Friday, June 22, 2007 ; 15:03Y
time-out
i was happy tat at least she is willing to pick up my call... n reply some of my messages... after my game which we won 30something points i went straight back... the moment i started up my comp n logged in to my msn acc, i saw her msg to me while i was offline...
in her msg she wanted me to fly n chased after my dreams... but i think she dun understand tat in my dreams there is not only me... it oso includes her... she say sorry she doesn't wanna hurt me... but i really think it's not her fault... so dun need to say sorry... i'll talk to ya face to face when u r ready to talk wif me... cos i dun think it's gd to talk tis kinda thingy over the phone or online...
back to my game... i had a 30mins game which i scored 16points... but my defence sucks cos we were playing man to man... n i couldn't really contained the black guy wif my swollen left ankle... i put on a brave front in front of my teammates.. i never told them abt me spraining my left ankle...
after the game i realised tat my ankle is getting more swollen looks exactly like a pig's trotter now... haha... jus thinking will i be able to make it for tis sat chong ghee training n mars game... but given my character i wun back away from challenges... i will go thru it wif all my will n might...
i believed she noes wat i mean n wat i wan... but i got a feeling she's not ready yet... i mean i dun need u to accept me now... but can we go back to wat we were like b4 wat happened tat fateful day? i dun dare to ask for much... tat's the only thing i ask for... like i say i wun promise u anything... cos i noe to us promises meant nothing... jus bull shits tat can cut n hurt us deep...
the only thing i can promise u is, 我会去找属于我自己的天空! 可是我真的希望你能陪伴我一起走过我的过度期... my plan for the future, at least for now i can say u play a part in my plan... whether my plan will succeed or not i'm not sure... but wif u by my side encouraing me n advising me... i believe i'll be able to overcome anything n i mean anything tat stands in front of me...
傻瓜我是认真的!!!
