brawl...
improving or stagnant is only jus a minor difference... confident is wat i have now... n hopefully confident will make me out to be a better player who is self motivated... i think wat i lack now is normal ball games which in the past i almost played every single day... thru there i will perfect watever i learn...
after seeing my godma yesterday i feel tat my left ankle is healed... after times n times of pain killing massage the swollen began to fade away... i think i spent at least 3hrs having my whole left body treated...
get a life is wat alez say to me... but hey brother i have my life now... at least i noe wat i wan right now... career wise i'm still figuring out wat i have to do in order to get to wat i wanna be... i oso talk to robert jacquet last nite... trying to ask him for help in wat i have to do in order to get wat i wan...
it's kinda funny i always become closed friends wif foreigners... fucking americans calling me a bitch but sorry dude i'm no bitch... i'm a dick... haha... i'll never say die n give up wat i love doing most... n i still remember my promises to ya tat day at ur condo... i'll do my utmost best to fulfil it... even if it costs me my basketball playing span...
called me stupid fool for putting my span at stake... but rob isn't life always a gamble... it's either u make it or break it... determination is something i hope i can used to things i'm doing other than basketball...
basketball changed my fucking dull life... it made me belief tat other than being a reckless bad guy i had better things n challenges to attend to... although in my whole life heaven have been rather kind to me... watever things i wanted to i have got it... except for the affairs of the heart...
now i'm going to changed the outcome of my future... i actually have visions of seeing myself still playing basketball as long as icould do so... cos i love the game too much to stop from it... n now maybe after spoiling my own ankle so tat i'll never be able to play basketball again will i give up on tis game n moved on in my life...
