was quite a roller coaster day for me... went rollerblading at east coast wif liang in the noon ard 2plus... was bored cos there was no one except for the maybe ten as we can see blading... but had the time to talk abt ourselves...
ktv session is next stop for us... one of my friends last minute tell me she cant make it... was quite down cos i promised to intro one gal to melvin a friend of sharleen... but on our way in the car from yishun to amk to eat our dinner when liang's phone rang... after chatting on the phone for awhile he ask me to listen to it... at first i tot it was who... but to my surprised it was jiaxin... i was 101% stunned on the spot... can't really see my own reactions... but must be damned funny... haha...
she came along wif us to the ktv sessions... was happy til the end ba... had a great time singing n talking wif the group... although she left early but i noe tat there's no way tat i can stopped her from going... the only way to make her stay by my side i noe tat is only when she's willing to ba...
maybe i noe her character too well or maybe i dun really noe her... been having different emotions from the blading at east coast to the ktv at amk... by the way took a picture wif her... although i noe tat she's feeling down inside n thinks alot of her troubles... but never once did i speak to her abt it... cos i've learnt to how to protect her from a distance...
hopefully she will get over wat has been troubling her in her mind soon... if so happened tat u see tis post.... jus wanna let u noe tat i'm always here for u... be it friends or lovers...
Monday, April 16, 2007 ; 12:31Y
time-out
it's going to be the last week of coaching for me... cos school's cca activities will stop on the 20th of april to let the students prepared for their mid year exams... so be quite free til almost after the exams period end...
jus went rollerblading on the 14th of april... was very fun although my giraffe fell down n injuried her kneecap til the very last part of our blading journey... had a great time wif them though although it's jus a two hour session... looking forward to another blading session at east coast... anyone interested in coming along r all welcome... promise to be fun...
my captain send me a file which is wat michael jordan says in his book... abt his theory in life n concepts n mindsets he had... it sounds fantastic... very motivating... then i decide to send it to my students.. n one of my students said tis is very similar to wat i usually tell them... haha... tat means tat actually my thinking is quite closed to one of the sporting greats... feel so proud...
anyway last nite on the 15th of april jus met up wif liang, zhiming n oso yiwen... we had a talk at blk 110 coffeeshop til 1plus in the morning... feels great talking to them... cos alot of past memories jus keep flowing into my head... looking forward to more of tis kinda session...
realised tat everyone will have their own problems... but it's jus how they face it n solved it... no point getting fustrated over it n be sad over it... cos whether u r happy or sad a day still will jus goes by at a snap of ur finger... so y not lead ur day happily... tis concept is jus so simple... haha...
Friday, April 6, 2007 ; 08:22Y
time-out
everyone will get into a relationship at least once in his or her lifetime... it's strange tat when feelings come no matter how u tried to avoid it u will still stopped dead on its track... i think everyone has to go thru it be the ending sad n bitter... or happy n sweet...
alot of ppl will do watever they can n even give up alot on their parts in order to make the relationship work out... but problem is r they trying too hard? does the other party have the same thinking as u n put in as much effort as u did?
maybe u can't compare who should love who more n who should put in more... but watever u do for tat someone is it worth it? is the result in the end turned out to be wat u wan? love is a very two sided affair... it will definitely not worked out if only one of the party commits into it... whereas the other party jus sit back on the receiving end...
wat is funny is when two persons r together they will forsake every earthly possession they have in exchanged for tat special someone whom they make believed to be... n they will think tat no matter how big the sacrifice is it is worth the risk... but if the relationship turned out not the way u wan it to be or when a couple breaks up then they will start to think tat y am i so stupid to put in so much soul n efforts...
at least the above mentioned is still rational... cos there's oso others out there after an end of their relationship they still hold on to it... should i say tat they noe who n wat they wan in life? or r they jus plain stupid? to remain trapped in tat never worked out relationship... yet they still think tat the day will come when tat someone will come back into his or her life...
there's no right n wrongs in a relationship... no one can be the judge in one... letting go of ur past n learning ur mistakes is the most important issue... u can get into as many relationship as u wan but if u keep on making the same mistake then til the end of time u will still be not able to attained true happiness...
alot of ppl r mislead tat letting go means to forget... it's a wrong concept... cos we should always remember tat it's the past which makes up the u right now... letting go means to move on n carried on ur own life... dun jus simply let ur life revolve ard the past relationship... times will wait for no one...
even if u r sad n heartbroken... times won't stopped n commemorate ur pitied past relationship... time won't n will never stopped because of anyone's sake... there will definitely be a twilight period after an end of a relationship... the only best thing to do is to learn how to let go n opened up ur heart in the fastest way ever...
love always have a two sided story to it... it can be the most sweetest thing on earth... but it can oso be the most tragic thing ard... it all really depends on how we look at love... or should i say it really depends how oneself wan the ending to be... happily ever after? or sad n tragic ending?
