Friday, June 29, 2007 ; 09:15Y
time-out
went playing on wed nite... still couldn't really jump... will still hurts... too much ppl on wed liao... n they actually come up wif win three in a row both team out... which means at least 30mins of rest everytime...
thurs went crescent park to play ball yet again... jogged my way there to warm up my ankle... can jump but still couldn't jump to my max... the uncles there complain tat i dun go there now... haha... they said tat my speed is gone...
think they dun realised tat i'm jus trying to put my techniques more than speed now in my game... tried out the moves liang taught me... keep on doing it... n nobody can d me... except the finishing must improved lor...
i've decide to go back to my gd old days as in playing everyday whenever i have the chances... tat is the best chance to polish up my skills n put watever i practice into use n make tat move part of me...
so jogging n upper body strength is my focus now... must get my fitness back to 101%... chong pang tournament coming soon... have alot to prove... myself, my coach, my teammates n oso my opponents... i have not another 26 liao lor... already 26 n closed to 30yrs old le... i'm getting old liao... it's time to go all out le...
as for the time being i will put aside the affairs of my heart first... cos watever will be will be... watever will not will not so wat for trying to make something out of it when the timing is not ripe... but first thing first i really need to be able to love n provide for myself first b4 i can go love others...
my gals r having their first match of the c division today... i'm not sure if i'll be able to make it there to support u gals... but u gals must noe tat i'm behind u all... jiayou for ur own sakes... n xuehan dun need to to prove to others... if there's anyone u need to prove, tat's u urself first... if u can't even convinced urself tat u belongs to the national level then u will not be able to prove anyone or anything...
go, go, go kangbai jiayou...
